=lyrics=

put ur lies in the blindside of my eye
voices in my head
keeping me up at night
im just so fucked up
i cant tell if this is not alright

u were always the type to crave attention
never stopped complaining 24/7
i just want something to change
maybe i say fuck it and run away

wishing u would change but ur to chaotic
starting to think that ur just psychotic
only hearing lies i don't believe shit

(like Beauty and the Beast isn't a love story)

aye
actin like a kid talking shit when ur bored
leaving me on seen ya I'm always ignored
not like I want the attention
but just know I know ur intentions

u aint slick
yeah ur bad at hiding shit
or maybe its on purpose
u aint a clown
ur the whole damn circus
now baby girl tell me
was it worth it?
ur demonic but ur like a serpent
snake in the grass
i foreshadowed that
why do u think i dont give a fuck?

the limitless time is still not enough

closing my eyes i seen a new life
revealing the truth
now nothing sits right
lot in my mind yet its still hard to write
maybe its cuz i lack the motivation

put ur lies in the blindside of my eye
voices in my head
keeping me up at night
im just so fucked up
i cant tell if this is not alright

u were always the type to crave attention
never stopped complaining 24/7
i just want something to change
maybe i say fuck it and run away

wishing u would change but ur to chaotic
starting to think that ur just psychotic
only hearing lies i don't believe shit

(like Beauty and the Beast isn't a love story)

aye
actin like a kid talking shit when ur bored
leaving me on seen ya I'm always ignored
not like I want the attention
but just know I know ur intentions

ur a witch and ur full of shit
when i say goodbye i wont forget it
see im not usually cocky
but i know im the best that u had
ur gonna want me back

Chaotic

=lyrics=
.
im not depressed im just sad
i just wish that she could come back
only girl that ever had my back
she was the love of my life
nothing will change that
.
she's in my thoughts
but her in my bed yeah i crave that
yeah i crave that but i lost that
cuz im a stupid fuckin douchebag
.
had a kid mindset
with stupid expectations
that's exactly how
i ruined my relations
short tempered and
i had no patience
always fuckin up 
im the only one to blame
.
we're already far apart
so i know it wont ever be the same
wishing on a shooting star
but i guess that doesn't mean 
time can change
.
full of pain yeah im a fallen flame
always feeling empty hollow is my name
chained up to my sadness
leading me to madness
i just wanna be whole 
but im just a fraction
leave me in the dust 
when i start to show compassion
maybe this was all bad timing
.
bad timing dont know why im crying
say u love me still dont know why ur lying
pray to god like show me a sign
promise me shes gonna be alr
.
be alright please be alright
god damn just show me a sign
.
lost in my head i need to take a walk
sorry i really dont wanna talk
need some fresh air
and im feeling unsecure
and hella insecure without her 
.
felt like superman but without his powers
shes the love of my life
but this aint golden hour
cant believe that i allowed her
to leave my life knowing i had the power
to stop her
didnt even bother to call her
im such a damn monster
.
i just wish that i coulda changed
way before i caused her pain
crack in my heart hit by a tidal wave
atleast i got the pictures that i saved
.
always lookin at them whenever i miss u
when i miss u
when i miss u
.
im not depressed im just sad
i just wish that she could come back
only girl that ever had my back
she was the love of my life
nothing will change that
.
she's in my thoughts
but her in my bed yeah i crave that
yeah i crave that but i lost that
cuz im a stupid fuckin douchebag
.
had a kid mindset
with stupid expectations
thats exactly how
i ruined my relations
short tempured and
i had no patience
always fuckin up 
im the only one to blame
.
we're already far apart
so i know it wont ever be the same
wishing on a shooting star
but i guess that doesnt mean 
time can change

Ruining The Good Things In My Life (prod. Sogimura)

=lyrics=
.
Fell outta love and we fell outta touch
Now I really don’t give a fuck
But I’m glad that ur gone u were doing to much
.
Fell outta love and we fell outta touch
Now I really don’t give a fuck
But I’m glad that ur gone u were doing to much
.
Imma run away got my stuff already packed
I got 0 reasons to ever look back
I don’t care if u decide to change
The damage is done so u must be dumb
.
U must be dumb if u think imma hide
Nothing to lose I’m already dead inside
Tired of actin like I’m always fine
Hating that I ever called u mine
.
U were never by my side
U were death in the corner
Hoping I’d die
Everyday was lies
Everything was fake 
like the tears in ur eyes
.
Tears in ur eyes were always fake
Wondering if this is my fate
Wonder if someone else can relate
Or am I soloing this pain
.
Soloing this pain, I don’t wanna feel this way
This life won’t ever fuckin change
Thinkin that I’m finally going insane
.
I don’t wanna do this
not listening to ur lies
Said I was the one 
but said I’m not enough
.
I don’t understand what the fuck u want
Cuz times won’t ever be the same
.
U must be dumb if u think imma hide
Nothing to lose I’m already dead inside
Tired of actin like I’m always fine
Hating that I ever called u mine


Fell outta love and we fell outta touch
Now I really don’t give a fuck
But I’m glad that ur gone u were doing to much

Fell outta love and we fell outta touch
Now I really don’t give a fuck
But I’m glad that ur gone u were doing to much
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
im not satisfied with this song.

Fell Outta Love

=Lyrics=

i tried talkin to god but it didnt work out
mortal to our enemeies
we're broken and lost
no trust in the word peace

we resurrect
down at the old cemetery
where i met bloody mary
lookin in her eyes is deadly
lose ur soul but its story telling
she makes it so compelling
u cant share what u learn
for there is no return

hell is where u will burn
cuz pain is what u earned
shouldn't have listened to her
now u forever burn

(should of stayed where u were in the dark)

darkness
got vertical lines down my wrist
beat me down till i feel numb
nothing at all till it all goes painless
blood everywhere but my white shirt is stainless
beaten and battered ya i never mattered
still taking my life and u are so shameless


i tried talkin to god but it didnt work out
mortal to our enemeies
we're broken and lost
no trust in the word peace

we resurrect
down at the old cemetery
where i met bloody mary
lookin in her eyes is deadly
lose ur soul but its story telling
she makes it so compelling
u cant share what u learn
for there is no return

turn the other way (p. Capsctrl)

=lyrics=

im tired of moving
i just want a home 
not for week and thn i pack my clothes

imma run away
but maybe some day
i will return with my heart full of joy
but right now, im not okay
but soon some day my heart will be safe

right now im not alright
always alone and balling my eyes out
i dont know how to feel, but ones alone
isolation, only option, cuz the world is so toxic

locking my doors and thn closing my blinds
leaving the past and the hatred behind
locking my doors and closing my blinds
leaving the past shit and old friends behind
no i dont understand this
im tired of the changes
i dont got the paticene 
taking L's left and right
its a rainy night, nevermind
just the tears from my eyes

locking my doors and closing my blinds
being left alone ill be alright
my soul fades away
engulfed in flames
as my heart slowly stops beating
time does not repent
thats only what you can
make ur choices wisely

imma run away
ill be back some day
but right now id prefer to be just alone

right now im not alright
always alone and balling my eyes out
im gonna protect my heart at any cost
im tired of the pain
im going insane pretending im okay
fake promises everyday i dont wanna do this
im tired of the bullshit

Im so fucking tired (prod. King Theta)

written & performed by: @Holloww17

Produced by: Rubbish x hottubjohny

=Lyrics=

been up all night and 
i cannot seem to fix my schedule
played with like a toy the puppeteer is the devil
time loop voodoo
hurt me thn i hurt u
ur a beast cthulhu
heard that u like blood too
time loop voodoo
hurt me thn i hurt u
worried about new shoes
and i know u hate the truth

blues clues
looks like we just got a letter
tired of this fog and 
deep dark stormy weather

holding u
even tho we hate eachother
never felt at peace till 
u wrapped ur arms around me

i been havin all these crazy lucid dreams

i cant tell if these are signs or im just never alright
going back forth in time
felt a sharp pain down my spine
bite my neck im paralyzed
ur a insect in disguise

looks like we just got a letter
falling from the sky but im gliding like a feather
fell in love back in december
maybe we hate eachother cuz this life seems like its forever
but u never left me clues
till my heart turned black and blue 

blues clues
looks like we just got a letter
tired of this fog and 
deep dark stormy weather

holding u
even tho we hate eachother
never felt at peace till 
u wrapped ur arms around me

felt so heavanly now the darkness is getting lonely
i wanna escape but i cannot find the exit
i dont like talkin can u just send me a text
i dont like growing up cuz i know whats next

blues clues, idfk (p. rubbish + hottubjohny)

=Lyrics=

im dying in my bed lot of shit in my head
so high in my lows my eyes are turning red
blood shot eyes, hold me tight

hold me tight before u go
i cannot deal with this pain
even numb in the snow

when i held u tight u tight
u let me go
i cannot deal with this pain
when im all alone

all alone
sinkin at the bottom of the lake
always gotta act like im a ok
im drowning in my sorrow
wont wake up tomorrow
od on this hatred
cuz i dont got the patience
dont got the time to be wasted
stuck in isolation
i dont got no friends lets just face it
nor do i have dreams
only one god that really knows me
i just want someone to hold me tight

cannot deal with this pain 
even numb in the snow
hold me tight before i fade
i dont wanna die i wont get past that gate
hold me tight i dont feel okay
but when im in ur arms i feel so damn safe

hold me tight before u go
i cannot deal with this pain
even numb in the snow

when i held u tight u tight
u let me go
i cannot deal with this pain
when im all alone

Hold Me Close (p. Dercept)

=Lyrics=

breaking down the walls
cuz my problems are Colossal
yeah i lost my only 2 role models

watch me hit the gas 
imma go full throttle

breaking down the walls
cuz my problems are Colossal
yeah i lost my only 2 role models
got a cross on my neck
im never feeling blessed and it aint workin yet

it aint ever workin
i am always hurtin
just a piece of metal junk around my neck
it wont ever be worth shit
best thing i can do is bury it

i want no memory of ur existence
i see the world ending 
with the smoke in the distance
thinkin omg how could i prevent this
only if they would just listen

see the world end 
with the smoke in the distance
thinkin oh my god how could i prevent this

breaking down the walls
cuz my problems are Colossal
yeah i lost my only 2 role models

watch me hit the gas 
imma go full throttle

breaking down the walls
cuz my problems are Colossal
yeah i lost my only 2 role models
got a cross on my neck
im never feeling blessed and it aint workin yet

Colossal (p. Drma + Johnnyfriend)

WARNING
i dont recommend using ear buds and if u do keep it near 50% volume, the sss's in this song will violate ur ears⚠️
(headphones and maybe literally anything else is alright tho)

Mixed & performed by: @Holloww17

Written by: @Holloww17 & @silverlucas (Lucas silver)

=Lyrics=

Nothing at all I’m tryna figure my mind out
I’m lost in a small room with a big crowd
Got a lot of words flying to my face
I don’t really wanna think ab it to much

Lot in my head and it weighs a ton
Watch what u say I loaded the gun
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna fight
I don’t like dumb shit in our short time
Cant mimic what’s in my mind
Think about the universe and our time

Like how much time do we really have left
Darling hold me close
when I take my last breath

(He’s not gonna make it)

Living in silence but I think to much
My insecurities telling me I’m not enough

Fill my heart with anxiety
I can’t feel the peace that they promised me
I wanna speak my mind
But they silenced me
I just wanna run away where’s my Time Machine?

No I can’t trust
No I’m not enough
At the end of the day I just don’t give a fuck
No I can’t trust
No I’m not enough
At the end of the day I’m walking in the unknown

Nothing at all I’m tryna figure my mind out
I’m lost in a small room with a big crowd
Got a lot of words flying to my face
I don’t really wanna think ab it to much

Lot in my head and it weighs a ton
Watch what u say I loaded the gun
I don’t wanna talk I don’t wanna fight
I don’t like dumb shit in our short time
Cant mimic what’s in my mind
Think about the universe and our time
Like how much time do we really have left?
Darling hold me close when I take my last breath

Living in the 21st century
We don’t need no Time Machine
We’re unstoppable yeah we’re wild
Living with a futuristic smile

Time Scares Me (prod. Grayskies)

touch of life (feat. mackk)(p. King Theta)

i dont like people (feat. HeyLee Manzeron)(prod. cxrter)

=Lyrics=

yeah i cross my heart
and i hope to die
ill give u my blood
just look in my eyes
it hurts me so bad that i cant satisfy
getting mad at me
but u say its a bad time
baby im not dumb
time for me to walk away
but why when i leave u beg for me to stay

begging me
and ur beggin me
and i dont know why
just let me live my fuckin life

yeah i cross my heart
and i hope to die
ill give u my blood
just look in my eyes

broken pieces and shattered dreams
nothings ever as it seems

lost in my heart
lost in my heart
yeah ur lost in my heart

yeah i cross my heart
and i hope to die
ill give u my blood
just look in my eyes
it hurts me so bad that i cant satisfy
getting mad at me
but u say its a bad time
baby im not dumb
time for me to walk away
but why when i leave u beg for me to stay

begging me
and ur beggin me
and i dont know why
just let me live my fuckin life

u stabbed my heart now im slowly dying
u said that u loved me bitch why are u lying
manipulation doesnt work why are u trying
im already numb so its just bad timing

let me live my fucking life (Beatzilla)

prod. GAXILLIC

=Lyrics=

Hollow17:

i dont wanna write another sad song
u found me when i was far gone
i dont know how u did that shit
cuz u found me flyin in the abyss

ghost in my room
im the only one that see them
im the only one that can free them
and im the only one that can teach them

about the new life
and how things are today
while they teach me about the past
i tell them about everything we have
today, about everything we have today

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Eyelee:

and i been alone for a couple of years
and im trying to let go of a couple fears
but u make it so hard for me
and im trying to let go and leave it all alone

u dont know what im going through
and i dont know what im gonna do about it
guess ill walk around here

tears in my eyes when i look back at u
and all the stuff that we used to do together
when we were together

Hollow17:

and i been alone for a couple years
so im glad that i got some company here
i dont wanna walk this earth alone
but to bad cuz no one hits up my phone

yeah the stars go dimmer 
and the sun goes pitch black
yeah the sun goes pitch black

Cant See The Sun W/ eyelee

=Lyrics=

[Hollow17]

im just a young man
i dont really got a plan
hoping that u understand
but i know u fuckin dont

u dont know the full story
so idk why u hate me
why the fuck are u so controlling
why the fuck are u so damn nosy

Have you tried minding your own business??
life is way more simple just like that

i tried to satisfy
but everything that i do is wrong
i tried to get along with everyone
but i'm still doing wrong
i tried to satisfy
but everything that i do is wrong
i tried to tell my side
but i can't even write a simple song

i tried to satisfy
but everything that i do is wrong
feeling like i could make 6 or 7 figures
but i'll still be the bad guy in your picture
i'm losing my mind
thinking about it
but i dont care if i dont mean shit to u
i dont really care
no i really fuckin dont
just dont push me to the edge
or i'll have your throat

[Vails]

u take away everything i owned
call it your own, sell the loot for your profit
had my homie on the end of the phone
told me he just bought u out
now i can bet u wished u stopped this

i give up a bit
finally had enough of it
feed me to the lions 
cus atleast they show me truthful shit
faded now i’m jaded yeah my eyes green
swallow up these pills n truth
that ur leavin

reasoning in my soul 
need to take a long walk
breathe out breathe in
finally say i’m done

IM JUST A KID [feat. Vails][plazy! + chris marek]

(p. OhMyGon!)

=Lyrics=
I hate the person I made this song for
They suck

fuck this song to the grave

u know that one guy courage the cowardly dog?? yeah im like him fr

imthecoward (ft. popularreject)(p. wokedown)

good memories always find a way to be bad

Intro to my EP
[another thought in a million]


[Lyrics]

cuz i still want you
so please dont go
but ill close my eyes 
and forget us.

silence 
cuz i still want you
silence 
cuz i still want you

but ill close my eyes 
and forget us.
but ill close my eyes 
and forget us.

cuz i still want you
so please dont go
but ill close my eyes 
and forget us.

silence 
cuz i still want you
silence 
cuz i still want you

Memories

am i the monster?

(Prod. dercept x ayoley)
[another thought in a million]

Monster

**LISTEN WITH HEADPHONES FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE**




=Lyrics=


Hollow17:

i dont wanna bring the past back
and i think that goes for anyone
my heads under attack
and i dont think i will ever be enough

Im dying on this hill and i don't wanna change that
saying that u love me baby i don't believe that
giving me flashbacks i dont wanna do this
cause im tired of ur bullshit
i just want some space if u dont mind
cause i cant tell if im dead or alive
Im dying on this hill and i dont wanna change that
saying that u love me only fuckin brings the past back

imma pack my bags imma fuckin run away
cause im tired of getting stabbed in the back
been a while since i seen myself cry
when i look in the mirror i don't recognize that guy 

broken feelings deep down
all the screams are cursed sounds
i don't know myself
but a happily ever after is only in fairy tale
-
HeyLee Manzeron:

Bitch, imma die on this hill
With those drugs and those pills
You just put them down my throat
Pull the trigger make the kill
Funny how shit works out, and we’re over
Funny how i left you the minute i got sober

Fell in love in october
Under the clovers
You’re not in my range
But i still drive that rover
I see those blue strands of hair
Just draping on my timeline
It was a fairytale
and now we’re tripping over landmines
-
Hollow17:
-
Im dying on this hill and i don't wanna change that
saying that u love me baby i don't believe that
giving me flashbacks i don't wanna do this
cause i'm tired of ur bullshit
i just want some space if u dont mind
cause i can't tell if im dead or alive
Im dying on this hill and i dont wanna change that
saying that u love me only fuckin brings the past back

i dont wanna bring the past back
and i think that goes for anyone
my heads under attack
and i dont think i will ever be enough
i dont wanna bring the past back
and i think that goes for anyone
my heads under attack
and i dont think i will ever be enough

FlashBacks! W/ HeyLee Manzeron (Wisssery + Caves)

I Am What I Hate The Most [Wayside]

I tried to let go

NO RESPECT w/youwii (p. xmichaelwarren)

[Lyrics]

Darling i know i don’t deserve this
but if u stick around ill make it worth it
i wont let u down
baby i promise i am not like the rest

Darling i know i dont deserve this
but if u stick around ill make it worth it
baby im not perfect 
but i promise to give u the world
u could be my lois lane 
and im the hero that saves the day
baby together we’re bonnie and clyde
but u alone ur a mastermind
i don’t know why u chose my side
and i don’t mean to sound insecure
but ur to good for me i don’t deserve this
its just hard to believe when u say im worth it

(Darling i know i dont deserve this
baby together we’re bonnie and clyde
but u alone ur a mastermind
Darling i know i dont deserve this
but if u stick around, but if u stick around)

every time i close my eyes i dream about you
and my friends call me corny from how much i talk about you
baby you drivin me crazy i be thinkin bout u daily
and when u don’t reply i just assume that u hate me

Darling i know i dont deserve this
but if u stick around ill make it worth it
baby im not perfect 
but i promise to give u the world
u could be my lois lane 
and im the hero that saves the day
baby together we’re bonnie and clyde
but u alone ur a mastermind
i don’t know why u chose my side
and i don’t mean to sound insecure
but ur to good for me i don’t deserve this
its just hard to believe when u say im worth it

mastermind [p. dercept]

IDunnoIDC (yxnglyz)

MY WAY! (PROD. CAMMY)

DONT FORGET TO CHECK OUT THIS TALENTED SUM BITCH BELLAMY
https://soundcloud.com/joshua-dittmann-872381933

i'm trying, i promise (feat. Bellamy)(@siemspark x @hiiidrax)

its a mid song but i made it while i was upsetti spaghetti

LOCK JAW! (P. GUARDIAN)

LYRICS, ART & MIX BY: NODWELLERS
BEAT MADE BY: GAXILLIC

[LYRICS]

I'll never trust a soul
With all the lies you told
I just want something real
This shit is getting old
It's been fucking with my head
And it's taking its toll

Baby, how you gonna tell me that you love me
And then you go ahead and block me the next day
You should choose your words more carefully
'Cause saying that you love me is deadly

Now I'll never trust a soul
With all the lies you told
Baby, I'm tryna wrap my head around this
But this shit is incomprehendable
I'll never trust a soul
With all the lies you told

I opened up and that was my mistake
So how much are you gonna take?

I'll never trust a soul
With all the lies you told
I'm tired of this pain, it's getting old
Put the gun to my head then I end it all
I'll never trust a soul
With all the lies you told
This pain is getting old, please stop this
I don't wanna talk, I'm losing conscience

So tell me why you don't want me
The way that I want you, my darling

(I love you so much)

but I'll never trust a soul
From all the lies you told
I wanted to grow old
Until you lied to me
I'll never trust a soul
This pain is getting old
I thought you were better than the rest
But you fucked me up and left me a mess

I've been feeling so depressed
Feels like I'm stuck in my bed
I don't know how much times I tried to hold on
But I'm getting fuckin' tired of all these sad songs
I'll never trust no more
I'm falling to the floor
I'm getting lost in my head
This shit is like a corridor
I don't think I could do this no more

I've been getting lost and I'm stuck in my bed
I'm fighting all the thoughts that are in my head
Maybe I'm just better off dead instead
Baby, I just wanna make amends

I'll never trust a soul
From all the lies you told
And I'm tired of this pain, it's getting old
Put the gun to my head then I end it all

NoDwellers

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