outward expressions of the things I feel inside. Glory be to God for giving me the this outlet. Hope you enjoy!!

8-15-19 Mixes

Keep Workin

Love Over Evil

01-26-20

How About Now

My mother had me when she was 17, I didn't fully understand what it was that she sacrificed until I became a parent myself. She went through a lot, in turn WE went through a lot, but through God WE overcame. LOVE YOU MAMA!!!  

~ Her Sunshine

MAMA

I'm a musician based in Buffalo, NY. I was born to a 16 year old mother who came from an abusive crack house filled with pain. That pain leaked over into my life. My parents split when I was 3, never had a solid relationship with my father, but I was blessed to have a father figure in my step dad. I call him dad, because he earned that title. But, my relationship with my mom, my dad or my father was never solid growing up. I was always dealing with emotional neglect, subjected to mental abuse, and ass whoopins that today would fit the bill for child abuse, and was molested as a kid by a family member. I didn't have many friends growing up, and dealt with being bullied and picked on to make matters worse. My family bounced around Buffalo a lot growing up,  I know what its like to have grown up in the projects, the inner city and the suburbs of Buffalo.  I've been introduce to many different people and life experiences including my own. I hit rock bottom for the first time, when I was 20 years old. I found myself on my knees in my studio apartment, blade to my wrist crying out to the lord, contemplating death. I felt like I had no where to go, no one to turn too. The only thing that kept me from sliding that blade across my wrist was my faith in god. I picked myself up off the floor and made a change. I joined the Army at 21, I learned a lot, got to experience life in Colorado where I was stationed. I did a little more than 3 years of active duty service before moving back to Buffalo in 2017. Now, I finished up my BS in Criminal Justice, I'm 27 years old, and though I've got a lot more living to do, I got a lot of life experience under my belt. God has blessed me many times over, he gave me the gift of music and poetry and it has helped me heal internally. I've been writing music and poetry since I was 8 years old. I want to share my love of music and appreciation for what god has done for me, with the world. I've been in a shell, afraid of making myself vulnerable and transparent to the world because of the fear of negativity. But, I won't be one of those people that looks back on their life at 80 years old thinkin "what if". Every person who has appreciated my music has a huge part to play in me stepping out of the shadows and into the light. I want my music to reach every corner of this world. I want my music to move people to heal, and love and have fun! I want to make the world a better place for my family, my friends, my fellow humans. I want us all to shine, I want us all to tap our full potential, I want us all to step out of our boxes and share our hidden talents with the world. I can't preach that without doing the same. So here I am, walking the walk. Lets make a difference.

Noel Roze

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