my first attempt at a femtanyl inspired song :3 haiii

lyrics:

l1veleak aint sh1t
i have seen enough
bleach my sight with gasoline
hold a grudge against the earth - im gonna

make a m0lotov
fueled by my tears
if this k1lls myself
i know some fuck3rs will be pleased

van gogh cut his ear
can't I pull my eyes?
throw them at the moon

make a starry night

i just wanna be myself
but theyre roadblocking my way
i just trynna take it easy - and failing
EVERY. SINGLE. DAY

so much bl0od pumping out
this time - i think i have lost sight
if my mind cannot be fixed
i will ble3d to de@th tonight 

CUS I VE SEEN ENOUGH

S33N ENOUGH

merry new year!!!



i wonder when ill see the snow
as clear as a piece of glass
its shattered almost like my soul
and cracked almost like my spirit

the night is cold and dark
i cant bear to come back home
hope i can have a little spark
because im almost out of hope

ive made it through the entire year
but it is still not even clear

why do i feel like im lost?
ill find the answer at any given cost

i miss you
its a case of "amor de verdade"
i call it "saudade"
a feeling that insists to fill my

body
its spasming in a pile of snow
i better let your heat keep me away from the cold

i wonder when ill see the snow
as clear as a piece of glass
its shattered almost like my soul
and cracked almost like my @ss

the night is cold and dark
i cant bear to give a f&ck
hope i can have a little spark
because im almost out of luck

i miss you
its a case of "amor de verdade"
i call it "saudade"
a feeling that insists to fill my

body
im dying all alone
im dying all alone

i miss you
its a case of "amor de verdade"
i call it "saudade"
"Amor que não tem data de validade"

i call it "SAUDADE"

I am okay.


Lyrics:

life is cutting short
its on life support
i do this for sport
wont be long until my escort

ill quote a random song
because i find it fun(ny)
that the world is telling me
that i dont belong here

i cant bear with disdain
its almost time again
i swear to God i cant
cant just keep doing the same
expecting anything to change
all to be same 
same sh1t in the end

i cant move along time
theres nothing on my line
finding myself divided
im gonna do it this time
I'LL K1LL MYS3LF GOODNIGHT

if i fuck1ng hear your voice
calling me out again
ill tear your fuck1ng throat
and shut you up with the pain :3

i drink my poison from the sewers
and I walk among the rats
you step on me and you dont care
DON'T GIVE A SH1T ABOUT THE BRAT

i cant bear with disdain
its almost time again
i swear to God i cant
cant just keep doing the same
expecting anything to change
its out of my range

i cant move along time
theres nothing on my line
finding myself divided
every step getting closer to dying
yet i sing 
(make a Starry Night)

I CAN'T BEAR WITH DISDAIN
IT'S ALMOST TIME AGAIN
I SWEAR TO GOD I CAN'T
CAN'T JUST KEEP DOING THE SAME
EXPECTING ANYTHING TO CHANGE
IT'S OUT OF MY RANGE

MY MIND WILL BLEND
I'LL BE WHOLE AGAIN BY THE END

Dear diary 
Today I learned my first curse word

THIS TIME

another femtanyl inspired song hiii

lyrics:

Do everyday. Do everynight.
Do it once. Do it twice.
Out of sleep. Out of time.
Out of order. Now do it thrice.

Long overdue. Work overnight.
It's round two. One more time.
Do everyday. Do everynight.
When do I quit? NEVER!

go on, postpone me
ill be the sidelined
game on, let me be
as worthy as a dime

go on, postpone me
ill be the sidelined
just never talk to me
not about how i

LOST MY WILL AND
LOST APPETITE
IF IM A LOSER
MUST I LOSE MY LIFE?
(i know shit is bad but
i can handle
im not as useless as
a f*cking candle)

after electricity was invented by some random scientist
i think i lost track...
f*ck- let me start it back

LOST MY WILL AND
LOST APPETITE
IF IM A LOSER
MUST I LOSE MY LIFE?
(i know shit is bad but
i can handle
im not as useless as
a f*cking candle)

its my life
im sidelined
i know ill die
alone

LOST MY WILL AND
LOST APPETITE
IF IM A LOSER
MUST I LOSE MY LIFE?
(i know shit is bad but
i can handle
im not as useless as
a f*cking candle)

its my life
im sidelined
if im gonna die
will you wish me goodbye?

SIDELINE

my christmas song :3

Hoje é o dia de Natal
É hora de comer peru
Eu tô é passando mal
E tô com dor no meu espírito

A noite é densa e escura
Já não consigo mais ver
Se ninguém for a minha cura
Vou sangrar até morrer

Fez mais um ano que vivi
Mas no caminho eu me perdi
O destino deu as costas
O que eu quero são respostas

Que falta
"It's a case of" amor de verdade
"I call it" saudade
"A feeling that insists to fill my body"

I'm dying in a pile of snow
I want your corpse to keep the heat
Inside of my soul


Hoje é o dia de Natal
É hora de comer peru
Eu tô é passando mal
E tô com dor no meu CU

A noite é densa e escura
Hoje tá é de fuder
Se ninguém for a minha cura
Vou sangrar até morrer

Que falta
"It's a case of" amor de verdade
"I call it" saudade
"A feeling that insists to fill my body"

É aqui que vou morrer
É hoje que vou morrer
É assim que vou morrer
Não deu tempo de me arrepender

Nofchu

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