p. by soren and me
Guitar by soren
Mixing by Tuki XO and me

lyrics: 


She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid
She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid


Eyesore when i woke up 
Make me feel like shit when i need you bad 
Hit me like a truck now i feel like a bag 
Like a bag (ya)
Left me on read for a long long long time
I know you don't want me anymore
Please say you love me a couple more times
Sum parts of me want us to die

I like girls who can save my shit (ya)
I like girls who can wear my shirt (ya)
I like girls who can play guitar (ya)
I like girls who can fix my heart (ya)


She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid
She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid


she wants an escape from all of the things that are in her mind
she goes to the drugs she fucking it up she thinks its a vibe

she cant understand,she cant feel a thing
she's lost in her head,she lost both her wings

uh

I Like girls who got a lot of problems
let me help you solve them


She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid
She's been doing drugs
Like acid and mescaline
she's too depressed
To be fucking with a kid

acid and mescaline w Tuki XO

featuring @f1l3
produced, mixed, and mastered by me

Lyrics:
I feel adrenaline course through my veins, feet on the dashboard as we gaze at the waves.
Manic as ever, but I miss those days
Oh how I miss those days,
Oh how I miss those days.

It's been a year since I've seen your face
Month after month, I'm getting better at not losing my brain.
Not like you care, but I've been slipping away
I swear I see you stand at every single corner I take

And I've been wasting my youth trying to get it back
Head in my hands, thinking I'm losing my past
I'm only eighteen, but I swear I'm too old for my plans

You're watching me break down in real time
My head is underwater, but my body's in the sky and I swear that we could do anything that you like, tell me a place and time, give me a place and time

My heart is in the clouds, but my head's with you
I get caught up in the why's, and the how's, and the truths
I'm overthinking everything I do, especially with you

I said I'd never love again, but now I'm here with all my friends
Thought I fucked up, well I still could
Gameboy got smashed with the weight of my foot
Popping out of the chimney covered in soot, big stars in my vision like the sky in the woods
I could not believe my eyes.

(Let me tell you a story)

I just wanted to die, no ground to stand on, I live in the sky like a harpy
On an island, got wings on my spine, these grapes of wraths never turned to wine, 
but It's alright, swear to god I'm ok, I swear I'm fine, yeah I swear I'm all safe. 
No way in hell It'll ever be the same

And I've been wasting my youth trying to get it back
Head in my hands, thinking I'm losing my past
I'm only eighteen, but I swear I'm too old for my plans

You're watching me break down in real time
My head is underwater, but my body's in the sky and I swear that we could do anything that you like, tell me a place and time, give me a place and time

My heart is in the clouds, but my head's with you
I get caught up in the why's, and the how's, and the truths
I'm overthinking everything I do, especially with you

breaking down in real time

breaking down in real time (feat. file13)

Why’d you think to break it 
Lemme think I hate it 
Why’d you think to break it 
Lemme think I hate it (x2)

Supply me with my heart I can not take it 
I wanna crumble down and make some faces 

Take my pills and Let me let it go 
I don’t wanna see it now or overdose

I hate it here and I know You do too 
What am I suppose to do 

But that’s not right ima take some Adderall
Think about it cause I’m not ok at all

(FUCK)

That’s right That’s right That’s right That’s right 

(You never cared)

Gas light gas light gas light gas light

(I’ll still be there)

That’s right That’s right That’s right That’s right
 
(My heart will tare)

Gas light gas light gas light gas light

(Why’d I care)

That’s right That’s right That’s right That’s right 
Gas light gas light gas light gas light 
That’s right That’s right That’s right That’s right

Why’d you think to break it 
(That’s right that’s right)
Lemme think I hate it 
(That’s right that’s right) 
Why’d you think to break it 
(That’s right that’s right)
Lemme think I hate it 

Supply me with my heart I can not take it 
I wanna crumble down and make some faces 

Take my pills and Let me let it go 
I don’t wanna see it now or overdose

(It’s like you never cared about me )

But that’s not right ima take some Adderall
Think about it cause I’m not ok at all


That’s right That’s right That’s right That’s right 

(You never cared)

Gas light gas light gas light gas light

(I’ll still be there)

That’s right That’s right That’s right That’s right
 
(My heart will tare)

Gas light gas light gas light gas light

(At all)

That’s right That’s right That’s right That’s right 
Gas light gas light gas light gas light 
(At all)
That’s right That’s right That’s right That’s right 
Gas light gas light gas light gas light 
(That’s right )

blueberry crumble

Blueberry Crumble (Prod. Blvnkface & Yeezo)

Valley [prod. Madsan]

Sink prod samsdiary

follow my ig @pixurthat <3

more love like im bonnie
take a drink like dasani
go again, im embody (what u do?)
try again like a parlay

i wont stop till im done
she wont stop till im numb
we cant drop, all them guns
goto cop, grab me some

something good
baby know that im hurting
new bitch come by and i think that shes flirting

we can rework it
i know im not perfect
you know were bound for it
im seeing pure bliss

u got ur name on my jacket
left it at home u can have it
keep it as a souvenir
like when im not there bae im always here

more love like im bonnie
take a drink like dasani
go again, im embody (what u do?)
try again like a parlay

i wont stop till im done
she wont stop till im numb
we cant drop, all them guns
goto cop, grab me some

BONNIE (prod. xani)

Things were so simple before I met you
Now I can't forget you
The beast took my head but I'm still in debt to you
Drown in the moments
The watcherwoman rolls in
I'm damned I already know it
So weak
I wanna thank you
For changin me
I know you're so fucked up
And it always ends in misery
You just had all I needed
And guarded my Eden
I guess that were even this time

I wanna go back to fillory
I know it ends in misery
Even if it means the death of me
I'll wear the guilt on me
Back to fillory
I know it's a little fucked up
But I don't wanna change it
A piece of me lives there
And I can't explain it
It's lost in my head
But not lost in translation

I was your healer
Your number one believer
I played the cards you dealt me
Even though you cheated
It's time to make it right to you
I'm writing this to right you
I can't be the only one that's left
That gets let right through
Reputation damage murder
Looks bad to the observer
I know you're so difference with all the weight
That you burden
Magic so true
That you'd be
The only thing
That matters
To me
To me

I wanna go back to fillory
I know it ends in misery
Even if it means the death of me
I'll wear the guilt on me
Back to fillory
I know it's a little fucked up
But I don't wanna change it
A piece of me lives there
And I can't explain it
It's lost in my head
But not lost in translation

Back To Fillory (prod. summerS9)

INFINITY (+jean parker)

the gas creaks and grows
into my dirty broken lungs
i couldn't be the son that you hoped for
i didn't even try my best
and I got a bet
that I'll be dead
before you get ideas of what I should be

so tie up that cinder block
i can feel the water guiding me
just don't wanna see them writing me when i'm gone
so tie up that cinder block
it's no ones fault besides my own 
spent years just trying to find out where to go

i'm sorry for leaving a mess
i'm sorry for leaving you scarred and distressed
i'm sorry i took away your only son
i'm sorry you saw me fighting with my lungs
i'm sorry i couldn't amount to shit
i'm sorry i'm selfish i did what i did
looking down on you makes me wanna do it again
even god looks at me and he thinks i'm a bitch

so tie up that cinder block
i can feel the water guiding me
just don't wanna see them writing me when i'm gone
so tie up that cinder block
it's no ones fault besides my own 
spent years just trying to find out where to go

Shipwreck(Prod. by King Theta)

song by rocstarzen
https://www.instagram.com/rocstarzen/
https://soundcloud.com/lilzennyskrrr

published by nohopezone™
https://www.instagram.com/nohopezone/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClihVr_OiWVuE3XBhEeHrbQ

produced by jolst

is it ok if i’m not really okay? X4

sitting alone all in my basement
got a couple pills think i might face it 
i been down bad it’s been complicated 
taking these pills i’m about the cave in 
and you don’t really know me like you did last year 
please don’t call me your friend when you were never here 
and everything is too loud in my mind and i hate it
all i got left is my friends i can’t fake it 
i think that i’ll be fine without you
fine without you

fine without you X2

and i wish that you’d call my name one more time 
i miss looking inside your eyes
remember all the summer nights 
when we were passing by 
now summers nearly over 
spent my whole year searching for closure
got me thinking will it ever be over 
got me thinking will it ever be over 

sitting alone all in my basement
got a couple pills think i might face it 
i been down bad it’s been complicated 
taking these pills i’m about the cave in 
and you don’t really know me like you did last year 
please don’t call me your friend when you were never here 
and everything is too loud in my mind and i hate it
all i got left is my friends i can’t fake it 
i think that i’ll be fine without you
fine without you

rocstarzen - alone in my basement (NOHOPEZONE EXCLUSIVE)

producer and artist collective
owner: @metmyself 
Inquiries -> @nohopezone on ig
members: @22december @kashanilmao @dooozii

rocstarzen - alone in my basement (NOHOPEZONE EXCLUSIVE)

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