Lyrics:

I've seen my baby sucking it down
Her stomach's full of alcohol
Blood's poisoned; by now must be flammable
Like vomit on the pillow

I can't tell you anything, doll
I don't even remember where I've been
I've been judging and holding all my grudges tight
But I'd do the same as you if you'd turn your head

Oh, sweet darling, come back to me
Oh, my precious girl, you're all I need

How could you claim that she's been killing herself
When she's still sticking around with shallow breath?
I'm not concerned with my health when I'm laughed out of town
From the marks on my neck

I can't tell you anything, dear
And expect you to recall any of it
You don't know where you are. I know where you've been
And those lips make me sick

If you could give this another try
I know I could make it work this time

Blame Everyone

Anyway, I'm Dead

I am the result of a variable in the fixed formula.
People are the same all over.
Today, I saw a stranger die;
One that I wanted for a wife.

She had shoes tired from walking,
And I've got eyes tired of overlooking
And a mind that's tired of thinking.
I've got a self that's deprecating and I'm tired of
Self-medicating.

I spend all day thinking.
I sedate myself in the evenings.
No time for action because I'm worn out on talking.
There's no time for acting between all this drinking.
It's my brain that does all the work for me.

It's too early for critical thinking,
I received all these books as presents.
I opened one on my break at work and I
Didn't really understand it.

This mind remembers everything
Except for what it's like to dream.
I spent so much on my degree,
I pay it back selling groceries.

Help me, please. I can't lose this weight
Without a drug or fingers to shove down my throat
Or simple things:
Easy ways and quick solutions.

I told you once: I haven't had that kind of 
Self-control in quite some time.
Your friends will tell you anything
To justify the flapping of their wings.

It tore me up when they wore me down.
I haven't had a hometown. It's not my fault,
Just… everyone else is so judgmental.

I'm looking at the stars while 
Lying on a giant pile of shit.

Whine/wine [empty room]

Crush [instrumental version]

Shattered Colour

Scrape

Gleech

She's a creature in a cage
Her acid burns the steel away
Her teeth are needles, poison-tipped
The things she touches turn to shit

She cannot decide what she wants
Back, forth, and back, burnt out on thoughts
She can't avoid the same mistakes
I still adore her anyway

Neurosis (117bpm)

hello i am the government

Currently seeking collaborative organisms.

Noisy Sunshine