next to you (prod. eric godlow)

@slaughter-tone-records
Stream "Codeine" On ALL Platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0wyJc55zB7AnCdiTfarfL3?si=11ccf9a4b07a407d
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOeI0sEhmA
Prod. Ceejous & itsdeyflo

Codeine (ft. IBleedIcare)

https://soundcloud.com/irby314

https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

all plats soon!

lyric amv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDCIy4R875c

DEATH IN SPACE! (prod. oladaev)

prod. tracyxo x joshbae

see me blowing rainbows
i dont care bout you hoes
im on my ten toes
ran around this dome
(if we're talking bout it,)

i dont give no shit about a ciggarette pack
i dont care about frozen time
uh huh?
i dont care about golden why?'s
uh huh
this shit bothers me
i dont wanna deal with the shit in my head
i just wanna smoke white runtz till im dead
thoughts come up from the bottom of my mind
aye, i gotta climb back up, i gotta wake up
i dont wanna be late!
i dont know what to say :(
i dont wanna be anyone i try and replicate
5:00 am, waste of time, oh my god..
6:00 am, and im tired as fuck

it still wont wake me up
thc in my gut
faded or nothing bruh
this preroll is all for us
we're living like we're still dumb
who am i kidding?
no one does it better than you.
no one will bother me anymore
dont lie
dont try
dont cry to me anymore
i painted the walls exactly like i wanted to
the stripes i made were pink and blue for you
will you be okay..?

(you were only a momment away)

dont, even bother
coming back.
im sorry,
but im not.
I'M TIRED OF THIS COLD WAR!
I'M TRYNA HELP MYSELF AGAIN!
I'M TRYNA BE ANYONE

up,
i gotta wake up ')
DONT WANNA BE LATE
I DONT WANNA BE ANYONE I TRY TO REPLICATE
FIVE AM WASTE OF TIME OH MY GOD
SIX AM AND IM TIRED AS FUCK
AND DONT WANNA WAKE UP.
ah...
ah...
can you run that by me once again :(?
ah..
ah
i dont know, how else i will-
(find some comfort in my home again)
THIS ROCKING CHAIR DONT FEEL THE SAME
THE PORTRAIT FELL AND SOMETHINGS CHANGED

the portrait fell, & something changed

prod. metlast x sor
mix: me
master: teddyboi (@yoimn3ver)
art: my girlfriend <3

lyrics:

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat 

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing 

3 in the morning
i should be sleeping but im not
this anxiety has got its grip on me
this is something you won’t see
cause you’re caught up in a dream
so far away from the disease
im begging im down im on my knees
for someone to save me
but no one’s here lately 

close, but i can’t finish it
just know, that i don’t wanna be close tonight
when im at home, i feel the pain sink in
bottle after bottle after bottle down my throat

know, that i can’t let go, this simply
of something that took time to put together
but clearly these bonds have been severed

don’t get too close, you’ll let the pain in
frost lands on my nose, it’s come im shaking
she knows, that she shouldn’t get close
but it’s freezing

now you see me
now you don’t
now i’m gone and missing
you shouldn’t have gotten close

close (metlast x sor)

prod R3DQX

paperthinwalls:

somebody give me a sign
sick of wasting my time
feel like i’m rotting my mind
you take it all away from me

from me to you
deceive that’s what you do
believe, that i knew
those teeth you lie through

you can have this heart cause it’s broken
i wanna leave words unspoken
but the clock keeps on ticking 
already 12:25 in the evening 
and i know that you just wanna leave me
leave me, leave me alone 

epitome:

leave me alone 
i’m not gonna pick up the phone
there’s no one even home
my minds been gone since so long ago

i’ve lost control
i’m trapped inside a hole
that i dug for myself now i already know
that my fate is sealed in the void
and that’s something i can’t avoid
there’s no use to reaching out
for anyone’s help
just know that this was never my choice

brain dead at 12 in the morning
i’ll fake death just so everyone forgets me
(but i’m) still here growing mold like the flooring
my forgetten story

and there’s no sense to re-write this
my ignorance was the catalyst 
the reason, i was lost in the abyss
hoping i would never be missed
blood runs from my face to my chin
dripping down, the sirens’ sound
this is the end..

i’ll still let go so, darker and colder
i will not know, what crying on a shoulder 
feels like…

i have no mouth, but i must scream w/ paperthinwalls (R3DQX)

Why you had to go?
Leave me so soon
I don't understand
What I'm going through
I need your help
I find no escape
Darkness stills surrounds me
Like everyday

I would get you back, if I just could
Hear your laughing one more time (because I know)

Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

In the silence of the night, I whisper your name
Hoping somehow, somewhere, I'll heal, I'm okay
I'm okay, I'm not okay

(because I know)
Now that you're gone, forever, leaving tears in my eyes
But the tears they won't fall, I'm breaking inside
I still build my walls, around me to protect
The tree you just planted
I miss you (x4) (forever I'll miss you)

I Miss You

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

*get to the bag ah ah ha*

gotta run it up
gotta switch up the flow
just to keep you into it like me i know
im not very fuckin interesting
thats why throwin out my clothes

feel like i gotta make a fuckin clone
cause im always out late, on the phone
gotta keep it on the low
KEEP IT ON THE LOW

always on the road
i like that
keep still nah
keep track
songs piled up like a stack
but none of them coming out (take that)

racks on racks in my bag
dreams so large in my hands
what i say ima do (mean that)
what i do, ima say (thats facts)

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

throwin up the hands if you want 
ima fuck you up again on the clock
got two shoes on two' o clock
rocks on her cause shes hot
emo bitchs callin at my spot

i aint very special its just me
you can suck the cock but earn it baby please
what you gotta do to get to me
what you gotta do to get to me

next time that she wanna call yeah
im not picking up the phone
i thought i told her on weekends im gone you gotta let it go
ballin up  a fuckin storm yeah
im busy babe i gotta go
you can go and see your other mans
im tryna get to the bags

*get to the bag ah ah ha*

gotta run it up
gotta switch up the flow
just to keep you into it like me i know
im not very fuckin interesting
thats why throwin out my clothes

feel like i gotta make a fuckin clone
cause im always out late, on the phone
gotta keep it on the low
KEEP IT ON THE LOW

im not picking up the phone

i survived another night in tears and blood
say your piece before im lost and found

ive been missing every single part of you
drinking all the time what can i do
i dont want this to be true
i just wish you knew

im feeling down
all the nightmares stick around
not doing well wont make a sound
im not the bad one you set the bound

now im doing all i can but its not enough
2 shots in the head im so sick of love
maybe one day ill be gone
im so sorry let me go

(ive been missing every single part of you
drinking all the time what can i do
i dont want this to be true
i just wish you knew)

let go (pico)

noizu.

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