feeling dead
as im walking on the sidewalk
i was ten toes down
n im all alone now
please dont look at me that way
u made me all numb
how come no one ever told me
life is so hard

maybe i should quit thinking of dying
i dont feel that bad yet im still crying
feels like forever since my last silver lining
id love to tell u how i been n where my mind is

lost again
i cant comprehend my thoughts
i feel like someone else
no on even cares
i am such a mess
everything u say
written on ur face

i dont know what else to do with myself
i should prolly seek proper help
i wont let these thoughts flow through my head again

feeling dead
as im walking on the sidewalk
i was ten toes down
n im all alone now
please dont look at me that way
u made me all numb
how come no one ever told me
life is so hard

tell me ull be here when i get sober
imma stay inside until its over
im barely breathing all this air when its october
im doing fine n thats exactly what i told her

i just cut my hair im feeling ugly
somethings telling me thats all inside me
yeah good things never happen thats unlikely
lately i dont see a point n who i might be

sasu (asiji)

lights, camera, action!
recorded on 2023/2/20

ty @m2monroe for the crazy prod 😭😭

i'll try and post more next year

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@remiliaxd : 

(and i don't wanna fall)

(ohohohohoh x1000)

and you don't really wanna talk to me
please stop before you break my heart
but you don't want to fall for me
oh, oh, you're not for me

in a fantasy
so far away, living in a dream
please don't set me free
die in my arms baby please rest in peace

and i don't really want to stand back
memories fade away
feel your cold, feel your warmth lack
don't feel the same
you can't come back
stay here everyday, through the pain
i can't sit back

oh
and you don't want to talk to me, no
no no no
and you don't want to talk to me, no

re:action (monroe)

do you not feel like something's missing?

follow me!
ig: instagram.com/whywewish
twt: twitter.com/whywewish

prod onidtnom / art by @z6ndra

not sure why it isnt live on spotify but its out everywhere else!

~lyrics~

and u said i seem different
and u said i seem distant
girl be honest, when your with him 
do u not feel like sumns missin?

i been fucked up, for the last few weeks 
cuz yea im love struck, thats what u do to me
i said i loved ya, but u wont receive 
the same good things that ur doin for me
huh, cuz i got a code i gotta stick too 
n i got a bottle n it can fix all of the issues 
but honestly, i dont feel it when im witchu 
n obviously when u aint there girl i miss u

i been fucked up for too long 
u dont care, u just do what u want 
i just wish that we would get along 
last dance, girl lets treat it like a wedding song 
n i know that i got issues 
toss me a blunt girl, not the tissues
i wont lie, i might cry when i aint witchu 
i might die on the inside, but i wont miss u 
relax, i understand that i relapsed tonight 
the old me's back so where tfs the party at tonight
she miss the strokes? well babygirl i can give u that alright
i can stay the night but tomorrow i gotta catch a flight 

i been fucked up, for the last few weeks 
cuz yea im love struck, thats what u do to me
i said i loved ya, but u wont receive 
the same good things that ur doin for me
huh, cuz i got a code i gotta stick too 
n i got a bottle n it can fix all of the issues 
but honestly, i dont feel it when im witchu 
n obviously when u aint there girl i miss u

i won't miss you

bustin out the frieren samples :)
@owtiss
@yashio20k

the truth is hidden 
in the fog of my heart
ill carry the burden
too hard to go on
it hurts not to see u
i miss u too much ;|
i love u but i dont know what u want x2

take me away
ill take all the blame
its easy to say
innocence is erased
take my place
been days since it rained
its clear everyday
but my heart ain't the same

i cant take it for long!
i feel nothing
i wish there was something i could do
i was never enough!
i cant sleep
take me to some place i can dream

hidden (yashio, owtiss)

@victxrw
@ogpichu
@bazington
@sensuku

[arid]
i dont even think that we were done
i dont wanna feel it in my lungs
u dont even care im like "so what"
every word every note that u sung

i know u do it all for me
i dont wanna look at u hear ur apology
yea every other time it was hard for me to know
i dont wanna see u on this road
i swear i seen u a thousand times
left me in the cold i wonder why
all of this decay inside our lives
i dont wanna push it to the side

[victxrw]
i think i jus fall in love 2 fast
i just wnna feel what we used 2 have
i dnt think i have what it takes 2 last
so maybe u can show me different

ill listen... (ill listen, listen, listen, listen...)
cuz the distance doesnt change a thing ill fix it
i still think that the love is existing
does that make me crazy for wishing

(i dont care if u think tht im crazy, i only long for u.
i hope u dont forget abt me as long i sing all of these songs for u.)

[pichu]
if we go on like this
i dont think i wanna be with u anymore
noway im gonna fight this
theyll come back to me when i score
i was on the floor bleeding my eyes out everybody watching me
i pray to a lord i dont believe in yes im pleading for my saviour

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

nightstand w/ thornskin [prod. kinsei x nextime]

are you mine tonight?

lyrics:

Somebody try to grab me im a shadow of the environment
Anybody I had mincemeat with end up in early retirement
I would never trust the old me shit I couldn’t fault you honest
Something inside demonic
Its held back by the chronic
She said I won’t tell nobody
If u dont tell nobody
5 deep in a GLE parked right outside the front lobby
Just watch it peel off
She said the way u smoke it must be something like a hobby
All this stress on top of my body
I get high so I can stabilize

Yeah 
Baby where u going home tonight
Icy cold hands grip my voice im on my own tonight 
All this space would leave me cold tonight
Assess and adapt I should really take my own advice ya
Plenty of people in this shit just like some parasites
Cancer in the system u won’t beat em if they get u twice
I flush this murky water thru my open eyes
Hopefully my time is more than justified

Talk to me once more I need context
Company is worth more when its wanted
I could do what you do if im honest
After all I been thru im still walking
Its Out the grave im right back to my functions
I can’t believe its all back to me safely
I got a story reenacting lacks safety
U gotta have the jungle book to try and tame me

Yeah
Baby where u going home tonight
Icy cold hands grip my voice im on my own tonight 
All this space would leave me cold tonight
Assess and adapt I should really take my own advice ya
Plenty of people in this shit just like some parasites
Cancer in the system u won’t beat em if they get u twice
Hopefully my time is more than justified
Hopefully my time is more than justified

im cold (sorrowbringer)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just hide upstairs 
acting like i care
when you send me a message 
my feelings are not there 
find me in the woods 
know where i have stood 
thunderstorms passing over 
oh man i'm feeling good 
i just disappeared 
no i do not care 
if you send me a text message 
i'll just leave it there 
scout me in the sticks 
somewhere in the twigs 
oh somehow all the pain stops 
am i a new person 

i just found out all i need to know 
write it down and jot it in my notes 
i cannot trust anyone, no soul 
no we're not close 
ur not my bro 
said you were but anything to get aim 
oh and all this talk is startin to rot my brain 
and honestly i'm startin to lose my patience 
i'm tired of waiting 
i'm up

woods

https://discord.gg/4ykNPpagE5 on the server there will be a list of tracks to choose from that you can remix, some rules will also be written there, the winner will receive 15 USDT (crypto dollars)

contest from @sturmdown

remix contest on new ds server

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

sasu (asiji)

noizu.

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