tell me you hate me , but I hate me more 💔

if you had everything 
would you still count on me 
when nobody knows 
and i'm alone
 i'll be here now and again 
so don't just walk past
it's there for a reason 
it's there for a reason 

i used to do it all on my own 
boneless, lifeless drone 
from my head to my toes i was alone 
i'll be here now and again 

strung out 
my hand 
would you let go of me

wishcounting

1. intro
2. umbrella
3. moon.beach
4. space.for.let
5. dead.stock
6. daybreak
7. sullen

~ (beat tape)

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Kixsu X Sloan - Who Save Me (prod. EricGodlow)

Everyone's Worried About U

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Everyone's Worried About U (Official Audio)

Someone Else (Prod. Irby)

production: @lilduckk

Lyrics:
I call myself a loser
I know it's true
Ain't got no job 
Ain't got no friends hitting up my lines tryna make amends
I don't even know you anymore
I don't even know me anymore
Any road I take is wrong these days

When I go back home
When I come back home
I don't even know me
I don't wanna know me

(We can go back home
We can go back home
I don't think I need you
I don't think I need you anymore)

I don't need a doctor to tell me how I feel
I know I'm miserable underneath the peel
I'm dwellin' in my shell and I know I'm done for

(I know I'm done for
I know I'm done for
For good)

When I go back home
When I come back home
I don't even know me
I don't wanna know me

loser (prod. wellfed)

Lyrics:
I've decide on the low 
I'll just keep vibing all alone
Only smile when I'm home
Burning sage to mix the tone

Run from my past and now I stay
On these bitches everyday
Cause im alone with out a way 
Come for me but I will slay

I've decide on the low 
I'll just keep vibing all alone
Only smile when I'm home
Burning sage to mix the tone

Run from my past and now I stay
On these bitches everyday
Cause im alone with out a way 
Come for me but I will slay

I've decided on the low
imma keep my mind in control
I will never let go
of the love we had before

run from my past 
now I stay
I won't let my life slip away
its all fake anyways
what is real man who's to say

All these white lies 
I be sounding little racist
Preach black lives
you be calling me so tasteless

say it again 
you'll be sitting there faceless
don't worry 
I can make it feel painless

what can I say 
I became a little shameless
what's my name
well I think its little nameless

up in my head
I've been feeling little weightless
get noticed once
now im feeling little fameless

I don't fuck with no bitch
that don't fuck me back
counting up 10's
I be picking up the slack

hurry to work
so I can count all them stacks
off to the stu
so I can finally relax

spitting some bars 
turn up the attack
getting distracted 
get back on track

after this shit
imma take ten naps
get back all my strength
its time to relapse

shake it up 
like my last name was Thorne
taking hits 
till I wish I was born

Black on wrist
man that song was so short
fuck this
bout hit the abort

jump ship
where's all the support
I've been on my own
since I started playing sports
now I'm counting all this cash, dead body, report
someone hit the button its time to transform

I've decide on the low 
I'll just keep vibing all alone
Only smile when I'm home
Burning sage to mix the tone

Run from my past and now I stay
On these bitches everyday
Cause im alone with out a way 
Come for me but I will slay

I've decided on the low
imma keep my mind in control
I will never let go
of the love we had before

run from my past 
now I stay
I won't let my life slip away
its all fake anyways
what is real man who's to say
(Weepings)
Just to start it off, somethings feeling wrong
you ain't laying here right next to me, its been so long
still got marks up on my neck 
can you check this
I've been reckless
She still wear my neckless
- 
drops those Calvins girl
in another world
woah just breathe dude
glasses klink her bottoms pink 
that shit was see through
cute's my kink my cuto meter off the charts
baby girl your beauty's just like art
where to start? oh yeah
she just took my heat oh yeah
-
I've been trying just a minute to quit it the smoke im blowing
I got black inside my lungs, vodka on my tongue
that's the svedka cherry punch
blackout hit the floor by lunch

I've decided on the low
ill just keep vibin all alone 
only smile when im home
burning sage to mix the tone

run from my past and now I stay
on these bitches everyday
cause im alone without a way
come for me but I will slay

out of focus that inner lotus
I take a step back
come to me and see that ill be that, what you what?
ocean seas bad she see that ship lead me on
can't you be that 
I need that 
ill carry on.

O.T.L

O.T.L. Feat. Weepings (prod.7ventus)

OUT NOW ON ALL PLATFORMS!
Slow Release (feat. Weepings)

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Twitter - Sadbxylee

Instagram - Weepings

(CHORUS) 
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the move while it gets dark

(VERSE)SADBXYLEE
It's getting late now can you make it stop
I feel like I'm drowning can you break the lock
I need a release I don't need a talk
the drugs don't help but that's all I got.

I put a mask on, it wont last long
all I do is sit and write all of these sad songs
hoping I feel better, when the time comes
I know its wrong, but there's much going on.

(CHORUS) 
I'm alone when I see the stars
Watch the move while it gets dark

(VERSE) WEEPINGS
I'm as stupid as I've ever been
down another bottle of that liquor, vodka, rum, and gin
running from my mind I find that I can never let her in
take some more damn medicine
soon ill find my purpose in life
can't cancel out the strife
snuck behind me with a knife
now I'm all alone again
the walls of my mind fight
collapsing and heathing
in pain and I'm bleeding
like no this isn't right
look past for the meaning
I'm crying and screaming
while puffin on the blight

I've been trying lately just to take a step back
evaluate my life and ditch the empty meaning blunt wraps
fuck that feeling, love that
pushing and it shove back
fuck I've had enough of cowering inside my bed wraps
~
whatchu wanna do
she put her thighs on top of you
still I'm feeling empty by the night
something isn't right
so a song I gotta write
I don't really understand it, I don't wanna fight
viscous cycles, lose my might

Slow Release (Feat, Weepings)

ay check out my homie prod. dani on youtube hes really talented and he needs some help growing.

aint shit <3 nfhnm

Lyrics:
imma die alone 
in a house made of bones
imma die alone
imma die alone

ion wanna run away
im burning in the soul
but the heat wont stay

lips so cold
she offer me hers 
and i cant say no
hop outta hearse
take a dive in the dirt
i wanna be a person
i wanna be a person

she gave me an offer
i couldnt refuse
written in letters 
i couldnt confuse
i gave her my heart
my soul and my mind
all that im left with
are these dark brown

deep dark eyes
ripped out
like my cuticles
ugly on the inside
but shes oh so beautiful

she gotta treasure of mine
 im reckless
 outta my mind
im speaking in languages
i couldnt fathom
i bleed from my ankles
my heads in the gallows

im on the chopping block
and ion really wanna stop
hooked to a battery
give me a shock
i laugh in the pavement
as payment for living
is swallow the chalk
cuz im angry and livid

im angry and livid 
theres no sense in living
you told me you hate me 
but i hate me more.

alone again (prod. dani)

ashtray (prod. hkfiftyone)

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alone again (prod. dani)

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