Feel, Real
Love like oceans- drowning in the undertow sinking slow
No one ever dives this deep- too make me hopeless

When nobody’s promised tomorrow
Alone in my mind, in my heart 
Hold me close before I OD
It’s me anyway
The shadows came to me again that night 
Said that I might - and I still might
But the stars still scream when I close my eyes
(How do you know that’s how you really feel?)
In your words, love I wasn’t made for love it’s too complicated
But I still might wanna try
How do I know if I’m even real? When I’m surrounded by all this fake
Gave my heart out left it on a tight rope
Cut the rope - guess I’m meant to fall alone
And it’s hopeless
Hopeless
(To be left alone in a hopeless world)

Hopeless (Unmixed Version)

My skull’s a room that echos borrow
My ribs a cage where hope lays sorrow
Every breath a ghost I swallow
Still I rise from what felt hollow

Veins in the veil, still pulse tomorrow
I’m alone in a tv screen, just like the 90’s
Time ain’t what it seems and they live in me ‘88, 3, 6, 9 and the 86’d can’t live like this

Closed doors I won’t open no more
Holographic faces in the basement 
I’ll be the first to leave
Finding the keys to me

Real ones will stay til the end
Games over I won’t pretend
I’m all alone where I was before
I’m not playing again

I know the 1st one I can trust
I’ll be my own light
And if I can’t find a heart that gives back
I’ll see it shine through my own hollowed bones and that’s enough for me to leave

Closed doors faze me no more
Stalk my energy
You’re not enough to hold all of me

Either way I’m here to stay and I’ll fight for you here to stay I won’t die for you 

Contrast the darkest night 
Found the back bone to stand up and fight
Every tear built an arch to fly
Breaking chains I’ll claim my skies 
No more echos of doubt and fear
I’ll embrace the love that’s near
Redefine the reason I can fly
This life is mine and I’ll be fine

Real ones will stay til the end
Games over I won’t pretend 
I’m all alone where I was before
I’m not playing again

I know the first one I can trust
I’ll be my own light
And if I can’t find a heart that gives back
I’ll see it shine through my own hollowed bones and that’s enough for me

Hollowed Bones (Unmixed Version)

Melancholy, only caused by me
Painted walls with my own memory
When were you gonna tell me it was a waiting game?
Wavering  believing one would never change

Playing it safe, gambling the queen to win the game while I sit and wait
Makes sense when
When makes you question again
Sadly I counted the days I had to lose myself to get to you
I counted the days I prayed the stars to guide me through
What do I have to choose
But writing love in minor keys
Just to not be seen?
Sadly, I heard people don’t change
Sadly, I heard
Sadly, my heart hopes that can change
Sadly, I always stay the same

Moving along, I won’t wait til one exists on this plane
Don’t ever wait for when, because you’ll be waiting again
While you just sit + pretend
Never again

When? (Preview)

Hollowed Bones/Ghost (New)

HopelessMix2

HopelessOG

The thread didn’t break, I just stopped tugging it.
A lot will look, but few will ever really see you.

SERΔPHYN

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