produced, mixed and mastered by myself. 

i’m 18 now, and entering a new stage in my life and my music. if you’re reading this, i just wanted to thank you for your support across the past year since i first started making music. we’ve come so far as a community and as a family, and this journey we are on is far from over. i love you with all my heart, i do this for you <3

lyrics : 

i cant go on my love it’s my bad

i’ve been in the saint laurent in my head 

i cant forget the things that you said

i cant forget the things that you said 

bottle of pills right next to her bed

she might take some might end up dead

she might wake soon but she needs rest

i’ve been so

i’ve been so

TRANQUIA

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tranquia

Original Song(s) - Will He, Joji
Samples used - https://youtu.be/ryZcLoT4eGI
Produced by - Joji & Ayena Savant
MIxed and Mastered by Ayena Savant
Written by Ayena Savant
Guitar played by Brianjcb

lyrics :

(hook 1)

you’d be good to die with

to die with 

i’ve been lost inside it 

inside it 

(x2)

(hook 2)

i’m all alone now 

with no one to call 

hands turning cold now

don’t know where i’ll fall

(verse)

your lips, your lips, oh i can help you with that 

i’m sorry, you’re just more than i can afford 

(hook 2)

i’m all alone 

with no one to call 

hands turning cold now

don’t know where i’ll fall 

(hook 1)

you’d be good to die with

to die with 

i’ve been lost inside it 

inside it 

(x2)

you’d be good to die with

Produced and engineered by Ayena Savant
Written and performed by Ayena savant
Sample: "Midnight Blue" by Puma Blue

lyrics:

these blinds won’t let me out

just please don’t leave me now 

i cant escape these thoughts they tend to stay by my bedside 

(ohh)

do i cross your mind 

(ohh)

alone and cold all night

(ohh)

you wish that you could feel him but he’s just too far away 

he’s just too far away

he’s just too far away

he’s just too far he’s just too far he’s just too far away

she’s just too far away

she’s just too far away

she’s just to far she’s just too far she’s just too far away

blinds

If this song does well I'll make more like it, hope you all like it :)

lyrics:

[hook]
i dont love you
even though i want to

i dont need you
i dont really want to

dont cry
crying isnt like you

dont lie
but please dont tell the whole truth
(2x)

[verse]
...i know its my fault 

every time i go right back to you i hit the same wall

i cant help myself cant love myself no ill just damage us

i wish i could be the one for you but i just cant keep up

i just cant keep up

now its back to rolling blunts

i just cant tell what i want

is it you or is it us?

i cant focus up enough

tired of living in my head

the voices tell me to give up so i might

(i dont really hear voices its just my thoughts fr im not crazy)

[hook]
i dont love you
even though i want to

i dont need you
i dont really want to

dont cry
crying isnt like you

dont lie
but please dont tell the whole truth
(2x)

Produced  by Ayena Savant & k2finesse
Engineered by Ayena Savant
Written and performed by Ayena Savant

crying isn’t like you

produced by ayena
guitar by ttthou 
mixed, mastered, and performed by ayena 
inspired by jd

♥️

i wish i could feel your skin 

wish i wasn’t alone 

witnessing new parts of me

i’ve become familiar with bone

are my friends really my friends or did i make them in my head 

do they really hate me or is it just me hating instead 

…

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in red
hmm

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in,
red

my memories painted in red
my memories painted in red 
i know 

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in,
red

♥️

memories painted in red

produced , engineered , written , and performed by Ayena Savant
sample(s) : super soft by Puma Blue
inspired by arael iv ( @arael_iv )

lyrics:

yes i know 
yes i know
i’ve been gone 

i don’t know
i don’t know 
what you want 

would it kill me to reap what i sow 

would it kill you to leave me alone 

me alone 
( x7 )

and my eyes feel low, oh
and my eyes feel low

and your hands feel cold, oh
and its all my fault

but it cant be so, no
but it cant be so

ive done what ive done now i reap what i sow

leavemealone

produced , engineered , written , and performed by Ayena Savant
sample(s) : Staten Island Ferry by Elijah Fox

lyrics

i'm, afraid to meet your eyes

cause im not, who you would want to find

do i, ever cross your mind?

cause you, never escape mine

im afraid

afraid to meet your eyes

ive been wasting time

im forever blind


i lied to be your answer

the guilt inside is killing me like cancer

i cant catch her, if i can barely catch myself

seasons passing, the snow is all i smell


im afraid

afraid to meet your eyes

ive been wasting time

im forever blind

do not disturb (meauxri, 1luor)

nomind

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