I haven’t heard this in yearssss (2025)

hurts to listen to this after knowing its been 8 years since the day i first heard it.

comp 1

https://gwndxya.bandcamp.com/album/endtropy
from the split tape w/ @gwndxya! check it out!

thnks for the video! @allpraisezeke
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-Jlyie-Zi0

remix of "boys and girls" by @tiron-ayomari

boy meets girl

anime vestra

BCOS U WILL NEVER B FREE
a bedroom album by Rex

all songs written by Alex O'Connor
(not including 'cape fear' written & performed by Cosmo Pyke)

recording and production by Gianluca Bottoni
mixed and mastered by Oscar Boyd-Palmer
cover image by Clint Frift


Rex (Intro)

im sorry.

@shiloh-dynasty
original: https://vine.co/v/OvPJ6THwWmO

album artwork by namalas

theres still us EP

I'm sorry (feat. shiloh)

A good love song for your valentine. <3

Prod. @tomppabeats <3

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#DUSTERA

bottle caps (feel the spice) [prod. TOMPPABEATS]

produced by me

vocals by @sophie-meiers and I

tweet me twitter.com/verzachemane
more stuff like this on my other account @zachfarache

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french w/ sophie meiers

i'm here : https://www.facebook.com/moowbeat/

intrumental free dl, no commercial use only: http://www.mediafire.com/download/zoaatg8tzmvsdt0/moow_-_it_wasn%27t_me_%28instrumental_76bpm%29.wav

it wasn't me

aka me

Stream/ Buy: https://fanlink.to/Naiveunpreparedchild

naive unprepared child

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.

Wow guys 30 fucking thousand people... each time i grow more and more speechless. you are all my everything. i love you guys. sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've honestly been going through a lot of personal shit with my anxiety and depression and this fucking hamster wheel of bullshit life has thrown at me lately. anyways what I'm trying to say is that you guys are my light in the dark ass world we live in. all corny-ness aside. i don't know where i would be without you guys. I quit my job that was holding me back from music so now this is all i have to support myself. the real hustle starts here but i think i can do it. shout out again to everyone who has took me this far. lets keep this snowball rolling. 

Lyrics..

(Rx Luv)

lately i been harboring 
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough 
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you 
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know 
what i know
that your leaving 
cause then if you did 
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame  
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything 
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million 
before i loose my fucking mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?

14 when i cried 
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain   
20 and i’m still the same

Rx Luv

Lyrics below. Art by Takato Yamamoto.

(Inaudible)

Pen and paper was my best friend
When I was just a little kid
I added marijuana cigarettes and some house slippers with a nice fit
I been stuck and can't write shit
Told myself I had to practice
Shooting out with my feelings cuz anxiety caught me lackin
I been slapped across my face
Treated like I'm in the way
A burden only meant for expression of stress and feelings of repression of trauma and depression 
Healings and blessings, no they don't come my way

I was in that cold townhouse 
Alcohol had him hellbound
Not too long 'fore I found out 
In chorus, then I dropped out 
So many tears fell down
And there's so many more to fall
I feel them all

When I was just a little kid
I was the one that y'all went against 
Used for entertainment 
But known as annoying
You wonder why I don't say shit
Cuz all y'all on some fake shit
You done shapeshifted like a ghost hiding in your spaceship like an alien

Remember DMT, *****? You and me? 
I didn't have no one to listen so that shit meant everything
Even though I was selfish like PNB
I earned a best friend who would just see me for me

I was in that hot room wild
Watching shows with ******
Back when I didn't know much and my singing was fucked up
AshTre and Ronee
Acid and sunsets
N.E.R.D tracks, I was feeling glad I was filled with happiness

Let the Dead Sleep

Cynthia Jones LP

twitter

thankful

>>>> @j-o-e-short @j-o-e-short @j-o-e-short @j-o-e-short !!!! <<<<<

a snippet of a song i won't finish

lyrics:
i carry my baby in my humming 
in my strumming
i carry my baa--aa--a-a-a-by

everything in the city tastes of moonlight
but i like my brown eyes

( prod. joe short)

soundcloud.com/sophie-meiers + https://soundcloud.com/niyawn
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i don't know what the problem is
gettin in my face, actin like it's your business
i can't get with it anymore 
took too many shots, now i'm lying on the floor
staring at the ceiling, i ignore my feelings
life is too long, i don't want to be breathing
took too many pills, i forgot my meaning
poor sense of judgement, but i've never been caught stealing

let me out of here 
[ don't really wanna live, but i bite back the tears ]
let me out of here 
[ don't really wanna live, i'm just passively here ]

i don't know why i'm so fascinated 
and in love with these monsters that i've created
when we talk on the phone
nervously pacing
i know that someday you'll have to erase me
[ have to erase me ]
i know that someday, you'll have to erase me
i'm trapped with the secrets i locked in the basement
i knew someday you would have to replace me
i'm so self destructive 
it's no wonder you can't face me
nobody knows, but i'm so isolated
fix all my problems with blunts and duct tape
[ fix all my problems ]
one time i picked up the pieces of my heart and
put it back together with some staples
i'd be lying if i said it wasn't painful
looking back on my decisions; to my family i'm disgraceful

[ i don't wanna make you sad when i'm singing this song
but if you know the words, you can sing along ]

i know that i may
[ sound a little crazy ]
at this point it's sad 
[ nobody can save me ]

i don't know what the problem is
gettin in my face actin like it's your business
i can't get with it anymore
took too many shots
now i'm lying on the floor
starin at the ceiling
i ignore my feelings
life is too long, i don't want to be breathing

took too many pills
i forgot my meaning 
poor sense of judgement but i've never been caught stealing

let me out of here 
[let me out ]
let me out of here 
[ dont really wanna live, i just bite back the tears ]
let me out of here
[ i don't really wanna live i'm just passively here ]

when we talk on the phone,
nervously pacing

</3

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erase me [ sophie meiers x nion ]

if you listened to this, i love you. <3
sample: Khai Dreams - Ultimately
https://soundcloud.com/lucky-samurai/cant-sleep-prod-slumpb
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