iwna get haiii

@deadpunchy @alphieafterlife
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hallucinate at the stars
if you look too hard they pop out
and i didnt get what you said
untill the week later i didnt like it
i wish you could be a little bit nicer
then i would be lighter
on your punishment
and i want to smash your urn in
because ive been burning again ohh
and i want to show you how
much ive been earning
because ive been learning
to shut my mouth ohh
and i dont think that its working
because ive been lurking and changing

if its to much to 
change it 
id rather lay under your skin
and i crave you
they said love was for fools that only 
adore you
a whole in my chest has rotten 
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them
and you couldve called them
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them

hallucinate with punchy

with @alphieafterlife
also i drew this cover lmk if u guys like it

nameless with alphie

i jus wanna get up & scream n go run away

sleepin

mistreated

ill be looking over you with alphie

its gunna make u follow its own way
too bad its in ur head it did not happen yesterday 
break ur bones and pull ur feathers out its all okay
dig a hole and crawl right into my little space 
i really wanna call home 
i think its problematic
i think ur too dramatic 
fall off like styrofoam
too scared of dying young 
where it all begun
ur the only one 
fall right in the sun

its own way

safe place

ive had enough of life ill kiss her forheadand walk into the nightt#

you made me realize

song about my existential dread feat @guitarbf :)
https://open.spotify.com/album/4oFVAAlxd96bYFCwJwknUA?si=tXJRHKwtT1i6jWL5r8qg_g

ttm w/ guitarbf

im going to kill my wife and son with a axe

feathers in your waistline im retarded

what you lookin @

scratch your name

invisibIe tears

stupid fuck

(calorie)

girl thats why i keep a five in my pocket,
because they always come around
girl i been trying to stop it
but thats not what im about
but i think i like you...
and ive been tryna make a change
but now its been 2 years
and nothing is the same

DRIVING THROUGH THE CITY WIT MA GIRL
GLANCING AT ME IN THE PASSENGER
LOOKING IN MY EYES
AND ITS RLLY SOOOOO DISTRACTING

next thing i know im swerviinnng
i guess im learning
i guess shes dangerous
but its still worth it...

(morgue)

and all i ever really did was love herrrr
guess there could never be enough love for herrrrr
and i tried to be what u wanted
but it wont work ://
id do anything just to see that dumb smirk,

but not everything can work out in my favouuurrr
and thats fine ill do it later
'imma fuck a nonsense maker'??

(calorie)

girl thats why i keep a five in my pocket,
because they always come around
girl i been trying to stop it
but thats not what im about
but i think i like you...
and ive been tryna make a change
but now its been 2 years
and nothing is the same

DRIVING THROUGH THE CITY WIT MA GIRL
GLANCING AT ME IN THE PASSENGER
LOOKING IN MY EYES
AND ITS RLLY SOOOOO DISTRACTING

next thing i know im swerviinnng
i guess im learning
i guess shes dangerous
but its still worth it...

[calorie] its been 2 years... ft. morgue

obviously this one isnt prod me

loud & proud about my death
i hope that she wears the best dress
to my funereal i guess
i dont want you stress but
youll be crying til november 
cause ill be gone in september 
my friends all act like they love me
but i dont feel it
and im not healin
cant shake this feelin
local artist jumps n dies
and on twitter ill get fried
while my friends sit n cry cause
they didnt check up on me
ill pop another pill cause
i got more than one oxy
nobody really wants me
feel less cause they all taunt me
im rotting in this body
when i die say "come haunt me"
say my name 3 times its rami
in your dreams youll say you saw me
im a ghost ill come & go
you better hope i have a halo
cause if i dont then your alone
youll say you really like me
but behind my back call me ugly
cause you know you do not fw me
you only say you do 
in my suicide note
ill put every single one of you