found an old mix i made in may 2018.... like a slice of old pizza sitting in the fridge, it's not amazing, but still good

a slice of old fridge pizza

striking matches

ground coffee, cigarettes, sourdough, google maps.

what a strange grid city

i ate an avocado but it didn't make me feel better

no grit no pearl @ hotmail dot com

麻辣雪糕 (spice-cream)

can't we just buy a couple 包子 and some ice cream and call it a day?

心心相印 (peaches)

the soundtrack to a sunrise with a blanket around my shoulders

won't you [please] call me again?

你的声音就像我找到家了 (insomnia)

it's good to feel something and
it's good to be alive

麻辣葫芦 (emotion inducing holiday film montage)

it already feels like a lifetime ago
but

i liked it when i felt you inhale against my shoulder

lover,
in true traveler fashion, I have managed to catch a cold two days before I am due to fly to taiwan
and the cold, wet shanghai air is of no comfort

i dream of a space to call home, a warm space where i can lay on a couch as music fills the air, and a pot of soup boils gently in the background

but i am here, eating sweet breads instead of sourdough, and fearing the shower in case the water doesn't heat up again like last time.

lover, i hope you are well. if the gods are kind and the time is right we will find ourselves in fields of dandelions, 
basking in the sun and 
breathing in their true scent
not the bottled chemical smell we indulged in last time

please, stay safe
yours,
flower boy

生活就是这样 (wasabi calamari with sake and a side of eye contact)

written in the hour i spent waiting for my plane

departure lounge (下次再见）

last night i heard you on the radio and saw you in my dreams
i do not know which is better: to know you are alive or to think that you are well
but i am running out of words and you are running out of time. why won't you look at me?

a good friend spoke to me the other day. she proposed to me a concept: 
"you are seated at a piano, trying to recall a melody that stepped forward at the end of your dream. beneath your socks the floorboards are chilly. a single sunbeam cuts through the glass panes and illuminates the window garden. it is the heart of winter, but inside the tulips have started to sprout."

i am alone
but a dandelion caught in the cracks of the pavement left to its own devices will still grow

even without a hand holding mine, i bloom

i don't want to dance with you (为时已晚)

"the common dandelion can survive in almost any climate and at elevations ranging from sea level to 12,000 feet"

you message me out of the blue

"the jagged appearance of dandelion leaves has given this weed its common name, which derives from the French 'dent de lion', meaning "lion's tooth." "

i still don't know how i feel about you


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information on dandelions from: http://extension.psu.edu/pests/weeds/weed-id/common-dandelion

but i am still a child (不要欺负我)

i am stuck
again in this lukewarm void 
sweet enough for your attention but not 
your dedication 

when will the time be right?
every message a reminder
that i am not yours

and yet you send me a valentine

do flowers ever struggle with motivation?
do they wake up in the morning and think
"today i do not have the energy to grow"

or perhaps the prospect of another day is enough

i hope i will see you soon
i hope, in a place i can call home. 



leave me a message (我还可以假装有你)

for when you're in a cab home at 4am smiling to yourself 
passing neon signs shine like blurred spotlights
and your heart is full of love


SUPERSTAR [A G COOK x FLOWER BOY] (free dl)

for nine months
a burden carried
and out from an ocean of blood
i rose 

if you cannot lead me by the hand 
i do not want you by my side

forget me
as i have forgotten you

watch me bloom (忘得了你)

you spent the summer picking dandelion leaves to feed your pet turtle
while i lay in bed hungry for more than i could eat

sometimes i imagined our life to be a game

every morning we would choose our player
and every evening i would feel regret for having chosen the wrong one

but with practice comes knowledge
and knowledge, power

and so she comes to me in a dream
and says
do not fear 
that i have been defeated
but know 
that i will rise before you
and you will bow

player one (蒲公英叶)

i found a bed bug in my sheets last night
and then i dreamt of you

we hold hands
and everything becomes one and the same

and with my head on your chest
i can hear life in your beating heart
and in the softness of the air passing through your nose

i think this could be enough to sustain me
and so i keep forgetting to breathe
as if you could be breathing for the both of us

it's been a pleasure loving you

this wasn't about you but now it's about you (淘金)

how do i begin to explain
the loneliness of a place that welcomes you 
but cannot allow you to call it home
an open embrace 
and a cold stare

it's too late

the church bells are tolling
and the angels are calling your name 

will you wait for me on the other side?

no signal (庇)

https://www.liminalmag.com/interviews/non-chalant

music by friends and strangers that remind me of home and/or make me want to cry when it’s 2am and i’m awake reading interviews of beautiful people.

TRACK LIST

Details Revisited - John Tennyson
when you go back alone - fifty grand
visions - [artist unknown]
coiled corner ft bijou (eeph remix) - feverkin 
八十 - ZHI 16
Forget (Pendant Remix) - Arthur Wimble
Deep Red - Joan Banoit
IndigoSemaphore - Dropout Marsh
气功 - Joy Ginger
How Is It Full - Harry Edwards
Melt - [artist unknown]
graduation - joe lalich
迷恋着他 - Hamacide + ChaCha
Give Me a Minute - Austin Johnson & mothica
eggs - tracy chen
It Was You (Kratos Himself Remix) - Sina
CLOSER - Beat Culture

interview link here

稍纵即逝 // a mix for liminal magazine

because when you are not on my mind
i cease to exist
a racing heart keeps me young and feeling 
(alive)

i'd forgotten the thrill of looking you in the eye
or finding your scent lingering on my sweater

winter looks so good on you

累 (sleepless in the city)

day one of the eight days of flower boy 卓颖贤

free bandcamp download

green bean soup (想着你)

day two of the eight days of flower boy 卓颖贤

recurring dreams (试试看)

day three of the eight days of flower boy 卓颖贤

asphyxiation (抽血)

day four of the eight days of flower boy 卓颖贤

dreams are a constantly evolving shade of blue (没有带伞)

day five of the eight days of flower boy 卓颖贤

a world through a grainy lens is the world for me (自然一点，好吗?)

day six of the eight days of flower boy 卓颖贤

aka 

how to lose your mind in eight days

????? (不要摸我)

day seven of the eight days of flower boy 卓颖贤

i wanted to cry but i was too tired (你看，老外还会带翡翠)

day eight of the eight days of flower boy 卓颖贤

unfinished / there are no endings (小棉袄)

an exclusive track made for the pink noise mixtape vol. 1

Pink Noise Mixtape Vol. 1

in lieu of sleep

an exclusive remix made for the pink noise mixtape vol. 2

h​.​eund - sunday (flower boy 卓颖贤 edit)

this was meant to be kind of chill but it's not and i'm not sorry

flower boy 卓颖贤 for cloak

an ode to my favourite season

a mix for @cloakradio

scorpio seasoning

we are already living the future we dreamt of

               _________________________________________

when the world changes around us one day at a time, it is hard to see how far we've come

do you remember how the computer would scream when we wanted the internet?

crumpled notes in the bottom of my bag from our private messaging

fear of getting lost
or worse
losing you in the crowd.

but somehow, now, no matter how good the gps 
i still can't seem to find you

nobody told me you wouldn't be there with me in 3050

3050

mix for 1 year anniversary of @cloakradio

zooper dooper

the only way from 155bpm is up 📈🤪

zoom recording of my club immaterial set on may 15th

flower boy @ club immaterial 155bpm +

a composition for Live From The Lab, written in response to research by Dr Lamiae Azizi from the university of sydney's nano institute in the field of computational materials discovery

"simulating new materials from a single atom to fully functioning devices using quantum computers, multiscale simulation, artificial intelligence and machine learning."

s(t)imulations

FLOWER BOY X IMVU - Halloween w/ Pabllo Vittar
with thanks to @heaps-gay-parties and @futureclassic

Track list:

@superficieofficial - LOST MY BREATH
@bezier - PASSAGES
@neanatrax - AMERICAN BOY
DJ SMOKE - DRIPPYCAT (@cashbandicoot REMIX)
@djfarsight - LEG SHAKE
@fiskyoioioi - 100 TRIBAL FRIENDS
@laurenflax & TIGGA CORE - EARTHQUAKE
@ahadadream - ROSALÍA DRUM DUB
MISOH - ICE QUEEN (CARDI B X MOBILEGIRL)
CHARLI XCX - FOCUS (@saint-deepthroat CLUB EDIT)
SADAT & FIFTY - ARAGOZ WE SAHER (@1djplead REMIX)
@itsrosh - THANKS FOR KEEPING IT REAL
@djmalo1 - TOCAME HOT GIRL
@tsvisions - LABYRINTH
@de_grandi - R7
@nickleon - GRILLO 
@ikonika - WHAT KINDA PAIN ARE WE TALKING ABOUT?
SWISH - CAN'T MOVE WITH ME ft. KUSH JONES (@djbassbear REMIX)
@boredlord - PANDO
@drocar - MAMMAL TANK
MARIA AMOR - FEELINGS PLAZA
@flex-ah - PINK
@prodomaar - DRUMAN
ARMA - SAUCE
ROSALÍA - DE AQUI NO SALES (@a-alex BOOTLEG)
@objectblue X @tsvisions - TURING MACHINE
@laurelhalo & HODGE - TRU
@ikonika - IDIOT
@neanatrax - TOXIC

FLOWER BOY X IMVU - Halloween with Pabllo Vittar

genre bender
a figment of your imaginasian
来，宠宠我吧
.
write to me:
nonchalantflowerboy@gmail.com

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