lifes trash

HOLES

BREED

Germs

MUSIC VIDEO LINKS:
the bootleg boy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gc03KA8w4dk
dynmk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zO8RoRpm7E

we don't really talk now

i gave head tø my best friend

stillinlovewith(out)u

i swear this søng is abøut eating øut my best friend's pussy [prød. cøzy]

FADE

bit.ly/virginity-complex-meaning

what was once bright-eyed and full of wonderment
loses their sense of innocence.
a void gapes in the heart, creating a vacuum,
sucking in all that used to be out of reach;
like apathy, lust, hatred, and insecurity.

lyrics: https://cozyboy.bandcamp.com/track/she-was-my-virginity-c-mplex

additional synths/pianos played by cøzy

outro piano played by nathan chandra @chandra_ beats

@desolatee inspires me to make better music, please listen to him

the virginity complex

she was my virginity cømplex [prød. deˢøˡᵃTᵉ]

lyrics

YOU NEVER SAID IT WOULD BE EASY YEAH THATS THE TRUTH
FALLING DEEPER AND DEEPER INTO MY TOMB
IM HOLDING ON ITS NOT EASY BUT THESE HANDS WILL DO
IM SLIPPING MY GRIP IS DIFFERENT WITHOUT YOU
MY BLOOD IS COLD WHEN YOU LOOK DOWN I OVERTHINK
TO A FAULT YES I KNOW IM TO BLAME AND IT SHOWS
YOU CAN READ IT IN MY FACE YOU CAN HEAR IT WHEN I DREAM
THERE IS SOMETHING JUST NOT RIGHT WITH ANYTHING I PERCEIVE 
YOU ARE THE ONE THING THAT I COULD NEVER CHANGE

breathingexercise

surrenderdorothy - neversaiditwouldbeeasy

lyrics

WAKE UP GO TO SLEEP REPEAT INFINITE
FOREVER TALKING WITH NOBODY LISTENING
ONE DAY I WILL WAKE UP AND SEE THINGS ARE DIFFERENT
HOPES BY THE PLENTY I DONT GET EM NO DIFFERENCE
IVE BEEN TRYING MY BEST AND I STILL CANT SHAKE IT
IVE BEEN TRYING MY HARDEST I NEVER REALLY BEEN TO GOOD AT CHANGING

surrenderdorothy - repeatinfinite

I Loved You... (ft. Shinigami)

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

Every time you lied to me
It makes me suicidal
Baby I don't wanna breathe
If I can't stand beside you
Every time I looked inside your eyes
I see the stars move
Always tried my hardest
Not to put you in a bad mood

You said you could save me
Bring me back to safety
Left me here to die
Now you acting like you hate me
Think I'm going crazy
Does life have any meaning?
Sleeping in the morning
Wake up in the evening

Every time I wake up
Wanna close my eyes again
Darkness coming in
Eventually it all will end

My life of nothingness
Walk this road a lonely mess
I'm on my own again
All the walls are caving in

I hate my Anxiety
You could never understand the brain inside of me
I suffer silently
My smile seems to hide from me
She did me wrong
I still love her
Guess its irony

I bury memories
Gotta keep them underneath
When see her in my dreams
It gets hard to breathe
Her love turned me to a fiend
I'd do anything
Please don't lie to me
Tell me everything

Lately Life ain't what it seems
Wish I wasn't me
Inner demons creeping out just to bother me
Almost constantly
I struggle just to get to sleep
Put me in my grave I would rather
Rest in peace

Fall back cuz I know that you're not mine
Girl I been going through it since like 09
So trife, fuck it I guess I wanna die
When I'm away, I just wanna be by your side ya

Everyday I'm switching lanes tryna find yea
Girl we have talked in a minute aye yea
I been on the grind for a minute aye yea
But I'll be coming home let's kick it aye yea

spotify

eventually it all will end ft. cøzybøy (prod. absxntmind)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tG3y-BxoAWE

issues

it’s all i got 
it’s all i need 
the music stops all the screams
it’s all i got 
it’s all i need  

i got cuts all in my brain
i got hate all in my veins 
i try to fucking change
but it all just stays the same 
i’ve been dying every day 
can’t you tell by face 
i’m a giant fuck up 
i just wanna leave this place 
i just wanna be alone 
i just hide on the inside
would you really care if i died?
 
nauseous, cautious 
running out of options

cautious (prod. nciku)

Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Google play
WISH ME WELL 
June 29th 2018!

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z30zfXWxYaU

spotify: https://spoti.fi/2IhgfCM
itunes: https://apple.co/2K4Jfn9

Get Dressed Prod. Yawns & Fish narc

Coldhart and $now and travel to outer space to save the gargolonzz on a snowy planet I'm sad :\

prod. @notmorgn

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

sometimes i care
i know it doesn’t seem like
i give a fuck about the
next thing but
i could show you
we can grow too
i should’ve told you
it’s better when i hold you
you’re cold but I’m much colder
life sucks when we grow older
not as simple as it used to be
i’m not as happy as i used to seem like
maybe I’m just kind of messy in the head
kinda crooked like the sheets on my bed
i need a rest
can’t focus right
you should hold me tight
cause the next time we
meet ill be a poltergeist

can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight
can you not see i’m haunted by my shadow
can you not see im hanging from the gallows
set me free tonight i’ll do what you please tonight

these days i couldn’t care less
better off dead words better unsaid
growing up sucks and i’m losing my friends
don’t wanna be here if i’m on the edge
i’m tryna make sense of this
like maybe i’m not meant for this
growing up sucks and it builds more stress
if i take 2 more i won’t feel my legs

these days

Wish Me Well
Written and recorded by Coldhart & YAWNS 

Available on iTunes, Spotify, etc.

lifes trash

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