Remixed Lex Turnbull's musique concrète vinyl, Talk Back.

https://soundcloud.com/mmmaaaddd/side-a-of-talk-back
https://soundcloud.com/mmmaaaddd/side-b-of-talk-back

Hummer Stretcher Limo

Lilypad #6: The severe life sitting at home, Trying to Prevent a Suicide That Already Has Happened

With Ben Wetherbee (benwetherbeemusic.com) on the fiddle on February eighteenth, twenty twenty-three.

THERE IS NO PERSON THERE IS NO SOUTH

best heard on speakers- I accidentally panned the tracks all the way left and right...

Soliloquies

recorded early June 2017

bassy headphones/speakers required

Ambient0

recorded 22 july 2017

fragile hearts
saying hey
how gentle can I be
mental yet free
vulnerably me
beautifully

the kissing number
of my social network
torn asunder 
lattice shook

look, I feel
my constellation
disparate and real
many relations

shunned and shamed
I’m back to normal
creative and tame
shy and informal

orthonormal
bony, lazy
in short, hormonal
trying not to say the word:
crazy

tapas of language
healing my violence
at the sight of it, I languish
perishing in silence


the scum of the centuries

I wanna be infinitely
Kind to you
And make my heart a space of safety
No more a mental purview
Everything is external, suffused and sated 
My intentions rated in their service to others
Five stars- Stendhal in awe

All of a sudden life is for me, too
I see my candlesticks sprouting
New growth I presume

student of the world
dead on the doorstep
nobody let them in

Come here
You 
With the self image

Persistent and obvious
Does this make you feel bad
Leave a bad taste in your mouth
My words a wild mold
Hey poison
Nothing dead but human and plant
Nothing to say but my immature rant
Nothing to decant
Nothing to enchant
No fant-asies 
I see posies and lotuses
Behind my eye lids
In times of peace and exploration
Times of bedridden stationary

stylistic default
identities of praise
safe phrases

i can only understand
intimacy through  a lens
I like to think
my life has been
growing simpler
and will always
diminishing denominator
abundance flows 
from me

Complete loss of sentimentality 
Without loss of generality

i am a manifestation of the earth
some natural imagery
probably not bitter, but vocal

theories of deceit
self-awareness conceit
im exaggerated
accelerated

shout out to my liberal bubble
yall support my gender trouble

nonnulla