Niztopia Stream Hidden GEMS

marchtwentyone, twentytwentyone.
its all coming to a close.
produced by anvii.
guitar played by @ayyitsryo.

im sitting on the surface
i made me feel worthless
i know i fuck up
im angry with myself
cuz i cant stop thinking bout u
wish u could be mine 
because ur all i need

its all over
im getting older
all of this shit is all the same
i needed closure

tears on the way to the city

closure

stream

twitter.com/christianblair
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All production, mixing, and mastering done by me.
cover art designed from a recent hike I went on :)

lyrics:

Not making sense to you
Baby that’s how you’ll learn the truth
Coulda switched up but I won’t be rude
Lookin for something new
I coulda done better
Swear its a straight shot but it never works
Caught in a big knot with the least concern 
Sorry you’re the one that hurts

And ill be there in the morning
Swear to god I won’t be late
And ill be there without warning
A throwback to yesterday
Ill be there not ignoring all the times you called my name 
Let’s go right back where we started I’d rather rewind the tapes

I won’t lie 
I been wanting to see you one more time
So pretty please look through my eyes
feels like im paralyzed 

Don’t even like you
Why do I sit beside you?
Can’t get you out my head
But im doing all of that

And this time
I won’t follow, you
Not anyone 
Has a heart that will last through it all

chorus

something new

PHASMOPHOBIA

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/1FKQCaJu7CHeh4sqAyht6w?si=Xr986VAoTd-YNbhC6UXmHg&dl_branch=1

bittersweet (ft. kissherguts)

soul

sappy song lol

bit.ly/3B1Yt3i

Fun song pretty swag ngl. 

Mixed and Mastered by TR0N shout outs dat boy

also love u Niz and 50landing u guys r cool

Curls w/ Boire

JEDWILL, RIA CHUELO, BILLSBURYJOEBOI - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

OMNI

hit 1k today :)) thank yall

also shoutout niz for the cover-art

focus* (johnnyfriend x michaelwarren)

a reflection on my past self :)

st jimmy: https://soundcloud.com/jimmydagum
bitwhale.: https://soundcloud.com/prodbitwhale

excuses ft. st jimmy (prod. bitwhale)

prod: (bloom)
mix: win2lose
master: win2lose

-lyrics-
im paranoid
but i dont think enough
and everytime i cry for help
i wasnt good enough
for them
never good enough for them
never good enough to stay

its been like 10 years baby
6 more months and ill be dead and gone
runnin through my head
as i run through the past
i dont want it do end

dont try too hard if youre heartless
my heart is broken but it was like that regardless
and i got love for people
showing their affection to me
but when im down n about
would you come linger w me

da da da da da da da da
da da da da da da da daaaa
ohhhhhhhhh

i dont want you around
got too much to figure out
you know its making me drown
and ive thought about it through and i cant have you around.
the best things are hard to say bye to
and thats okayy

i keep making all the same mistakes
i dont wanna give up
but i dont see other ways
ahh ahh ahh
ooh

i just need a place to be
trying too hard
they dont want me to see

when its tough people talk
thats what happened to me

when its good
people up
i dont want it for free

i just need a place to be
trying too hard
they dont want me to see

when its tough people talk
thats what happened to me

when its good
people up
i dont want it for free

yeah we pullin up
but we dont take shit for free
you know im w all my bros
n yea we takin the lead( •̀ᴗ•́ )و ̑̑
i dont want your help
i dont need your assistance
ive been fuckin up
but got none of my vision

its been like 10 years baby
6 more months, and ill be crazy
runnin through my head
runner in the making
time passes by
but it feels so taken ):

dont try too hard if youre heartless
my heart is broken but it was like that regardless
and i got love for people
showing their affection to me
but when im down n about
would you come link up w me

i just need a place to be

loudloudloudloudfuckufuckufuckufucku i do my own sound now fuck ur genre eat piss
https://soundcloud.com/lei
https://soundcloud.com/3dssucks
https://soundcloud.com/0k1ro
https://soundcloud.com/lei/i-see-again

lei - i see again [lone ! flip]

lyrics:

burnt down like a cigarette
say you love me all the time, your voice something that i'll never forget
but it don't mean shit
and these hills have eyes, but these hills wana take me alive

you can run, but you can't hide
look me in the eyes, and say "i'm alright"
it's been a long time since i felt alive
you can scream, but you can't cry
dying on the inside
sometimes, only go outside in the nighttime

you can run, but you can't hide
look me in the eyes, and say "i'm alright"
it's been a long time since i felt alive
you can scream, but you can't cry
dying on the inside
sometimes, only go outside in the nighttime


these hills have eyes, don't wana waste my time
these hills have eyes, don't wana waste my time

burnt down like a cigarette
say you love me all the time, your voice something that i'll never forget
but it don't mean shit
and these hills have eyes, but these hills wana take me alive

you can run, but you can't hide
look me in the eyes, and say "i'm alright"
it's been a long time since i felt alive
you can scream, but you can't cry
dying on the inside
sometimes, only go outside in the nighttime

you can run, but you can't hide
look me in the eyes, and say "i'm alright"
it's been a long time since i felt alive
you can scream, but you can't cry
dying on the inside
sometimes, only go outside in the nighttime

stream/buy

hills (arey x cymric)

prod @recyclexbin

@ihatebixby
i know i talk a lot
i'll give u the time
just know im not enough
ur so out of line
look at the stars tonight
i'm falling apart
i know it's all a lie

@1endie 
i know by the way you move
and understood how could i be such a fool
she's not over him like she said she was
you dont have a clue
love is hard to find would you open your eyes
i know that i might
fall all over again
one more step me and roan hit the dance floor
all of my exs they tryina say hello
fuck it say goodbye to all my ops
im leavin in 40 i leave on the dot on the clock
so what are you waiting for
i dip out the function they say that its boring
fuck it too many text i ignore it
i take your girl then skrt off in a foreign

@whoisroan
i know we talked last night and we argued a lot 
and girl i hate to fight but sometimes it can’t be helped 
and girl you know i try to fix what we have 
cause i don’t wanna go back to the way it was
girl i keep trying but it’s hard, what u said made me feel apart
and ive been in my bed all day and i’m just hoping that u stay
and if u need to take a break i’ll try and give u all the space that u need because ur everything to me girl

throw ur life away w/ endie & roan (recycleBin)

Team Rocket

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

intro:

i’m worthless
a closet full of bones
but you?
you’re perfect
i can’t leave you alone

chorus:

so approach with caution baby
you don’t know what i’ve been through
i belong in a coffin baby
afraid i’ll hurt u too

verse 1:

but when you
call out my name
ask bout my day
pick at my brain
too scared to say
i’m not okay
i haven’t been
since i was thirteen

i cant help but lie
when i see you carve my
name into your thigh
cuz i never had some-
one be only mine
but i’ll tell you not to
hurt yourself for me

chorus:

approach with caution baby
you don’t know what i’ve been through
i belong in a coffin baby
afraid i’ll hurt u too

verse 2:

now there’s 
too many scars and i can’t erase them
wish i could be honest without getting wasted
i talk to no one else on the daily
run from my problems why can’t i face them?

intro reprise:

you’re perfect
i can’t leave you alone

verse 3:

wait
in my opinion
maybe you’d be better without me 
but i can’t help it i got
plans
and in my vision i see
you and me on top of one another
i can’t help the way i
am
but you don’t mind it
you always pick up whenever i hit your phone yea
so when i pick you up
with white roses
not magnolias
just like you told me

bridge:

told me x10

i might have thrown my life away had i not been with you,

chorus:

approach with caution baby
you don’t know what i’ve been through
i belong in a coffin baby
afraid i’ll hurt u too

white roses (prod. aldrch & sawce)

haahweaheha
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