time to overthink ma guy

Also on spotify and youtube guys 

https://open.spotify.com/album/4Yj6tVuD3W8N5mliupGTgn
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYqBN4yoVWQ&ab_channel=mirui

prod by
https://www.instagram.com/saucemachine_/
https://www.instagram.com/padthabad/

Around You

around you

Ornament

lyrics

(verse 1)
stop sitting in my memory
you're that file that i just cant delete
need an admin to get rid of you
why do you still let me here
stop sitting in my frontal lobe
when i close my eyes is see your face
you make my sorry as lose hope 
when think about you babe 
(2X)

(chorus)
My back gets stiff
You are all over my system
Aim is shit
But I wont miss if you don't miss me
i wont miss
but I wont miss if you won't miss me
(2X)

shes a handful you can say
a bag of goodies it's a shame
i get clingy, she's away
must be nice if i'm okay
i don't get hugs when i was young
my parents live in different houses
i don't wanna share these things cuz
if i do i might look brittle

i always check up on your uploads when i open my ig
waitin on a goddamn ringtone when tryin to catch some sleep
but i guess you don't need me no more
but she said she can't live alone
i miss her oh i miss her but i'm not supposed to show 

(chorus)

i dont like that i've been craving yuh
all the time that i've been savin for you
it's cold as fuck i got no warmth
she wants none, i want sumn
my heart is pumpin with no blood
(3x)

I wont miss if you won't miss me

i won't miss

it's 12 at night, the moon is shining
i should probly stop pretendin
babe i let you walk my mind
and i gave up on the signs
i am sorry if i seem a lil rough around my sides

stomach empty but i'm still on my phone
and momma said son don't forget to eat full
so park my fuckin brio, walk a couple zeroes
i got street food as my tico in this lonely fukin bureau

it's 12 at night, the moon is shining
i should probly stop pretendin
this fuckin fried rice is too cold
got me reminded when you told
when i confessed that i would love to be your - you know

and everytime you ask about it i stop
even though its on the the tip of my tongue
cuz i don't wanna cry again for this month
i got a lotta shit to do baby, nah

it must be nice if i'm dumb yeah
don't care about none yeah
why do i feel like this
i wanna walk into the sun
it's this fucking virus this pandemic is not fun
this cold and sticky friedrice is the only thing i got

money friendly for a price tag
and umami for my tongue
wash it down with this sweet ice tea
hide the fact that i've been down

i do care a lot about you
want a big hug but you're spiky
yea it hurts me but this street food
is the only thing that likes me

Street Food

https://open.spotify.com/track/1uftTmift3E9WpJe6jEqkC?si=gBnBbr_VRIKmTPSBBrBbZw

Yes i might look fine,
Makin songs, emoji smile :)
But when i tuck myself to bed a group of tears roll down my eyes.
i know I'm the one that called it quits but it's not what it's like

I don't hate you 
i thought you hate me please i want you in my life
at Least for a while
i need a laundry so i can wash my pillow cuz ive been crying all damn night

I don't hate you 
i thought you hate me please i want you in my life
at Least for a while
i need somebody to show my soft side to
don't be surprised but boys they cry2

yeah i might look fine
a lotta shit is on my mind
2 am at night and i am yelling to my mic
i know I'm the one that called it quits but it's not what it's like

softer than my blanket
is how i felt when you were close
i don't mean to bother but i never felt this hope
text me back i want your letters
help me fucking cope

I don't hate you 
i thought you hate me please i want you in my life
at Least for a while
i need a laundry so i can wash my pillow cuz ive been crying all damn night

I don't hate you 
i thought you hate me please i want you in my life
at Least for a while
i need somebody to show my soft side to
don't be surprised but boys they cry2

Cry2

prod. sauce machine

*
i tried to leave u alone
but i can't breathe, think i'm going home
i wonder who u fuck when i die
i loved u but that was once upon a time

(boodles)
look into the star do i see u
i'm runnin from the dark
i can't see through ur eyes,
i don't get it please explain it,
all the things u do that made me
mad.

i'm glad that i left ur castle
every now and then my heart rattles
whose lips are u gonna make love to
lust proves everyone can fuck u too

(mirui)
girl where u at
are u mad
coz i dove right in i need ur location
all those talkin' light conversations
can't do shit am i on probation

do things right i don't know what i did wrong
sick and tired man i feel dumb
want some love never gave some
know u never even cared since the day one

wondering

wondering w/ Boodles, mirui (prod. sauce machine)

hook:
crybaby you’re crying , i swear i can ease your pain
don’t be sad, i’ll take you to a somewhere in Japan
got a lot of love for you omg i'm your man
i told you that i love you 
please believe it, understand

i told you that i love you, you’re always in head
wake up every morning, i still see you in my bed
omg i feel so good on everything you said
lets make love in a summertime oh baby im blessed

bridge :
crybaby crybaby
don’t be sad
crybaby crybaby
i’ll take you to a somewhere in japan

verse:
do u miss him?
the man who broke your heart & made you sad
oh do u miss him?
baby i don’t wanna see you cry, don’t think about him

i’ll be here, don’t be scared
by your side everyday
southside we’ve got a plan
outta town, lets take a plane

girl i wanna see the stars,
stars shining in your eyes
sippin hennesy, you drive me crazy baby all night
play our favourite songs, now playing saosin you’re not alone
lets forget ‘bout everything and dance under the city lights

hook:
crybaby you’re crying , i swear i can ease your pain
don’t be sad, i’ll take you to a somewhere in Japan
got a lot of love for you omg i'm your man
i told you that i love you
please believe it, understand

i told you that i love you, you’re always in head
wake up every morning, i still see u in my bed
omg i feel so good on everything you said
lets make love in a summertime oh baby im blessed

verse 2 :

honey take my hand
i promise i can make it better 
in every way
yea i'm not packin but at least
you've got a friend
i know that he's not worth it
didn't show up for your birthday
oh my god you deserve it

please don't close all your curtains
you're in no way a burden
i can tell you for certain
we can meet up in person

i got a 2 seat bike we can drive away to tokyo
maybe visit a shrine but i won't do it on solo

hook:
crybaby you’re crying , i swear i can ease your pain
don’t be sad, i’ll take you to a somewhere in Japan
got a lot of love for you omg i'm your man
i told you that i love you
please believe it, understand

i told you that i love you, you’re always in head
wake up every morning, i still see u in my bed
omg i feel so good on everything you said
lets make love in a summertime oh baby im blessed

Crybaby w/ Boodles (p. saucemachine)

a one-sided love story inspired from me & my friends' experiences

I Don't Wanna Clutch Myself w/ mirui

verse 1:
caroline, tell me that i’m really on your mind
i say im gonna stay, is it something u want?
baby, im the one who found you
all i hear “you’re crazy”
i don’t give a fuck shit
i promise you’ll be fine

pre chorus:
tell your friends “i hate them”, they're just a piece of shit
they’ve never seen the things we’ve been trough, thats cool okay
i wanna give you love and all they do is erase
u got me making these songs babe why you do me like that

chorus:
caroline, i gave you all my time
i need you to stay in my life
caroline, don’t act so surprised 
youre so mean you think im alright?

baby don’t you leave me
i got business, come and deal
would you stay by my side?
heals me like a medicine 2x

verse 2:
caroline just tell me what you need, checklist 123
damn u look so good with that black dress
i can’t breathe
i’m happy
u said “look at me, baby”
do u wanna have this?
is it late to dancing?

i know that i’ll be fine when im with you
cause you know i just can’t live without you 2x

pre chorus:
tell your friends “i hate them”, they're just a piece of shit
they’ve never seen the things we’ve been trough, thats cool okay
i wanna give you love and all they do is erase
u got me making these songs babe why you do me like that

chorus:
caroline, i gave you all my time
i need you to stay in my life
caroline, don’t act so surprised 
youre so mean you think im alright?

baby don’t you leave me
i got business, come and deal
would you stay by my side?
heals me like a medicine 2x

CAROLINE (p. saucemachine)

*
its almost 6 years since we ended
from day one i was the one who keep you safe and
if youre the princess then im your toad
hit me up when no ones on the road

its almost 6 years
from day one i was the one who keep you safe
youre the princess and im your toad
hit me up when no ones on the road

menghilanglah dari kehidupanku
enyah lah dari hati yang tlah hancur
kehadiran sosokmu yang menyiksaku
biarkan disini kumenyendiri

*

*shamepug

Kau buatku terlarut di dalam semua kisah yang sudah berlalu lama
Dengan semua luka dan kenangan saat kita jumpa pertama
Bahkan ku lupa, bagaimana cara untuk lupakan
Dan aku lupa, bagaimana cara untuk lepaskan

Memori yang tertanam dalam hati dan kepalaku
Cari ruang, cause I need a rest, ku butuh waktu tuk kembali penuh
I got time but I can't get enough on you
So I need you go away, sana pergi yang jauh

*

amnesia w/ shamepug (prod. bamskee)

Rich But Still Haunted by the Hood

tears on my eyes 
oh heaven can wait
should i start slit again?
die!
miss that moment have i fell down again..
oh..
told me to stay ; you left me in silence
SHHHH!
should i start again? should i?

should i start to slit my wrist again and again
i dont wanna live alone dont wanna pretend
everything's not fine since the day you left
can we turn back time just stay in my bed

dont wake me up
cause i dont wanna see the future 
hold me close my dear
make me feel again

oh no 
d'you really wanna go?
i know it's hard to love someone who dont love himself
oh no yes i know
i know im wrong
i always wrong
there i said it :)))))

tears on my eyes but i ran out of tissue so i just wipe them with my hands / tears(prod. CapsCTRL)

full throttle w/ my$tik (prod. iankon)

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Ty

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