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Some 2023 demo's I wrote and produced!!! Lyrics in description

Cover art made in Paint😎

Some 2023 Demo's

Lyrics:

Why is it this easy for you
Did I mean anything at all
I wish that you needed me too 
I hate the feeling of being this small
To you

The seconds that you left me in
Compared to the years I was there
A few months since you steered clear
There’s just no way that you think that this
is fair

Betrayal and trust go hand in hand
When did you turn off the way that you cared for me?
How come I was so easy to leave without looking back?
So much to find bout getting over an ex but 
Losing you was much harder than that

I can feel myself holding on
As if your door's still open
Never told me what I did wrong
Remain in this state of hoping

You're coming back and regret that you left
Every month passing by burns a hole in your chest
How can I be the only one doing this bad?
You erased me just like that

Betrayal and trust go hand in hand
When did you turn off the way that you cared for me?
How come I was so easy to leave without looking back?
So much to find but nothing compares
To you

Betrayal and Trust ***DEMO***

Lyrics:

I can’t explain it but I’ll try
You know that feeling when you grow
And somehow your dad isn’t always right anymore 

I have a mind of my own now
With opinions and thoughts
And suddenly the big people world is all around

I used to want to know all that’s going on and why it is
I used to feel lost and confused about why it had to be like this
Don’t think I deserved any of it
No I deserved
To be just a kid

Oooooh...

And when I become parent
I hope I’ll do just fine
I’ll make sure no one has to go through what I did with mine

I used to want to know all that’s going on and why it is
I used to feel lost and confused about why it had to be like this
Don’t think I deserved any of it
No I deserved
To be just a kid

Oooooh...

Kid ***DEMO***

Lyrics:

My memories on display
Left with the strangest feeling
We’ll meet again some day

It will be on the street
You’ll say you can’t believe it
I’ll laugh a along and I’ll agree

We’ve had a beginning
I’m sure that haven’t reached the end
Until then we’re drifting
Knowing that the stream will bring us back

I see your face all around me
I hear your name in these songs
I just can’t seem to get me away from the thought that 
Meeting you was a big part of the plot
Did you give it a thought?

Paaa da paaa....

It’s such a waste of time
Figuring out what could be
I’ll know it when the moment is right

We’ve had a beginning
I’m sure that haven’t reached the end
I’m still reminiscing
You wouldn’t have said the things you said

I see your face all around me
I hear your name in these songs
I just can’t seem to get me away from the thought that 
Meeting you was a big part of the plot
Did you give it a thought?

Paaa da paaa....

Part of the Plot ***DEMO***

Lyrics:

Welcome back
Did you miss this house
The cat’s been waiting with a smile and a mouse
She kisses me and offers another cup of tea
A bitter taste of a nostalgia asking why I had to leave

The intruder sits by the door
His coffee matches his brown eyes with lack of soul
He breathes in and the house awaits
Until his breath releases and the wooden floor starts vibrate
Along with the walls they break

Call me crazy for wanting to get to her again
For letting her be the one that won’t let me in
You know the pain that she caused
I know the pain that she’s in
I held her tears in my hands

I'm 8 years old and she’s alone
I’d hold her while she’s crying on the kitchen floor
Now I can't seem to shed a tear
And when I do she will not know, she will not come, she isn't here
She's everywhere but here

Call me crazy for wanting to get to her again
For letting her be the one that won’t let me in
You know the pain that she caused
But I know the pain that she’s in
I held her tears in my hands

When I chose for myself
Didnt think she’d let me go
But as soon as I left
She never asked for me to come home
Doesn’t she care that I’m gone?

I hope that when she thinks of me
She remembers all the years I didn’t leave
Don’t think that she understands
She is the creator of the parts of me that she resents
Parts of me she resents

Bitter Nostalgia ***DEMO***

Lyrics:

Everything is everywhere
Everything is so in reach
Searching on the internet
Twenty things against being lonely

Something always seems to miss
You’re never fully satisfied
If there’s a reason to be here
Then why is it so hard to find

Maybe if they tried to come and save you
You would feel the need to be better
You would feel that you matter to them
And that’s all you want

Your thoughts turn into your truths
Created your own reality
Where everyone seems to
Disregard the way that you bleed

You deserve to have a Christmas full of love and family
Celebrate your 18th birthday with a cake and a party
If you were angry all I’d think is you’d have every right to be
Causing a scene

Maybe if they tried to come and save you
You would feel the need to be better
You would feel that you matter 

And maybe if just love was enough
To feel that you are loved
Realize you’re not alone
Someone wants you to get old
And have all you want

Someone wants you to get old
Someone wants you to get old 
Someone wants you to get old
I want you to get old

Maybe ***DEMO***

I wrote this in the shower a while back lol. This is a sample of more to come! Enjoy.

Prod. By Skrittzy

Part of the Plot DEMO

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