i love your song! it's so beautiful. thank's for the all emotions

Spiderwebs

multiverse by maya manuela

silence,

Everything at Once

Dear Ella,

How Do I Love Again

Written & Produced by Noah Henderson
Release Date: July 28, 2023

Lyrics:

Bury me under the floorboards
Hide me away with the love you felt before
Waste of a heart if it's not yours
Strangers again and
I'm not sure what you left for

Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else
Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else

With someone else
With someone else

With someone else

Hate to forgive when I'm hurting
That's the price of a promise and
I don't think I'm ready
For you to forget me

Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else
Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else

With someone else
Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else

Bury me under the floorboards
Hide me away with the love you felt before

floorboards.

Hope you enjoy this beautiful song!! LOVE YOU SO MUCH <3

Sunset Conversations

heaven, hell, and canada.

County Line

Rearview

if you have been following for awhile now, you know that we have been in the woods for quite some time. "the woods" was a metaphorical space in my mind that i had placed myself in to cope with my life situation. through a chain of unfortunate events and people who turned on me, i had felt as if i was thrown into a dark woods and no one could hear my cries. 

during this time spent in the woods (a year in real life), i wrote over 30 songs. 6 of them were released. 

an incomplete number. 

today marks the 7th song and the completion of this part of the story.

1. "curse," was all about being wronged by the person who put me in the woods. 
listen to curse,: https://youtu.be/j_zwUDLokNA?si=kJQNtktqeQn0f09L

2. "freckles," is about the guilt of having songs as helpful as this and not being able to release it.
listen to freckles,: https://youtu.be/fd5iChMENng?si=DTXnWLS_JmXp3eOq

3. "pale blue," is about my inability to keep love because i cannot leave the woods.
listen to pale blue,: https://youtu.be/EhKUdTifgmY?si=EQMFbnXuAjdSCrKj

4. "anaphia; (intermission) is about my inability to feel anything while trapped
listen to anaphia; (intermission): https://youtu.be/m6VoSSPrhUg?si=ZeFdhnQlE7XInJ7Q

5. "silence," is about my cry over the trees to you, apologizing for my guilt and silence
listen to silence,: https://youtu.be/zojCxZLs2_4?si=W5nUhRflYGAWOhTL

6.  "good mourning," is my difficulty to function in real life situation while i'm struggling
listen to good mourning,: https://youtu.be/vBgYTQzXwKs?si=C4yoRxnnAZDZp6vy

7. "finale (i CRY out), demo 6" is the end of this other worldly era. in the video for "freckles," there was a poem on the therapists notebook. it reads, 

"follow the stream and leave the voices below." 

the stream that i step into at the end scene in the video represents a way out of the woods that God provided me with. While the stream isn't real, the words my loved ones and fans gave me, are. the stream are the words i follow on the way out of my mental rut. it is where i find my purpose and my sanity. throughout this video you will see scenes from my memory of being in the woods. everything is remembered in this otherworldly yet familiar art. as it is just a world i conjured up in my brain. the cabin you see in the thumbnail represents the passageway out of the woods that i find at the end of this song. 

the entire song was produced and recorded by myself in a cabin in upstate michigan. you can hear the beautiful imperfections of the space as we travel along in this story. i asked friends, family, and fans to send in their voice recordings. i built a compilation of the stream i experienced while it flows to the music i felt.

so now we are out of the woods and have reached the cabin, "somewhere between heaven, hell, and canada..."

heaven, hell, and canada.

normal the kid

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