devil in red w/ vaeo (prod. guda)

guitar by sadisfying

lyrics-
It’s like I was saying the other day, it’s like, nothing really feels like it used to. I just- like, I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. It’s just, I don’t know why I’m still going at this like somethings gonna change. I just really feel like it isn’t, but…


It’s not my fault 
Why do you talk to me like that?
It’s not your call
How I feel about that 
It’s all my fault 
How’d I forget about that?
Break my fall
Landed flat on my back

I’ll be
A different person in the morning
Promise you’ll see
Watch me bloom I’m always growing 
I love to watch the trees
God I wish that that were me 
Always at peace 
All the life I oversee
That’s nothing like me
Always biting at my teeth 
It don’t surprise me
Not a lot of good I see 
But why dislike me?
Why do you cut me at the knees?
Do you despise me?
Or is it something that I can’t see?
Why can’t you tell me just what you need?

break (prod. me)

https://soundcloud.com/prodguda
mixed and mastered by me

lyrics- 

i used to want to be dead
holding on by a thread
you still see it
a shadow visits me in my bed
so defeatist
i had to get that out of my head
these words i bleed them
i hope they know how to read this

i hope they know how to read this
i wont believe it
everyone is conceited
i swear i dont need them
everyone i believed in
surrounded by greed and
couldnt see i was bleeding
this world is diseased and

i wont have any part
wont have a change in my heart
id rather tear it apart
just fucking tear it apart
i hope you know what i mean
when i explain how i bleed
its not as clear as it seems
this doesnt mean that you know me

saffi-

stones been left unturned but i 
always finish what i started
peace to you dearly departed
falling to pieces dont pick me up

blend with the crowd
i dont want to be found
i dont want to be spotted
you see right through me
i guess that im caught 
and im all out of options

thread w/ saffi (prod. guda)

Can we go home?
Can we please go home?
I don’t wanna do this
I don’t wanna be here anymore
It’s in my bones 
It’s in all of my bones
I hate how this feels 
I never wanna feel like this again
It eats me up
It eats me from the inside out
Please let me out
Please take me out of this place 
Pound on your door
Could I ask you?
What more? what more? 
what fucking else could you ask for?
Oh never mind
Oh neverMind 
It’s quite alright 
I think I’m fine 
I’m done asking for help
Oh never mind
It’s just my fault
pay me no mind
I put myself inside this hell 
I understand now 
I’m going home now
I’m going home now

pay me no mind (prod. me)

blame myself
i hope its not for not
i blame myself
holding to unrealistsic ideas
who am i now?
i cant grow
dug a hole
theres no one here but me
i dont know
will i keep going on?
break my walls
theres no one helping me
cant you see?
crying out
tears run dry im drying out
begging now
im begging now
im begging..

blame (prod. me)

hey there delilah cover (prod. me)

I’ve been staring at myself in the mirror
In the mirror 
I’ve been holding onto what is here
What’s here?
I’m a stranger to myself and my peers
Oh dear

Mind starts to race I wonder where did i go wrong 
My heart is pounding I don’t know where I should run 
Walls closing in I can’t eat I can’t sleep at all
Warmed up to it but I still can’t seem to feel like my self

stranger (prod. yqinnny)

mix n mastered by me

prod https://soundcloud.com/yqinnny

Sit in silence in my room
I’m so clueless what to do
Close my eyes, inhale the fumes
I don’t think I can believe you

I’m not where I’m supposed to be
On the outside looking in
I can’t feel it when I bleed
All my skin is paper thin

Hold my hand I’ll be there soon
Nothing like my point of view
Its so nice to think of you
When everything is turning blue

Just take a walk with me
Spend some time with me
Would you tell me
That you love me?

Sit in silence in room
I’m so clueless what to do
Close my eyes, inhale the fumes
I don’t think I can believe you

Fumes (prod. yqinnny)

i'll walk back, i dont need to stay
i heard that, you dont need to say it again

stay

featuring https://soundcloud.com/saffilikesotters
mixed mastered and produced by me
guitar by sadisfying

me- 
cigarette smoke fills my lungs
be a failure or give up
when will enough just be enough
for me?
unaware of everything i see

saffi- 
before im gone
i will pick out all the details of my casket
every day the smoke i breathe
turns me to ashes
was flying high but i think lately ive been crashing
tear drops collecting
on my laptop

lungs w/ saffi

https://soundcloud.com/p-guda
We gon spin his block
We gon hit it hard 
Runnin from the cops
Take off in that car

I just fucked all on yo bitch 
I know why u mad
U just can’t do it like this 
Lil bro u just sad 
Fuck it ima just die rich 

Got this shit 
In my system I can’t even feel my face
Talkin tough 
U must not think that I’d run up in yo place
I carry heavy ass artillery 
Keep up w my pace 
Little boy u just not real to me
Get up out my face 

No u cannot talk now
lil bro what u want now
U know u not hard now
U just gon get shot down

U can’t do it like this
Sorry bro that’s my bitch
No one do it like this 
No one do it like this 

Nobody doin it like me now
Sorry lilbro but she like me now
Keepin that shit all up on me now
Best stay away before find out

I just been stackin it way too high
Takin this shit and it got me fried 
That’s not yo bitch anymore that’s mine
Talkin that shit little bro I just might

spin his block (prod. guda)

@p-guda

Lyrics:
I just blew some racks
Had to cop sum
We just spun his block
He Playin possum
Damn this bitch so bad
Said she want sum
Hit it from the back
Make her walk slumped

Saffi:
Oh he smokin in some mid
No I don’t want none
Ima take wood 
And roll him an opp blunt
2 pils
Yea I pull up w north 
We finna pop some
Oh that nigga was talkin shit 
Yea he don’t want none 
Yuh
Pull up on me u got the wrong one
I pull up get strapped
Ima mafioso
Nigga I pull up and u get whacked
I feel slimey wit my niggas 
I pull up and I say slatt 
Oh that bitch is thicc as fuck
I pull up hit her from the back

slumped w/ saffi (prod. guda)

Throw it to the ceilin watch it go
Sippin on some shit, got me slow
I just spent a bag on some clothes
Brand new srt and it go
She do what I say when I say so
Only care bout money, yea my pesos
If you gotta problem then just say so
I’m in love wit drank, yeah I stay slow 

Push 110 in my sports car 
U stay up in last ima go far
Ain’t no one comparing to me so far 
That’s the difference bruh no me importa

I got Two bad bitches callin
Please don’t hit my phone 
She said baby why u stalling
U don’t wanna know 
Ima take it to my coffin 
Baby I’m so cold 
pockets heavy while I’m walkin 
That shit don’t get old

dont get old (fiftyzeros)

neva tell w/ saffi (prod. craigneedsahug)

Prod me. 

Lyrics:

Baby this wasn’t how it was supposed to go 
I don’t recognize myself, I’m losing hope

Baby why don’t you care at all?
I’m reaching out with no return 
It’s like I’m screaming at a wall
It’s been getting fucking worse

My body aches, and I can’t sleep
But you’re having pretty dreams 
I wish that you still cared about me 
Fall apart right at the seams 

Baby this wasn’t how it was supposed to go 
I don’t recognize myself, I’m losing hope

Just make it easy for me girl 
Rip my heart right out my chest 
My angel, you were my whole world 
Put you way above the rest 

Baby why don’t you care at all?
I’m reaching out with no return 
It’s like I’m screaming at a wall
It’s been getting fucking worse

My body aches, and I can’t sleep
But youre having pretty dreams 
I wish that you still cared about me 
Fall apart right at the seams 

Baby why don’t you care at all?
I’m reaching out with no return 
It’s like I’m screaming at a wall
It’s been getting fucking worse

My body aches, and I can’t sleep
But youre having pretty dreams 
I wish that you still cared about me 
Fall apart right at the seams

seams

Produced and mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prodguda


I said hey, 
What’s on your mind?
There’s no way 
You said you’re fine 
Every day
I’ll take my time 
Out my way
To make sure you’ll be alright 

You’re the light in my eyes
The stars in my night 
A pin in my mind 
I’d never lose sight 

I think that I could stay for a while 
If that was what you want
I don’t think I would mind 
Together till we rot

For a while
What you want?
I wouldn’t mind
All my life
Together till we rot

norrth4k

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