the full song of the demo i released back then, this is dedicated to my grandmother who passed away last November of 2019 and it was the worst time: basically mourned alone, i couldn't study well, friends didn't understand my grief and pretty much lost them (i don't blame them for it)

this isn't even the final mix so basically it's still a demo HAHA

(BbAbDbGbBbEb)

love you nanay vicky, i miss you a lot

petalgaze: victoria (demo)

i'm back with some short and quick song ideas, i might make this one into a full song but idk my production skills are certainly lacking for now

(bf♯beg♯c♯ and f#f♯beg♯c♯)

消滅

i got challenged by a friend to write something that "screams libra" since it's libra season? idk i'm not really into astrology so i just wrote what i had in mind so sry if it doesn't really "scream libra"

(agcgce)

libra (riff demo)

unfinished demo of the second half of the petalgaze series, this one's stuck in my folders for quite a while so i figured i post it here to get feedback and/or inspiration idk

still a song dealing about loss and grief and i hope it gives the same emotions listening to it as i was was writing it

(a#g#c#f#a#d#)

petalgaze: lilith (demo)

i just got a little creative this new year's eve so i recorded this on a whim, i hope i captured some nostalgia in this few seconds of nonsense

the restless shall find peace tonight 

(written in drop d, capo on 3: but recorded on drop c#, capo on 4)

the restless shall find peace tonight

originally something i wrote for lirikwento's trailer some time ago

they wanted something along the folk genre but i ended up writing more along the indie rock vibes (i got hit by covid and it's all i got in me at the time), luckily we settled with it lmao

(d standard, photo by jay on unsplash)

miyuki's trip to kyoto

rerecording and remixing of the first riff i ever uploaded in soundcloud, just to keep track of progress in my production skills

(drop c#)

of lilac and evergreen (demo 2022)

this is a three year old demo which went unused

tried to sound like Julien Baker, ended up sounding like background music for an indie movie where the introverted male lead is about to confess his feelings for the outgoing, happy-go-lucky female lead which turns out to love him back but is unable to tell him due to her fear of cutting their time short because of a well kept secret in the form of a terminal disease

or that's just me, idk i'm rambling because no one reads this shit

(drop d)

julia panadero (demo)

here's some banging prog/djent riffs that's not tuned too low from a part of a song i'm working on these past few months

(still no lead parts, and i will probably rerecord the full song with lower tuning tho, probably drop b?)

(performed in drop c#)

the iris breath (demo)

yep it's that one of those amfoot clones

(facgce)

sullen (demo)

just a weird guy experimenting with mostly instrumental shit

bunch of fuckin math rock, midwest emo, post rock, and metalcore influences so expect that i guess

northflower