TooFar

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~lyrics~

and i just want to disappear
but i could never walk away from you 
and if we switched places 
well then forever i would wait for you
yeah i know that you dont feel the same 
but i cant get you out my fuckin brain 
you went against all your fuckin claims
clearly you dont care how im feeling babe 

so dont be faking glossy eyes 
youre breaking me, your not the one to cry 
i guess you have no fuckin spine 
and all those promises were fuckin lies

and yeah ive always done my best for you 
but i guess i was just never enough 
and yeah ive never been this stressed for you
i aint know that things would get this tough 
i just hope you arent as hurt as me
but i dont think you ever deserved me 
you said its heaven, here on earth with me 
now i feel dead so drop the dirt on me
i understand that im not perfect 
but i dont think that i deserve this 
id give my sould to preserve it 
now youre gone, tell me was i ever worth it 
was i ever worth it?
or were you bein honest when you said im worthless?
i dont think that i deserve this 
youre breaking me, so dont you fucking dare act hurt bitch

i understand that i'm not perfect. (p. michael harrison)

instrumental by splashgvng 

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~lyrics~

yeah i mean everything i say 
you are all that im wanting, babe
i hope you know if i had my way 
that id already be on that plane 
and theres this look in your eyes 
i cant explain it, but its giving me life nowadays 
yeah you give me butterflies and im just praying that that feeling goes both ways
ooh

and i was searching for a way out
but now i dont want to find it 
i was living in a blackout
but youre the light in the dark thats shining 
honestly its been a while, since somethings made me smile
the way you do, yeah theres something real special bout you

i want you in my bed tonight, but we aint finna be lazy
hands on your body, girl youre driving me crazy 
and through everything ill be right by your side 
cause theres one thing that you taught me 
its when my heart feels hazey or wavy
its cause youre all on my mind 

and i was searching for a way out
but now i dont want to find it 
i was living in a blackout
but youre the light in the dark thats shining 
honestly its been a while, since somethings made me smile
the way you do, yeah theres something real special bout you

was on the edge, i was done 
but mightve found me the one 
you look so good girl im stunned 
yeah, i love you hon

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you are all that im wanting, babe

@failure404
[+ sogimura]


Molly love, broke your heart filled with the holy one 
Shits so dark, stared down the barrel of a loaded gun 

can’t get back the time that I kept spending on you 
I’m glad that the time meant nothing to you 

(epitome)
it would’ve been nice to know that all of this meant nothing to you
i’d break my back just know what i’m suppose to do
because right now i haven’t got a clue
it’s hard enough to move when your hearts in two

id paint a picture just for you
but i know that would be a disaster too
(such a disaster)
why can’t you see that you’re the only thing i have to lose

(TNS)
Silence is a virtue, glad that I meant nothing to you 
It’s so bazaar, staring down the barrel of a loaded gun 

I care that I waisted my time 
You say that I’m a wasted your life 

Silence slowly slips through my mind
As it slowly kills your insides 

Are I really worth it 
Slipping through my mind like im a missing wall  
God I better catch ‘em all 

But you don’t like that
But despite that, you’d rather try to watch me fall 

Right through your heart 
Stare in my eyes while you glue me straight to the wall 

Straight to the wall, lift my hands and watch me fall 
Molly love, broke your heart filled with the holy one 

Shits so dark, stared down the barrel of a loaded gun 
can’t get back the time that I kept spending on you 

I’m glad that the time meant nothing to you

Molly, love (ft. epitomeoffailure)

produced by pekarot

back at ground zero steady wasting away
wouldn’t blame you for leaving but i hope that you stay
i won’t beg for attention or even a mention
my bloods on your hands from killing more than just tension
maybe its time to call it quits again
maybe i should learn to do something else instead
maybe i could end it and it’d all make sense
im just sick of the mundane, no break in the bend
and i know its hard sometimes to do what you want
i know its hard to love when you dont think you can trust
this side of the fence has become nothing but rust
it was all in the goodbye, left me in the dust
and you’d be amazed at the secrets i kept
only seem to find release when im high with my friends
you’re wasting your time
there’s nothing left to mend
you’re wasting your time
yeah i said what i said

Yeah I’m back once again 
I’m not feeling once again 
when u see me you don’t care 
but one of us has gotta drop our stare
I’ve escaped death himself 1 too many old occasions 
make it make sense living no medication

Guess you didn’t mean it when you said that you were tying 
stuck in side this life that feels no greater than just dying 

And I know it’s hard enough sometimes so you put up a front 
I know it’s hard enough to be the person you want  
Thriving at the end of all struggle always been the dream
struggle dragging a little longer than it meant to be 

I said I saw u leave 
don’t believe what I see
said I wouldn’t fall
apart at the seam as long as u call 
as long as u call 
As long as u call
Upon to me

and i know its hard sometimes to do what you want
i know its hard to love when you dont think you can trust
this side of the fence has become nothing but rust
it was all in the goodbye, left me in the dust
and you’d be amazed at the secrets i kept
only seem to find release when im high with my friends
you’re wasting your time
there’s nothing left to mend
you can fuck off and die
yeah i said what i said

art of losing w/ lil booj (prod. pekarot)

[verse 1]

Oh, oh 
Help me, I see you in the rain
As the night gets cold, I’ll probably throw it away
And then you’ll say I’m insane

Hold me in the rain, I can’t feel a thing
It’s the same thing, on a different day
I never change, honestly, oh my God
I never change, I’m insane, I’m insane, I’m insane 

I’m in pain, while I’m shaking in the rain 
Honestly I’m hoping that you never ever hate
Everything is going fine, I’ll probably throw away
Under your umbrella everything will be okay

[chorus]

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

[verse 2 - wokely ]

Stargazing when i’m outside with you 
Girl I love the way you touching on me got me in the mood 
Stargazing with you 
Girl I love it got you feeling brand new

Girl do you got a man to 
Hug on em and lean on em when the stars out 
Love on em and touch on em, love the thought of em 
Stargazing with-

Stargazing when I’m outside with you
Girl don’t ever leave my side with you
Stay wit me girl forever and ever 
And when I’m with you I keep on

[chorus]

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

Stargazing in your eyes, I gotta go 
Something bout the way you look inside the moonlight glow
Honestly I’m tired when you pull a no show
Then you expect me to care, I can’t do this no more

Don’t show up with those stargazing eyes
Something like that, gon cause me all night
Standing right there in a dress all white
Yet I look you in the eyes, and they look in the sky

[verse 3 - epitomeoffailure]

looking towards the sky
wondering why i try
would anyone even care if i die?
i don’t really thinks so but i’m just gonna leave it alone

it’s hard to know who to trust
baby girl just go on home
there’s smoke in the air
it was not fair 

what you did to me, has left me empty
i’ve had plenty
these memories
have become my disease

under the stars (feat. wokely & epitomeoffailure)(puhf & zekiro)

engineered by - floret
mastered by - floret
produced by - idealism

lyrics: 
i've been on breathing right on out 
tell me that you love me right now
whatcha you wanna say go right bounce 
cause i don't feel you now 
i been all alone right now 
when you tell me love me now

i've been so broken 
silhouettes spoken
know that i care but
i've been foldin foldin  

i've been drinking to much but you know me 
everyone told that im so lonely 
smoking spliffys i don't feel but im cozy 
when im broken heart i felt faulty
at the christmas party when you all left me 
i guess i feel kinda lazy 
i don't know how to feel but you know me 
broken heart but i felt so nosey
when my brain gives out just know me 
i don't feel a thing baby what you know me 
think i found this new lil shortie 
she kinda cool but you’ll never know me 
it's been a year since you left me but i know me 
i don't feel broke but you think you know me 
when you left at your mamas party 
i been drinking to much but im fucking up my brain 
but i'm drinking that bacardi

christmas

[+ loverboybeats]

I think I’ll die tonight 
My bones have taken its toll tonight 
Bloodshot eyes but you’ll be fine 
Cuz your with me 

Got aches in my bones tonight
I see nothing but the fear in your eyes 

These days are a constant cycle 
Release all your inhibitions out on the floor 
And out of the door 

Guess I’ll just stay lost in the tunnel 
I can’t make up my mind it’s a struggle
You put me down and stab me in the back

Sick and tired of the paranoia in my head 
Take some pills and I’ll be alright 

These days are a constant cycle 
Release all your inhibitions out on the floor 
And out of the door 

I think I’ll die tonight 
My bones have taken its toll tonight 
Bloodshot eyes but you’ll be fine 
Cuz your with me 

Got aches in my bones tonight
I see nothing but the fear in your eyes 

These days are a constant cycle 
Release all your inhibitions out on the floor 
And out of the door 

Guess I’ll just stay lost in the tunnel 
I can’t make up my mind it’s a struggle
You put me down and stab me in the back

Aches In My Bones (pt. 2)

An old song I wrote from 2020 that I re-recorded :)

Origin Story [+ Noria]

𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕕𝕒𝕪 𝕨𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕘𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣,
𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕖𝕖𝕡 𝕞𝕖 𝕤𝕖𝕕𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕.
| prod. splashgvng x pekarot |
non-profit
(lyrics)
its so complicated
and im so sedated
with the thoughts that i have here of you
and im so frustated
im stuck here just waiting
for love thatll never come around
you see that im changing
i fall on the pavement
and i cut myself here for you

for you x2
but you dont want me now
im falling, and i just stumble round
cant clear my thoughts when it is only fogging out
i just wanna rot here in my own hell
ive been waiting here for so damn long 
its kinda scary cause i know youd never love me
i fear the future as im writing all this music
theres no one here that will ever fucking listen
staring at her eyes cause i love the way they glisten
you have me here trapped in this trance
melting at the way you give me that glance
so sedated when youre sitting here next to me
i just wanna give you everything left of me

theres nothing here thats left of me,
can u give me everything that i want to see
your eyes "pretty"
i cant define
the things i see
your way of life
stay here with me
im getting by
with you here with me

made 1/1/2023

sedated (splashgvng x pekarot)

baltimore autobahn

thought i’d be
yeah i thought i’d be the one
thought i’d be
oooooooo

thought i’d be the one
wearing burberry at ur baby shower
i never got the chance to tell u
i know i’m a coward
i know she need release
and she know i devour
she love me when i’m sweet
and suck me dry when i get sour

haven’t slept yet that’s the only way im up at dawn
bottled up emotions i get lit im like a molotov
i heard u had a due date my stomach did a somersault
pushing 140 i95 like the autobahn

blowing bags of grass i’m like a landscaper
i love how soft her skin is mine just feels like sandpaper
tell me how u really feel i cannot stand fakers
i put my life inside her hands but she’s a man breaker

i cannot stand straight
thought he was tough 
my dummy flipped him like a pancake
she look in my eyes
i get nervous till my hands shake
she cast a spell on me 
while i roll up this mandrake
sippin this elixir
till i’m in trance state

but it’s not good enough
i’ll go all in if u call me baby
what we putting up?
turn me to soot and dust
spare me all the charades
let me blow away in the wind
until i find a better place

thought i’d be the one
wearing burberry at ur baby shower
i never got the chance to tell u
i know i’m a coward
i know she need release
and she know i devour
she love me when i’m sweet
and suck me dry when i get sour

haven’t slept yet that’s the only way im up at dawn
bottled up emotions i get lit im like a molotov
i heard u had a due date my stomach did a somersault
pushing 140 i95 like the autobahn

neon lights behind her eyes that read out notice me
all that effort upfront how u end up ghosting me
spread her legs i feel like moses in the open sea
red eyes in the whip we lit up like a uav

she a damsel in distress
i’m a stumbling drunk mess
couldnt save u if i wanted
tip the king like it was chess
right place wrong time
always feels like a crime
i want to feel the world pass by
while ur tongue is tied up with mine

my bones decaying underneath the sod
no one knows a thing except for u and god
put me in my place it was all part of the plot
i don’t need a funeral i need a space where i can rot

thought i’d be the one
wearing burberry at ur baby shower
i never got the chance to tell u
i know i’m a coward
i know she need release
and she know i devour
she love me when i’m sweet
and suck me dry when i get sour

haven’t slept yet that’s the only way im up at dawn
bottled up emotions i get lit im like a molotov
i heard u had a due date my stomach did a somersault
pushing 140 i95 like the autobahn

baltimore autobahn (scottysplash)

𝟬𝟯 | ✧𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘞𝘦 𝘚𝘢𝘺✧
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Aches In My Bones (pt. 2)

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