Stars w/ residential. [+ sogimura]

mad at you (prod. autrioly)

it's over, u can go home now. w/ casperrr (pekarot)

all i wanted. (trying.)

lyrics

i spend every waking moment trying to pick myself up cause im falling apart
just to get back into it the very next day but you heal my soul up in the dark
id try to do it myself but i wouldnt know where to start
save me from hurting my heart baby
i want you to love me
i want you to touch me
and whenever im blinded by this shit be my ears and my eyes whenever i cant see
i hope that you need me
i hope you can hear me
i hope you can grab me and pick me off my feet
just to knock me down again

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

could we make the last time count
everything you say everything i hear right now
save me from myself would you take it back somehow
you don't need to worry i just need to come back down
look where weve been cause im closer to death
i see you laugh when youre talking to him
you got your movies and i got my friends
but im tasting salt in the water again
hold me down
hold me still
is this the place where we begin

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

i play you the song that saved my life but you scroll on your phone
and i cant give everything up for this career to just die unkown
unwillingly, willingly killing my body so leave me alone
ill just stay at home
i hope you can find me there

health w/ greenwood (p. jacob vallen)

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

i dont know where my heads at no more
i dont know where to go no more
coz im rotting in my brain
im going insane
this weight that i feel
went distant again
cant cope with this pain
what is my deal
will this feeling subside
im sick of always lying to your face
i see in your eyes in the starry skies in everyway

im floating up
can touch the sun

i dont know where my heads at no more
i dont know where to go no more

(synth/saxophone solo)

there's something wrong with my head

came a long way, thank u all for being here <3

lyrics

whats wrong baby
well you dont seem to love my lies
well i’d love to 
i'd love to just take your side

blind spot, she hit the blind spot
coulnt, couldnt dodge couldnt watch out
i been covering my room in sage
remiscing all these days

when you’d make my heart stop baby
now just heavy heart drops
its ok, its ok baby

drugs learn ya lessons
but they aren’t always tied to things that aren’t right
yeah we like to live, always friction
but im not tryna burn the forest every night

if she dont see the love, we wont be friends
baby, taking off the top like this is the end
but thats just not the point yeah thats just the thing
maybe its the sum, maybe its the sun 
maybe we just run

can you see the doves can you see them flying away
i’ve seen past this dark i’m not tryna hide away
not today, im just tryna find a way
but i hope u 
i hope u can too

i really want you but i cant say the same
i care about u but its not the fucking same
baby i know its been lonely at night
baby i know its lonely at night

thru my eyes

open up ur eyes girl
we cant stay the same our whole life
but i don't wanna lie girl
i can't always be by your side

wish upon forever 
forevers to vast
i cant look at life the same after all my past
i mean we could live forever 
but it probably won't last
use too much
use too much logic ima pass

plenty signs 
do i really need to give u a timeline
i'm heading out to sea 
coz i've been rejected and dissected 
but i don't mind, i don't mind
ima find a way

jetlag 
i got a jet lagged mind 
its just another setback 
could u just see thru my eyes 
just sometimes

thru my eyes

thru my eyes (ivn)

unlike you

lyric

players in my circle
fuck around i hurt you
i aint playing games
bitch i did that like im erkle
wide body cullinan
petal to the medal
picked you like a flower
but you fell off like a petal
playing with my feelings
start steaming like a kettle
i was rocked up
so she gave me skull candy
dont push my buttons
hoe you playing like you dee dee
i just spilled the wok
now im muddy like im carti
i can see her thong
it reminded me of carti

lights camera action
we bouta make a movie
mandatory pour up if your entering the studi
they thought we wouldnt make it
now were up well whoda thought
big fucking check look just like doodlebob
i just spilled some goop on my keyboard
amiro turned it to a church but it was once a clothing store

powderize the percocet
cause that shit had me floating more
said you love amiro
baby you dont even know the lore
big ass cheezit
taco bell
my tummy aint feeling well
amiro making magic through the dell
wearing cologne that even jeremy fragrance couldnt smell
these hoes like mitochondria inside my fucking cell
throw some coins inside my pocket
i might wish you well
this aint yeat
but imma still play the fucking bell

tris tornado

thank you for liking strangers again, here’s part 2…

thank you evergarden 


my heads a wreck i think i miss you
even after everything we went through
this takes a lot for me to say
but i wish that i stayed with you

your face is in my dreams
i need you to help me sleep
do you still remember how to fall in love with me?
i keep every photograph 
because i like looking back

though our love was a tragedy

we both had broken minds
can we leave it all behind
the time we've spent apart has consumed my mind
all the toxicity
that wasn't meant to be
what was it like to fall out of love with me 

you'd say often i think too much
overthinking, what can't be undone
do it to myself and it takes everything

i need closure
it's been in the way
guess the picture painted
doesn't always fit the frame
complicated
doesn't feel the same
and the time i wasted
won't be getting back again

would it hurt you so much just to try
fell in love with the sparkle of your eyes

guess it's time i make a change
all for nothing 
such a shame

back to strangers just like that 

we both had broken minds
can we leave it all behind
the time we've spent apart has consumed my mind
all the toxicity
that wasn't meant to be
what was it like to fall out of love with me

back to strangers (ft. evergarden) (acey)

lyrics

[maesk]
this state I'm in concerning
the story’s say i’m learning
but the double fire in my chest says otherwise while burning

hidden leaf is purging
these questions got me turning
but the truth is i can change the way u see it with my right use of my wording

love i don’t deserve it
a different shaded person
how am i supposed to think with foreign substances, i'm hurting

but this pressure, i keep working
i keep pushing for a purpose
wish someone could just understand and close the fucking curtains

[decks]

lately i don’t think i feel quite like me anymore
open up a door
close another three or four
i’ve been pushing to be better but its hard to cure
both my eyes are sore
you’re the one i can’t ignore
hard to cement my status as a graduate
i told you once i’d heard of it
i won’t be unlearning it
spar with the gray light painting you a pacifist
if its how it is
say it like you’re meaning it

if you’d embrace it like i know you could
we’d have a chance, maybe we aren’t the only ones
i need a break, love, odds are only ten to one
i know its all but done, but you’re the setting sun
if you’d embrace it like i know you could
we’d have a chance, maybe we aren’t the only ones
i need a break, love, odds are only ten to one
i know its all but done, but you’re the setting sun

[maesk]

wrapped around my wounds but i am heartless
healed in your view theres not a scar left
baby if the clouds had lightened up i would've parted
just trust you'll remain inside my heart

nothing left to lose now for me 
but dear this is the last time you see
i can't do this anymore ok
baby would you please just look away

setting sun

setting sun ft decks (jolst x pekarot)

21 | ✧𝘛𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺✧ 
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Biggest influences: Devon Gabriella, Liv Romano, The Chain Gang Of 1974, Chelsea Cutler, GRAHAM, Alice Shone, Nieve Ella, CRIM, ken xox & 44phantom

Stars w/ residential. [+ sogimura]

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