save me

BONES X XAVIER WULF - MORNING DEW

rip, thank you.

sample: xxxtentacion-teeth / teen suicide-no, the moon

visual: youtube.com/watch?v=QyOyrsscHXs

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'Bitter Blue '
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Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

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거짓말이었어요 
it was a lie 
내가 더이상 그댈 사랑아니한다며 
what I said with my head down 
고개를 떨굴 때 말이에요 
that I don't love you anymore 
그댄 울고 있었죠 
I was crying then

i'm sad

four

[Prod. Lil Biscuit]
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PalkXKSr-Dw
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lyrics;
Feed me to the wolves
Leave me on my own
Tell me that you love me even though I know you don’t ,
Another empty road,
Love is just a joke ,
Tell me that you’re coming even though you’ll never show ,

Tell me that you care even though you’re never there,
The feelings and attraction always seem to disappear , 
Everything was fake ,
Please just get the fuck away ,
Don’t think that I can do this I can’t take another day ,

Why everybody always acting like they know me,
Girl you broke my heart and left me fuckin lonely ,
I be chillin in my room I got the lights out,
Sun shinin, so I gotta close my blinds now,

Why did you do this?
Why did you leave me alone?
Chill by myself and I smoke all my dope,
So bad for me, hold it in till I choke,
Stuck in your ways and can’t seem to let go,
Can’t seem to let go,
Can’t seem to let go,
And tell me you changed,
But it’s still just the same 
and I still feel the pain ,


Feed me to the wolves
Leave me on my own
Tell me that you love me even though I know you don’t 
Another empty road,
Love is just a joke
Tell me that you’re coming even though you’ll never show 

Tell me that you care even though you’re never there,
The feelings and attraction always seem to disappear , 
Everything was fake ,
Please just get the fuck away ,
Don’t think that I can do this I can’t take another day

I give what I got ,
 But you  don’t give a fuck  ,
I’m so done with this shit ,
In my mind I just run,
And the things that you did it just turned me so numb,
I don’t feel a thing and I think that I’m done,
All the times you would tell me that I should just quit,
I would just keep it going it is what it is,
want to write music but there’s just a block,
I Feel so alone , I know you don’t give a fuck ,

You don’t give a fuck,
Please don’t say you do,
I chill by myself I might cry in the booth,
I Think of the times it was just me and you ,x2

So I guess this the end, yeah 
You were my only friend,
I don’t know how to cope,
I think I need to be alone,
Cuz you don’t think of me,
But I always think of you,
You tell me that you love me but I know it isnt true ,
Baby ima go,
Think that this is done,
Cancel every plan and I’ll just avoid the sun,
This ain’t meant to be,
Baby that is just the truth ,
You don’t feel a thing please don’t tell me that you do,

feed me to the wolves

[Prod. Lil Biscuit]
MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRWII-D0VVM
Lyrics:
& i’m gon’ ride thru this city
smoking dope cuz i got plenty 
lately spending every penny, cause i got mines
when i die are you gon’ miss me?
drinking heavy till i’m tipsy
mix it up until it hits me & i’m alright
i ain’t fucking with you lately
lately you been acting shady
i been so gone off the radar but i say i’m fine
lately i just been so clueless
swear to god i might just lose it
i know they ain’t gonna miss me when it’s my time

& all they ever see is when i’m fucked up
stuck in a pattern, keep the loud, i always need a blunt
always acting like i’m fine but i just keep a front 
i been stuck here at the bottom they all think i’m up
all these people do not know me
always try to act above me
i been chilling by my lonely
counting guap up
but it don’t mean shit
when i feel like this
lately thinking ima quit now
it’s been far too long that i’ve felt okay 
don’t think they can cope with me
it’s been far too long that i’ve felt this way
don’t think you would understand 
 ( i don’t think you could cope, lately feeling alone, please do not hit my phone, please do not hit my phone)

& i’m gon’ ride thru this city
smoking dope cuz i got plenty 
lately spending every penny, cause i got mines
when i die are you gon’ miss me?
drinking heavy till i’m tipsy
mix it up until it hits me & i’m alright
i ain’t fucking with you lately
lately you been acting shady
i been so gone off the radar but i say i’m fine
lately i just been so clueless
swear to god i might just lose it
i know they ain’t gonna miss me when it’s my time

i know they don’t really love me
i know they don’t really need me
i know they don’t really want me,
“you fucking lame” is what they told me
lost in all these words that you said to me
been thinking love ain’t for me
cause things just never last
life been moving fast
when i’m up in public always smelling like the gas
pull up with the pack
backseat in the black
all i wanted was you but you put me on blast
now i do not feel alright 
i been looking my whole life for something i won’t find, something i won’t find yeah,
(i won’t ever find it, i won’t ever find it, i won’t ever find it, yeah, i won’t ever, yeah)

& i’m gon’ ride thru this city
smoking dope cuz i got plenty 
lately spending every penny, cause i got mines
when i die are you gon’ miss me?
drinking heavy till i’m tipsy
mix it up until it hits me & i’m alright
i ain’t fucking with you lately
lately you been acting shady
i been so gone off the radar but i say i’m fine
lately i just been so clueless
swear to god i might just lose it
i know they ain’t gonna miss me when it’s my time

miss me

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @cozyboycries
Instrumental: @user-182805726
Mix&Master: @cozyboycries & @prodbybrody

Lyrics-

Intro (yung van) - 
"Hey, Evan I just want you to know you are an amazing person dude. If you are listening to this right now in the future, maybe you are at college dude, you're missing Vincent, you're missing summer, you're missing all your friend's dude.  It's gonna be okay, I know you're sad. *Coughs* I'm sick right now, but I know you're sad, but you've got some friends dude, wherever you're at, you've got friends."

yung van-

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

I was there when you needed me but when I needed you, you were not to be seen
but when you cried you were so clean
something about you was so me
I don't wanna go like this, I don't wanna go out in the snow
I just wanna come back home, but there is something up blocking the road
Take me out, then block me out like you're used to
don't talk about what we talked about like I used you

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

cøzybøy-

I always thought we would be there for each other
(for each other)
But I was wrong cause we grew apart so fast
I miss the nights we used to talk long
take long drives and sit upon the sidewalks 
smoking cigarettes breathing as the time past
drifting away, every day, we were drifting away

yung van-

I’ve been trying to find a way back inside my mind
I’ve been lost inside this desert for some time
I thought if I moved away
The rain would come another day
But just as my father would say
Some friends leave, but real friends stay

Blackwater

Vincent

Vincent Ft. cøzybøy (Prod. SaintTomorrow)

replaced

watch me sink (prod. discent)

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Enjoy this little look into my mind <3

Art by Kirbs/Emzi @zpiltmilk
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Lyrics:

im scared
(im scared)
scared to let you go
it seems
(it seems)
youre the only thing that makes me bleed  


im scared
(im scared)
scared to let you leave
you see
(you see)
what if youll be happy without me

Spotify

if youre still around then please feel this moment with me

What Is Going On  w/ DarkBlu

💙I try to be happy as I can. but I'm just a downer.💙
💙Produced By: @prod_loopy💙
💙Mastered By: @antongxldn💙

[LYRICS]
How'd I get in this mess?
I'm as worst as it gets
and I Stare at my phone 
just to wait for a text

I drink with my demons
so they can not chase me
but I know that surely will just erase me

Holding my rose
straight to my nose
and I already know 
that I'm bleeding oh no

Baby wants to tell me that I'm okay I'm fine
I know that I'm just wasting all my time

Wasting my time 
wasting my life
baby you tell me this will be fine
I know I'll die I know I'll die
You don't want to tell me but that is alright

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down

I'm falling right down oh yeah once again
I feel like I'm just losing all my friends
I don't leave my room until the days ends
When will it end oh when will it end

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down

20/20 vision, see my death
20/20 vision, see my end
oh he's blacked out once again
oh he's blacked  out once again
20/20 vision, see my death
20/20 vision, see my end
oh he's blacked out once again
oh he's blacked  out once again

💙welcome to the death of weepingwolf💙

Downer (Prod by. Loopy)

[Prod. Lil Biscuit]
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lyrics:
lost in every thought
i just cannot escape from me
lately I hate being sober
i need space so i can breathe 
say i’m fine but i know I’m not
giving what I got but it’s not enough
feel the stress when i wake up  
only good at fucking up

at fucking up, i’m a fuck up

under pressure lately i been going through it
unexpected outcomes hit me like a bullet
aye, what makes me happy? i don’t even know
stay at home because i cant relate to anyone
aye, the people ‘round me got me cautious 
i gotta make it, no other option

no other option, no other choice x4

late at night getting faded
i been contemplating
bout the things i’m facing
pain from lost relations
saying words you can’t take back
why you do this to me
when i wouldn’t do it back
getting mad i need to relax
I been working on these tracks
Make a milli for the fam
tryna be a better man
just know I been taking every chance
and all those who support me
 ima show you why i’m next, forreal though
live fast got 90 on the dash
lost love is all that I have
(yeah) 
making moves but i’m so silent,
cant have my heart, cause you’ll never find it
(yeah)
and i been speeding like a time-lapse,
labels hit me with the contracts I say fuck that 
(yeah)
feeling down i gotta bounce back 
making moves i’m steady working cause i can’t lack

all these feelings stuck inside i can’t reveal
fuck a label, i don’t even need a deal
on my own, so please don’t hit my cell
i can do this, and i’ll do it by myself 

i’ll do it by myself
i don’t need no help x2

lost in every thought
i just cannot escape from me
lately I hate being sober
i need space so i can breathe 
say i’m fine but i know I’m not
giving what I got but it’s not enough
feel the stress when i wake up  
only good at fucking up

when it rains it pours [prod. lil biscuit]

Produced by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
I don't really feel anymore yeah i cut the girl off just to settle our score
I don't really care about you because you kept pushing me under till I turned blue
Why did you expect me to stay when you pushing me away
And then you pushing on the blame yeah
I don't really care anyway now there's nothing you can say that'll settle all the pain

I don't really care if you cry, uzi said it once so Imma say it twice, I am not afraid to die
Shawty looked me in my eyes when I told her I don't want her and I closed the door outside yeah
She said I hope that you die slow, shawty she a demon in the night you see her eyes glow yeah
She still love me what do I know, ignoring all the messages she blowing up my phone yeah
Blackmail shawty, black clothes, black nails
I'm the nail in the coffin, she's the one that tipped the scales
Dark light, late nights alright
Shawty Say she wanna die but that turned out to be a lie yeah

Turned out to be a lie
Turned out to be a lie yeah
Turned out to be a lie
Wanna die but that turned out to be a lie yeah

I don't really feel anymore yeah i cut the girl off just to settle our score
I don't really care about you because you kept pushing me under till I turned blue
Why did you expect me to stay when you pushing me away
And then you pushing on the blame yeah
I don't really care anyway now there's nothing you can say that'll settle all the pain
I don't really care if you cry, uzi said it once so Imma say it twice, I am not afraid to die
Shawty looked me in my eyes when I told her I don't want her and I closed the door outside yeah

Cut Off

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Sleep Paralysis

Thinking Bout Us feat. praYeR & Edmon

💙Same shit, different day. Nothing changes.💙
💙Produced By: @yerbownik_beats💙

[LYRICS]
I tried...
explaining like why im so sad
nothing...
ever just comes out my mouth
Hold this...
My fragile heart in your hands
Wait wait oh...
Dont you break it oh damn 

no one can hear you at all 
no matter how much you scream at the wall
You yelling end me oh end me for war
Your echos silent like baby whats wrong
Tell me the wrongs, Tell me the pain
do not abuse me cus i know the ways
I've been there past again and again
You want to tell me that this is my fault
I know the rights, i know the wrongs
You want to tell me go hit out your bong
im going weird i know im weird
You aint got to tell me that shit yeah im weird
Everywhere i go im feeling the pain
You said dont say that like what do you mean

New friends never need no new ones
old friends fuck it you can do one
New bens hope up in the new ride
You tell me that you rather watch me soon die
I know new shit old lies
oh woo tripping of the shrooms right

N.D.S.S (Prod By. Yerbownik)

Produced by FRAN$E

Lyrics: 
I got voices in my head but I think that they lying
Listen too much and I'll end up crying
I can't block them out but I'm so sick of trying
Staying in my room I'm just getting used to hiding
Voices on my phone, acting like my friends, lying
Listen too much and I'll end up crying
I can't block them out but I'm so sick of trying
Staying in my room I'm just getting used to dying

I'm just getting used to dying
I'm just getting used to dying
Getting used to dying
Dying

I gave it all away for you. But you changed
Clawing at my heart. It just adds to the pain
Drown it all in liquor. Try to hide it all away
I'm tryn'a find a way out of this life I need a change
So how many nights do I have to go through this
How many fights do I lose, I can't forget
All of the time that I spent waiting for this
All of the nights that I spend feeling hopeless
And I won't let my walls back down
I just wanna get away from this town
Disappear, no one knows where, don't care
I just need a break far away from here
So I'll hop in my car and I'll drive
Hopefully I crash, maybe not I might survive
Lately I been feeling less alive
I can feel the knife in my back at night

In my back at night 
In my back at night 
In my back at night 
At night 

I got voices in my head but I think that they lying
Listen too much and I'll end up crying
I can't block them out but I'm so sick of trying
Staying in my room I'm just getting used to hiding
Voices on my phone, acting like my friends, lying
Listen too much and I'll end up crying
I can't block them out but I'm so sick of trying
Staying in my room I'm just getting used to dying

Lying

On My Mind (feat. Murda Mac Z)

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