Name: cool kid ! (single version) by noscummybizness
Duration: 3 min 42 s
Description: CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM ANTAGONIST: DECEMBER 31ST

Produced by Inno

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)
The sky keeps falling
And i keep crawling back to you
(I keep losing every second i’m with you
I had to keep myself in check i don’t miss you)


And there’s nothing left for me i’m losing focus
Wish you told me on that night that you were joking
I’ve been scavenging around like where the hope is
It’s all a cycle feel the heat it’s all approaching
I tried to find a window out but they’re all so thin
I watch it crumble in my hands just for a moment
I watch it crumble in my hands and it’s all over
I think I lost my mind again where’s my components 

I wish you would get it
Where i’m coming from
How i’m reaching out
How i’m stretching thin
I know you’re not on my side
But i still don’t know who is 
All i can do is
Hope for the better

Caught inside the cycle
I’m failing with my vitals
As my hands get colder
There’s too much weight on my shoulders

I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own
I can’t do this alone
Run away from home
I don’t know who I am
I just know I’m alone
22nd floor
I’m searching the unknown
The city’s overgrown
No place to call my own

And i'm still holding on
Don't want you to depart
I’ve been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you’ve been
I just wanna restart
Just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me you know that i can’t atone for my sins
Just don’t leave me in the darkness
I can’t
Breathe
Without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky
Keeps on falling
Up

halcyon

Produced by Cutspace & Whatever51

Still don’t know my place
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know what to say
Been repeating lines
Every single day
I just hate my mind
I just hate this place
Run around in circles tryna find my way
I just know it’s pointless you think it’s okay
I hate trying I keep giving up
I can’t get enough
I think that i’m stuck
(that i’m stuck here)
(that i’m stuck here)
(that i’m stuck here)
(that i’m stuck here)

You swear that they love me i know they think i ain’t shit
Can’t deal with the fake love just tell me what it is oh
It ain’t hard to say sum tell me that i’m nothing
Swear that i just had it in the bag but i was bluffing
Tell me what to do
I think i’m too stressed
I keep hating everyone cause i can’t do my best
I keep getting caught up in my words cause i’m not like the rest
Get this off my chest
Bitch i hate me 
I hate everything that just surrounds me
I’m faking
I put on every smile i’m still doubting
I’m missing
All the ones i lost i still can’t cope right
Lying 
Say i don’t want no help it’s just a joke right

It’s just a joke to me
Like what’s this s’posed to be
Catch up quick listen closely
Couldn’t see you through my oakleys
Been in the city got no sleep
I don’t like this life but it chose me
Haven’t ate in two days I feel ghostly
Tryna fake on my ass we ain’t homies 
If you say that you love me just show me
I’ve been showin mad love to like everybody i don’t think that there’s no one below me
Say you do i don’t think that you know me
Hope my 6 feet real cozy
If i died i wouldn’t be opposed to it
I won’t do it myself hope it chose me

Get so high i just dance with the moon
Bitch i hate they guts yeah i hate they moves
If i disappeared tell me what would you do
(tell me what would you do)

cool kid ! (single version)

noscummybizness

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