i don't wanna act like i care about your boy
i don't wanna hear about him, fills my head with noise
i've loved you for years but you say it's platonic
i feel something building, it might be atomic
watched you fall for my friends and acted cool
i hate myself for acting such a fool
but you know
i value you so 
i'll never let you know
whats going on below

i'll stay your friend
until this bullshit ends
until you find another guy
to make you fuckin cry 
and i'm forgotten
until you need to use me again
use me again

look i don't wanna seem like i don't care
but you can't tell me when i'm around, you don't notice my stare
i'm pretty sure i've made my feelings obvious
but you still don't seem to realise
haven't the foggiest
now i never know what to say
cause every time you touch me i gotta turn away
cause i'm terrified
to look into those eyes
so i leave and think of what i should've said, instead i'll think of you until i go to bed, we'll text for hours on end and before bed you say you've got a new
boyfriend
why do i pretend
i need to make amends
i just want this to end

i'll stay your friend
until this bullshit ends
until you find another guy
to make you fuckin cry 
and i'm forgotten

i'll stay your friend
until this bullshit ends
until you find another guy
to make you fuckin cry 
and i'm forgotten
until you need to use me a-

use me again (prod. thelastkaiba)

i move divinity, my only way
pray that i make it to some better days
they want to love me so what can i say
can't believe life made me built for a stage 
ain't been the first time, it won't be the last
don't like her shoes so i think i might pass
baby you know that i'm getting the cash
yeah they all want to see me but i gotta dash
can't take it easy, the last time i almost died
it's been with me since i was five
can't wait to hear my lyrics live
got me buzzin like a hive
and i know i'm gonna make it
i'm right here, my heart been naked
i just gotta take it
i can't forsake it
you know i can't fake it

i wanna be around forever
or for as long as we can be together
take me through this weather
i just got a couple dirty sweaters
i wanna be around forever
or for as long as we can be together
as long as we can be together

she don't like who i'm becoming
but we ended the discussion
baby, you been buggin
i'm not one for rushin
all i know is when you had me touchin
that's the purest form of lovin
know that i ain't been above it
i just wanna stay buzzin
i just gotta be the first
and everybody got a curse
but you know i don't reverse
yeah i took the first step
when i spit my first verse
now the shit i spit is biblical
reaching the pinnacle
not a man, a miracle
they ain't sleeping on me,
they just haven't heard the lyrical
see him moving with the prowess
it's been spiritual

i wanna be around forever
or for as long as we can be together
take me through this weather
i just got a couple dirty sweaters
i wanna be around forever
or for as long as we can be together
as long as we can be together

open up (bedroom).wav

i just want to be happy doing the same thing for the rest of my life

cyathea