sh1tty beat tapeeeee

angel in the sky
demon in disguise
livin how i want
free of all your lies

8888EACH flip)))

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if u want tracklists lmk im just lazy

bad mix 222

gay jazz fest 6

tracklist:
The Dave Brubeck Quartet - Someday My Prince Will Come
Black Kray - Alicia Key$/80 Dime Bag$ Remix (ft. Chris Travis & Xavier Wulf)
☾lvgv☾(@lvgv133) - Allaround(prod.rumane)
LazyGod - WHAT I DID TODAY(ROLLING) [PROD MASO]
yung bruh - lurk n twurk (emoceans remix)
yung øz - Why my bitch /2k17\ {LilØzDaGøth}
Graveyard Productions - Lay It Down

g3y j3zz dj m3x

vocal demo

back when all we did was dance and play video games
tracklist: google the lyrics im lazy

im sorry i h4vent posted anything in a year mix

ｓｃｒｅｅｎｐｌａｙ

god, i love it when it rains outside i see 
every little detail falling through the sky how's
water so fluid yet falling in a straight line? sounds so
clear and distorted at the same time. sending
all of my emotions through an overdrive 
while screaming to the tenth sublevel of suicide 
i realize that no matter how hard i try i'll
never get along with someone else and here's why: 
cause i'm a little avi shy don't
photograph me i wanna keep this inside i'm
scared. if another person were to see me, they'd
scream and run away and call the cops cause i'm creepy. my
hair's all gross and my face is all bloody and you'd
probably get sick if you ever were to touch me. i
wear the wrong clothes and i talk really funny any-
ways on good days my nose isn't runny. 
i'm tempered as glass but still fucking see through
maybe i feel different now maybe i can hate you
satan take me away from the hurt and despair keepin
it vertical elevate to something that compares who 
cares? somehow i'm both a faggot and a bitch, every-
body in the world thinks i do not deserve to live. i'll
indulge in every single thing you labeled as a sin i've be-
come the very thing you never wanted to exist.
so i'm a little avi shy, don't 
pass me the mic i don't know if this will fly i'm
scared. if another person were to hear me, they'd
scream and run away and call the cops cause i'm creepy. my
hair's all gross and my face is all bloody and you'd
probably get sick if you ever were to touch me. i
wear the wrong clothes and i talk really funny any-
ways on good days my nose isn't runny. 
so i'll go out and hang around the trees.
the grass doesn't mind if i recline inside a creek. i
stare across the forest looking deep into the sea, fall a-
sleep, the only rest i ever get is within my dreams.

now 
go make more shit like this, please!

ａｖｉ ｓｈｙ

ｇｏｏｄ ｅｎｄ

it was late one night, i was maybe 14, still
feel the same way, always dreamin big dreams, always
thinkin big things, taking to the extremes, never-
mind that i might fall apart at the seams, i was cru-
sin the net, couldn't ever be me, i kinda
grew up there, i know it sounds hard to believe, then the
clock said twelve then the clock said three i didn't
mind though, i didn't really wanna get sleep, i wanna
feel like a corpse when i wake up cause my
heart so sick that i don't want love i don't de-
serve to feel right, i wanna stay fucked up but i don't
hit no shit, god i'm fuckin scared of the drugs when i
felt like this i didnt know any better i didn't
call for help till it was bout to get redder but there's
something i found that made me reconsider a sa-
cred place made of old rhymes and glitter restoring my heart
i couldn't believe how much i would cry i could feel
so safe and sound behind the lids of my eyes i had e-
nough to do, using my vestigial sight don't fear
the bite used to sustain my life

(uh, sustain my life, stain my life)

i'm a vampire now, could get used to this, and it
doesn't matter how i need to scratch that itch when my
skin gets hot and my head starts to spin the rest of
me gets lost and i need to make blood drip. i can
slice a fine line with my teeth and tongue so pre-
cise i can, mentally, touch the horizon fly a-
way comfortably nobody else is invited i found a
safe space, come with me, let me show you what your mind is
capable of and inescapable love the whole time,
and you never ever need to keep quiet.
reach for the starts, gap don't mind it,
please say what's in your heart don't stay silent.

(say what's in your heart)

ｄｏｕｂｌｅ ｆｅａｔｕｒｅ

fall:
i awaken from the shakin of the cellphone
just like this i can never spend a day alone
and its by my side, every day, all the time
up in the air too, even when i fly
friends in my pocket, its like a heart locket,
when i go to war, i keep that heart talkin,
and everybody got it, even if i'm poor,
they got one for a hundred, back of the store
damn, you could say i'm like a robot, like the
new ipod just touch me to turn it on
im lovin them jerkin songs i be geeked up with it
nerds play me like hasbro now twist it uh 
fuckin with that old school trash
technology like that it remind me of the past
before your iphone cost... oh let me see that!

jimmy:
they're inside your phone, they're inside your phone,
they're up inside your phone...
they're inside your phone, they're inside your phone,
they're up inside your phone...

fall:
we always wish it was two decades ago, why?
i'm just sayin that was a second before the massive 
tech companies took over the show, force 
feeding their own cognitive bloat down your throat
they got everything you wanted sitting right inside your pocket
and let me tell ya one thing before i go
you aint decide what you like no more
and the government knows, they keep it like that inside your phone


jimmy:
they're inside your phone, they're inside your phone,
they're up inside your phone...
they're inside your phone, they're inside your phone,
they're up inside your phone...

fall:
and the government want none of this,
they said its covered up, but ima cover it
and they comin from my bootup to my shut down
they eyes on my back everywhere i look around
i got the sound make ya cry like a heart attack
and ya screaming for the feeling when your screens black
it seems that no matter what you choosin, you
stuck right here always chokin down the blue thing,
amusing, it doesnt quite matter what you doing, uh
i see the advertising, before i get to shooting,
put the glasses on yourself, aint they kinda spooky?
but keep the party shinin bright when its kinda gloomy
dont pass up on the mission, i don't wanna do it
but i need to explain why the hell im losing
remember, that tag ain't the price you pay
man fuck! i aint even got shit to say...

jimmy: 
yeah
fall:
(keep it like that inside yo phone)
jimmy:
ah ah ah ah aaaaaaaah
fall:
(just like that up inside yo phone)
(conspiracy theory man)
(on that mind control shit)

ｆａｌｌ．ｍｐ３．ｅｘｅ (ft. jimmy)

in my cave i always stay im elevated
and when the humans come close they always run away but
grab my paw i don't bite! come on, you wanna shake it
like your tail to the speaker keepin the entertainment
underground where i stay no need for elevation
i hide away from the hate, fuck all that fake shit
cuz i dont need to tell you what the fuck im makin
and i dont need to tell you what the fuck my name is
you can hear it in my voice i'm not the same o-
k im a little bit late to the party still smooth like the feeling of the blade on a knife tho
but all i keep is a pen i can write i dont need another man-agement in my life tho
its just me cause im putting in the time like (inhale) till i sleep after work every night
but you aint in the game till you make a thousand songs and you only drop one cause its the first that you liked
actually, maybe i need to rewrite...
that birth of rap shit that make you hit rewind
on the beat like a plane when it's in flight
i'll dickride till im based on the inside
write one bar first once then twice then
nevermind im usin too many hyphens
a months time when i find the right fit
till i spit like im teachin you english
vocab like i majored in language
meanwhile you fools can stay languished
im on that high art trap i let the uzi spit
i sound like this when i been chronically lugubrious
you said whats that mean? please, fucking google o-
k yeah im guilty of gettin sick of the chorus
i dont even need to say shit twice cause it's important
i keep the bitches listenin im not even gettin borin and the
beats too rare so i know you cant ignore it... i'm
spinnin on another fuckin level... the game fucked
up cause they chokin on the metal, the man made
machine made the man get settled but i can't sit
down these wings float like rose petals goth tear
drops stayin transcendental, uh, and you know i
keep it trippy like the
kid from undertale, make that
odd time work cuz im not... racin no snails flyin
up straight shinin from the bottom of the barrel
but careful it dont hurt when i land down
softly and sorry not sorry, came off a little
bossy but i didn't have my coffee, im here for the
light, not to keep the rest up off me, believe me i could
do it if i wanted to be poppy god, let me tell ya,
theres no boundaries any more! please
play me something new, please it's twenty twenty four... not
trying to complain, just hear me when i say it makes me
wanna spill my mothafuckin brains onto the floor!
i hate being this bore! but im sayin so much more! from the tops of the mountains to the edges of the shore,
wares keep on countin, but they always get ignored, makes ya wonder why i went 3 4 4 4... need that motherfuckin gore gore gore
shouts out telepath man, love that

無限  ＴＥＡＲＤＲＯＰＳ 涙の海で

i got another story
it was hundreds tall but still was lookin boring
needed a place to hide and cuz the sky was storming
so i picked on a buildin that didnt look important
and abandoned i slept, had knocked the power out
at the bottom of concrete, where i was around
then a screen lit up, somethin was here now
before i knew, it blew, and sprayed the glass about
damn i heard the door lock, and now im freakin out
i was certainly trapped inside this haunted house
maybe its alright, just a poltergeist
but i look up and see a white nightgown
the glass flew, shot shrapnel up, onto my chest
placed a long, and shallow cut, across my breast
my paw grabs, then pulls away, its painted red
the thought pops into my head that this the end
my own blood, starts dripping down, between my legs
the rain pours like open sores outside my head
i'm losin blood, i drink it up, recycle it
i thank hell for my weird guts or i might be dead
as the clock ticks slow and my heart beat knows
i stand straight up cold, i see a real-life ghost
its movin closer and the last i am is hopeful then my eyes catch a glint of something sparkle even glow
no, no i'm not scared anymore
no, no i'm not scared anymore
no, no i'm not scared anymore
no, no, no, no...
no, no i'm not scared anymore, i see my sharp claws in the blood on the floor,
and now i know im trippin and my blood be stayin drippin cause im missing on my chance to get even on the score
so i line one up i get the right fluid
the motion cathartic like i was meant to do it
all i need is a punch then it goes down wounded
then i look and see my paw went right through it
damn my rage, theres nothin left, now i had blew it
it moves toward, and cuts a slice, it knows im stupid
had to tear up my wings, no it just had to do it
the insult to my form had my pride ruined
something changed i think i hear the wind outside
at least i see, it didnt take, my vital signs
i got about, another hour, left alive
if i dont, go mend myself, i'll surely die
i could go, upto the top, but not much time
on the breeze, i might just have somethin to try, but
its movin close and the last i do is hope then my mind caught a glimpse of what i had needed to know
no, no i'm not scary anymore
no, no i'm not scary anymore
no, no i'm not scary anymore
no... no no no
no, no i'm not scary anymore
i see my only form in the blood on the floor, and
now i know i'm tripping and my blood be stayin dripping cause i'm missing on my chance to run out that fuckin door 
so at least i see it clearly in my last moments, so here's hopin, this gore is more than just my last showin
when they try to find the crime scenes dreary motive, my supernatural 'gainst ulterior emotion
inferior i fearly run up all the stairs broken, i know its chasing but i make it to the top awoken,
i jump off, i fall, scared that my flight was stolen, to my relief i feel my torn leather's still goin 
uh, bitch i'm still goin
dont care to wait another moment
and bitch im still goin
i did it i thought, at last the fear had broken
see im still goin
i cant believe i forgot, i should always know it
i see the building shrink, felt the air open
no more ghosts on my tail finally i'm hoping
and i fly, still terrified, 
violated, maligned, but unidentified
my life force out, its falling through the sky,
and it clots in the air as it slowly dries
i always bring cloth in case im bleeding blind,
i wrap my wounds fast, i keep my guts inside,
so today aint the day that i had to die
my mind had gifted me visions of how to live my life
i touch down to the the ground off, my windy flight
and i slept, so good until, the next night...

nota4ry‮

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