(wraith)
You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

I’m just tryna keep my head above the fucking water
I’m fodder, sorry father, another goner, a bother

Everything I speak about
you swear is in my head
Rewrite everything I said
Just to spin it into weapons
I’m feeling reckless
All on the offense
None to the caution
Hell with defenses

You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

(grace horn)
you didnt want me at my worst
so you dont deserve me at my best
or even when im mediocre
i dont wanna spend another day sober
but
drinking the pain away never did work
for me so im puffing between every breath
maybe its me cuz im fucked in the head
but maybe its you cuz im trying my best

gettin better
spent years in this weathered
old shell of a body
im torn and im tethered to earth

bury me 6 feet beneath all the dirt
frequent assumptions that stick to the worst

if i had the chance to run it back then i would take the lead and run it differently
and ive been slowly goin goin thru the motions no emotions stick it to the mission please
im too lethal toxic can u step away do not approach come back whenever tensions eased
you could get a wrench socket power drill and still cant find a single point in fixin me uhohh

i tried to talk to you
but confrontation never works
i guess ill eat my words
before you eat me first

still waters of
corahbeiy have caused the dearth
the plague wiped out our fertile
ground and killed the birth

tethered w/ grace horn (dash)

caregiver.wav

lyrics ⬇️ 


i like your lips my love but you dont talk
wont work at all i know im far from you
but please dont insult me
id rather you ghost me as you do
and its a shame that i cant trust a single thing you say

a dusty brain i can’t explain all of the stuff that i went thru
dropped from a crane
cant word this pain but i promise you its nothin new 
want me to blink
wake up to drink
i slowly sink i see its true
no saving grace thats all i’ll say
i cant escape when you dont prove
I know ill lose
theres no excuse 
cuz i cant shake this grave today

say it to my face
or ill be in your way for awhile girl
you dont want that for sure
yea you dont text back for hours at a time
lowkey it massacres my heart when you say that but never why

never wanna know how i feel i keep it in the back of my mind
runnin out cuz i know know that you think i wouldn’t see
but you don’t got a clue cuz you dont know me
Know i wish you could
i had all the time in the world

Dont cover your eyes
i wanna see them in the light
just once jus once
just one “more” time
i never expected you to feel like i was always what you want
know i never was know i never was
well i wish that you could see what i saw

as you do (everest)

let u go w/ yungcray (sorrowbringer x luffy)

lyrics

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel none now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that tshirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

i been drinking
swear to God that i been drinking
can’t fight this feeling
wanna push my face through the drywall
baby blow my head off
shit look like a firework when you paint the wall
got different colors in this blunt shit look like paintball
the way she grab my tower she look like king kong
imma throw up the next morning i feel like godzilla
don’t fuck with me cuz i got killers
and you too soft like chinchilla
and you think you real but im way realer
i’m leaning like i’m skrilla every time that

imma spike what i’m drinking
i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

girl you know id be lying if i said i ain’t excited when i call you
but baby what you calling for?
i’m still mad but that don’t mean i ain’t falling for you
girl you way too much
but you mean the world to me
and if i break this off come send the calvary
bet they don’t do much to me, got this big knife inside of my jeans
i’m smoking on autumn leaves
this keef treat me like creatine
be careful with my heart it’s leased
at the end of the day at least imma spike what i’m drinking

i don’t feel nothing now im high and im lifted
past the ceiling going to the moon
spike what im drinking
i dont feel no way about it, do it
bitch i hate my life too you need a different excuse
i don’t wanna be the one to leave the ends loose
i just copped that t shirt cuz it went well with the shoes
now i got loose threads
now baby im not sure where the mask starts and the truth ends

beer before liquor (p. under the maple tree)

T.P.N.E

you ft Wraith

key chain w/ brecken [under the maple tree]

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Lyrics:

(Swamp)
As my sight goes back and the day finally meets its end 
All my thoughts release and blow away here in the evening wind 
Are you proud of what I’ve done 
Or are you mad at me 
Well at any rate please forgive me for this tragedy
The thought of you is like the last think I remember 
I could see my breath there in that cold I’m thinking December 
That day I signed my fate and swore it’d all get better 
And some how I just fucking return back by the teather 
Defeated and ready to give up again 
I’m a fragment of memories better off dead
Ill resurface shortly to warn of the threat 
That drains all your energy but swears she’s a friend 
As my hand breaks through 6 feet of dirt 
I remember why I left cause this place it had me feeling burnt 
Always questioning my worth 
And telling me it could be worse 
How the fuck could it be worse 
You’re the only one that’s laughing 
I’m the only one that’s hurt 
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory 

(Hero)
don't leave
i've still got more to say
if my home is not with you where the fuck else should i stay
yuh yuh
used to give me time of day
now the clouds a different range
and they vaguely form your face
yuh yuh
applying force unto the galaxy
it kinda feels as i was meant to be
i don't think that my voice matters more than any other
but i think i'll say the things a lot who struggle maybe couldn't
no don't get to close to me
might pass on sorrow and my suicidal tendencies
i'm too damaged i ain't take the path right next to me
i guess it's wrong i hope that you can kinda bear with me
give me all your energy
you weren't just a friend to me
rotting slowly i just need a drink to make the night
hold me close i was never fuckin tryna fight
thru your next relationship i hope you're keeping me in mind

(Swamp)
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory

House of Misery w/ hero p. Swamp x Michael Harrison

Hopeless(feat.YBL J2

I Don’t Sign, I Choose

rock bottom

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