I miss you i womder why she dosnt upload anymore

hold on we're going home

Original https://soundcloud.com/nova-j-49914957/chemicals 
Music and Lyrics by @nova-j-49914957
Additional sadness and lack of drums by me.
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Lyrics:

Sitting in a circle on a basement floor
Sharing bottles, chasing something we can’t name anymore
The lawyer’s still in his tie, but he’s losing his home
Dealer’s got the power now, and he won’t let it go

He looks so calm with the smoke around his head
Like he found peace, but I know his dreams are dead

And he keeps talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re saving him
But I can see the writing on the wall
It’s critical, it’s pitiful
The way we fall for chemicals

I took a ride on a ship too far from land
Bought my comfort in a hallway with a shaky hand
Flashing lights and bodies pressing, but I felt the sea
Rising in my bloodstream, dragging under me

I woke up in a cabin, faces I don’t know
The story never changes, just the cast in the show

And I keep talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re healing me
But it’s a carousel I can’t get off
It’s cynical, it’s biblical
The way I pray to chemicals

I watched a friend turn blue on a hotel floor
Two strangers stepped around and out the door
I swore I’d never be the one to meet that fate
But here I am, still bargaining with chemicals again

And we keep talking ‘bout the chemicals
Like they’re medicine, like they’re heaven-sent
But the spiral always feels unstoppable
It’s beautiful, it’s terrible
The way we worship chemicals
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Original: https://soundcloud.com/nova-j-49914957/chemicals

Chemicals (Cover) by Nova J

dapurr - Cara (Day Version)

Note From Dib

Me and Cae have have gone through so many mentally painful emotions to get this song to where it is now. it is one of the most dearest things i have ever made in my life and will probably always be. This song personally started as an outcry during my darkest times a couple of months ago due to my dwindling mental and physical health.

We both approached each other recently and we had shown each others unfinished works. Both of us had found out that we had hard times in the past which had shaped us into having the same mental health problems now.

This was also by far the most unfinished track i had but we both had fell in love of the idea of an active collaboration where we both emotionally and musically shaped the outcome.

As our friendship grew, the track had soon evolved from a dark undertone to a more cheerful one over the span of a week. Im glad we both stuck through to the very end and i adore her for having the courage to display her emotions during the hardest of her times.

Thanks Cae
Well meet someday <3

LYRICS
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Why did it sound so familiar when you said my name?
From the crystal lattice that makes up the nerves of your brain,
And the hurricanes that you pulse through your veins, 
I know every current, every wave -- please stay..
Please stay..

Why is it that from worlds away, I feel your hands against my face?
Why is it that when morning comes, it makes this feeling fade away..?

How did I have no idea, that I needed you?
My world ended once but began again, born from just us two.
Though it’s suffocating me everyday, though I know you’re so far,
you told me, “Dear, be brave. 
Always.”


♡ADIB
♡https://soundcloud.com/adibsin
♡https://twitter.com/adibsin
♡https://www.facebook.com/notdib

♡CAE
♡ https://soundcloud.com/meowcaroni
♡ https://twitter.com/meowcaroni
♡ https://www.facebook.com/ohcae
♡ https://www.instagram.com/meowcaroni

STREAM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQPUF4Wh3_w&feature=youtu.be

DOWNLOAD♡

From Here (Ft Cae)

sample source - chet baker - i fall in love too easily

i fall in love too easily

joji - will he (flip)

Find You

Watch Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6eY5o8AVF8
Stream Here: http://smarturl.it/LullabyUMIXYEEK

Lullaby ft Yeek

written, performed, produced by HOLOA. 2/14/19

drowned in sweet daydreams
the only thing that stays clear is u, only u
descended from fortunetellers
'cause the last thing that i remember
a promise to last together
if not for long then for forever

three star hotel remember
ur hands i could not turn away
ur smile is just like the sunlight
i beg u to stay

every day
im writing a letter to you
let me trace the words on ur body
then write me a love letter too

road trip alone together
when it rains we can sleep whenever
warm and hazy with the lights off
ur arms around me is just enough

hold on we're going home

i'll be back

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