Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

numb4 w skele (splashgvng)

mindless little conversations
i can see you hiding what youre thinking about 
im sick of you staring at me
like youre tryna figure something out 
i fucking hate grocery shopping
sometimes i cant tell if they wanna kill or fuck me
i left my keys at your apartment
and i think i forgot to pay for the parking
i feel so much its impossible
cant describe without sounding obnoxious 

but the world looks different from outside of the love
outside its rough
all scars and flaws
my heart shaped glasses they distract enough 
i saw the glow the light shines in dark 

they said someones gonna rip ur heart out if ur not careful
either if its someone else or it just gets dull
never cared that much about all of that pessimism
rather get the flood now then see how long the dam holds
lets go make ourselves whole
see how long we can hold
lets make something special 
keep it just for us two
i hate people so much
but i fuckin love u
because i just do

porcelain mask

#sad #pop #chill #guitar #singing #rap #newmusic

Figured it out (feat. Brecken & Lxst Boy) (Prod. Venus)

my bad
did i meet you at the wrong time?
all along i’ve just been waitin’ on a punch line
i can’t hear another sad song
they ain’t got nothin’ on my my life
is there a chance you’d take it back?
they said it’s ‘my loss’
but i lost too much the last time 
these sad songs 
ain’t got nothin’ on my - hold up 
and you weren’t wrong 
i don’t wanna meet the last guy no
after all i was hopin’ this one would last 

i’ve stayin’ on your front porch
sleepin’ at your front door
baby i’ve been knockin’ 
come let me in
i’ve been hangin’ on a punch line
actin’ like it’s all fine 
i can see the coastline 
just pull me in 

i’m just waitin’ for something you can be mad about
mad about (that you can be mad about)
but i think this is the last time
this was a wake up call
this was a wake up call
you know i’m waitin’ on the - 

all along i’ve just been waitin’ on a punch line damn
my bad did i meet you at the wrong time
i can’t hear another sad song
they ain’t got nothin’ on my my life 
is there a chance you’d take it back?
they said it’s ‘my loss’
but i lost too much the last time
these sad songs ain’t got nothin’ on - hold up 
and you weren’t wrong
i don’t wanna meet the last guy
after all i was hopin’ this one would last

punch line w/ brandobeats

music video:
https://youtu.be/wNlAW89K9wE?si=4jVnCgBahUS1mfv8

produced by skinny atlas in 2013
i made this in 2024
.. today i write this its 2025

a social network (prod. skinny atlas)

produced by skinny atlas

lately i’m not feeling well my lungs about to burst 

something in the water but it’s cool i’ll try it first 

there’s so much that we can see only in so many days 

unless of course my name gets put next your grave then 

you’ll spend the time with me, glide the afterlife with me 

laughing at old hippies finding out who wrote history 

i hear the silence there’s angels out there crying 

they told me i’d never be alone 

yet you ain’t never tried and say you haves a lie 

the picture is clear left some paint on the walls 

i’m so mixed up in so though my tears are running dry 

too clumsy with fixing it all 

cause it go up down give me a few i got a whole lot darn damn living to do 

it seems i like learning life the hard way

make one false move and im under attack 

met a cute nice girl she was wearing a mask 

lost all my friends trynna keep under wraps 

you see why don’t really care bout reality 


there’s something wrong with me i think that their all iffy 

are they just all busy or just they don’t rock with me 

i hear the silence was born i came out crying 

they told me i’d never be alone

yet you ain’t never tried and say you haves a lie 

the picture is clear left some paint on the walls 

i’m so mixed up in so though my tears are running dry 

too clumsy with fixing it all 


so when you see me don’t greet me 

let’s let each other roll 

something we can’t control 

i can make a toothpick from this bone 

i don’t got the blueprints

i be in the lab with a drum kit 

straight from dexter’s home 

and ima talk shit not relax 

cuz the last i checked this check from this microphone
so it goes 

come spend the time with me glide the afterlife with me 

my voice alive let it play through out the whole century 

i hear the silence there’s angels out there crying 

i told them they’d never be alone yet 

WE DONT ALWAYS TRY AND TO SAY WE DOES A LIE  

THE PICTURE IS CLEAR LEFT SOME PAINT ON THE WALLS 

IF YOUR MIXED UP INSIDE KNOW THAT TEARS EVENTUALLY DRY 

THERES NO POINT IN FIXING IT ALL ❤️

so it goes…

Hey Daisy (alt version) ft. DeFraim (prod. dasy)

note2self

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