lyrics:

im becoming consistently worse everyday
and i am turning into someone i really hate
and time just ticks on the final day will never come
i can’t give up so i am forced to keep on
all ive wanted is suddenly so grey and dull
aspirations have turned into a muddy blob
nothing spikes me and nothing ever really stays
only person i trusted to suddenly went away

sleeping till the day is new 
sleeping till i feel confused  
doing all the things i shouldn’t 
picking fights and acting stupid 
no one really sees me do they?
if they did why are they here then?
all i do is make them sad
all i do is always bad


how i wish i never mattered to anyone
dissapointing is worse when its someone you love
and thats what i do, consistently ill let you down
i promise you, its better if you get out now
all I’ve wanted is suddenly so out of reach
how i miss it, the hopeful naitivity 
back when i dreamed, so convinced it’d work out soon
only 15, now im 23 in june

sleeping till the time is stuck
sleeping till i can’t wake up
doing everything to get by
is that why im still alive now?
why have i not cracked the code yet?
am i looking in the wrong place?
all i do is push my luck
all i do is always wrong

Always Wrong

I'm So Lonesome I Could Die

Written in a bathtub in Coney Island. Recorded on apple headphones in Irvington, NY. Just me, a mic, drums and some bass.

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This is a ballad about two lonely people. One content in her solitude; the other in search of genuine human connection, never having felt fully understood.

I wrote this song a few years ago, no idea that I would soon stumble upon people who were willing to make my dreams come true.

A special thanks to Parham GG for the beautiful Cello work, and Krassy Halatchev (Icicle) for mixing and mastering.

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