forever, i love you.

prod neverforever

all in my head
i know its all in my head
i see faces in the rain i know its all in my head
i cant sit on the couch, its stained blood red
no matter what happens i know ill end up dead

take a breath and walk away
you can feel my heart, but you cant feel my pain

all in my head

leave it be

could i be anything?

fade to black.

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lyrics:

she can tell lies like i never fuckin know
gun up to my head when its time to fuckin go
ive been goin crazy idk which way to go
falling from the top im doing more than breaking bones

i feel so far away
ill end my life today

cant even look in the mirror anymore without wanting to throw up
is this the last time?
i dont wanna grow up
why the fuck everyone say they proud of me like im supposed to just know it
n i know you dont like hearing shit like this baby at least i can own it

i dont wanna feel like this anymore

idontwannafeellikethisanymore

oh what a beautiful night it is
the wind is howling at my skin
inching me closer to my window
and im not scared at all

unexpected angel
worthless at my core
found my home inside of you
and now im all alone

close your eyes and get some sleep
thats what you always said to me
but now youre the one with the tired eyes
we always scream, we always fight
i know its cus your sad inside
and i am the one whos to blame

mother you gave up everything for me
a scar of your womb
im watching you disintegrate 
father
i am not the man that you want me to be

an angel boy ripped off his wings
so he could sing his sorrows
in the throes of autumns blight
lived in fear no more

worlds apart, across the sky
the light within you starts to shine
you smile like you did in your mothers arms
we make mistakes, its part of life
dont let it rip you up inside
one day it will all make sense.

angel boy :/

as happy as can be but im lying (ur not real at all)
im having dreams inside my head n im flying
its not real at all

ur not real at all

(why have the seasons not changed?)
(i feel my soul collapse unchained)

i feel wide awake
though i cannot feel myself

(collapse as one, i'll love u until the end)

i can feel myself slipping away
though i will not fight it anymore

i hope one day i'll wake up from all of this

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when i found you
you were happy
you were laughing
you were trustworthy

when i leave you
you get taller
you act tougher
you grow up again

now theyre saying that they got you wrong
and theyre good for you
and theyll make you strong
but they wont

theres a part of me youve never known
its got bright red eyes
and ill show you why
some day
ill show you why

youre my favorite one
youre my favorite one
when the lights come on
youre my only one

youre my lucky charm
youre a secret song
when the ride homes gone

youre my little star

when the ride homes gone

in vain demo

produced by me

you can be yourself
i gave up long ago 
leave me on the shelf
i lost myself years ago

im asking for too much
but you already know

she says that people always change
that i’ll never understand
and when it starts to rain
she said that she would hold my hand

im caving in again
i think she’s always known

you know that i don’t mind at all
with the thought of reaching out
or even just a call
i just want a way right out

the scars along my skin
they reminded me of home
it’s happening again
i know that she will never know

i know that she will never know

worm,

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