all things considered, not wanting so strongly to kill myself every time i become aware that im conscious so substantially benefits my creative energy that, in this moment, i can confidently proclaim that i am and am going to be okay; the first time ive been able to do so in months lmao (cringe)

im still alive (somehow)

with a veneer of cerebrospinal fluid and a garnish of skull fragments

less boring music coming soon. itll still be utterly joyless, however, sorry

brain painted wall

demo 1/5

https://open.spotify.com/album/6vrq82H0Q0PmObImRVUtps

...you made me happy

...and without you, existence is hollow

...i am dispensable

...but you cannot be saved

...we are infeasible

i fear ill never feel whole

no room for reconciliation

you are my inspiration

i get goosebumps thinking of all the ways you would be better off without me

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