I promise that I care much more than I show....

Your music gives my emotions the words i could never speak. You saved me when i was in highscool

Hi its Eden i been drinking my tea and focuing in my family.

I love tht ppl r still commenting on this. keep it alive for as long as possible<3

my favorite version of this song, it's so beautiful

yeah

// æstral //

Third & the last single from the EP. 
Enjoy,

Affection

affection

I Can’t Help It (Remix)

weight of the wind (prod. oilcolor)

[alternative download:

https://www.mediafire.com/?4l58k7caxnbd6dw ] 

PRODUCED BY: @eddiesmashedpotatoes
MIXING BY: @fructuosothe4th

WWW.THEBEAMON.COM
www.twitter.com/thebeamon
www.twitter.com/drvindaloop 

lyrics:


(beamon first verse) 
claim she got some love
but i never seen her show it 
i'm standing in my coffin 
coughing smoke out 
while it's snowing 
you went to school with me 
you probably see me as a ghost now 
see me dying in the river 
beamon's spirit floats down 
pistols made of water 
i don't need no money on me 
winnie pooh got honey on me 
cold winter sun is on me 
my own music i'm enjoying 
wind howling like a wolf 
got purple diamonds by my foot 
got bodies lying in the woods 
all these lies got em shaky 
they keep lying to the world 
drag em to the cemetery 
and nah
i ain't gone come back 

come back 

(beamon hook) 
oh look at my ghost 
oh where the fuck did you go 
oh i been turning to a ghost 
oh where the fuck did you go 

(beamon bridge) 
dying in my slumber 
dreams of her make me go crazy lately 
watch me to turn to water
need attention from a angel lately 

(beamon new first set of vocals)
young beamon dying with the birds up in the forest lately 
too much talking walk in with the water drink the rain falling 
beamon got no friends bitch it's okay see my angel breaking 
so much anger in me i explode young electrode 
half closed eyes never cosigned by these motherfuckers 
bullet marsh shawty curb stomp em then i'm back to beamon 
roses in my tub now dump my body in the lake again 
bulbasaur my body razor leaf across my soul again 
mama raised a weapon load me up and let me go again 
take you out your stressing then i leave you in the rain again 
beamon skin and bones i feel that death up on my face again 
game boys made of bullets press a button then erase you bitch 

(next set) 
button smashin, smashin every one like i don't know a combo 
hundred million i-phones million uppercuts too 
notice beamon murkin shit 
know that he's exodia 
call of haunted my graveyard my gold body up 

(hook)
call of haunted that graveyard then dig my body up 
call of haunted that graveyard then dig my body up 

www.thebeamon.com

thebeamon clothing

Beamon - Look At My Ghost (produced by alfon zaaberg)

♥www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M ♥
prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

produced by oilcolor & https://soundcloud.com/the0utset
https://twitter.com/_oilcolor
instagram.com/0ilcolor
https://twitter.com/theoutsetx

lyrics by https://soundcloud.com/the0utset

Yeah my heads been off shoulders it's been at my feet taking a battering from me 
Oh no, if I could think straight maybe my intentions would match up with my actions 
 Oh no, Come think I don't think I just act
Come to think I just think I don't act 
 Yeah I been thoughtless but I still contemplated what I had to do no it's complicated it's just the truth 
 
Just stay true tonight so we won't have to worry x4

Yeh you gon pick me up again open the door and say come in we hit the ground we been runnin
Harder than the floor board colder than the night air 
No I'm into chasin I'm into facin the facts things i can't take back things I do and don't regret 
I do and don't regret despite the effects it has, I do and don't regret 

Just stay true tonight so we won't have to worry x4

I'm a mess w/ the outset

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

remastered 9.21.17

thank you so much for 100k plays

Sample: Turnover - Disintegration

street lights

Gallows

i'm sorry, i'm trying. (acoustic)

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@lilxlotus @youngburial
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

LIL LOTUS 

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

I dont want you to see this
Maybe i miss you too much
I scream in my sleep
Do you hear me 
Or am i not screaming enough
Id give anything just to hear your heart beat and bring you back to life  
You have a grandson
He look just like you
I tell him all the time

I was 17 i lost you in silence
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
Traded all of my scars for tattoos 
Now everything i do just reminds me of you

fats'e

I know your just testing me 
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
And make up stories 
To pass the time 

I guess this is how it's supposed to be
Blood shot eyes keep me company
I want out
Of my head sometimes. 

This is how it's supposed to be.

out of mind

spotify

in silence (feat. LIL LOTUS & fats'e)

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

ft. 
https://soundcloud.com/lilzubin
 https://twitter.com/lilzubin

prod. 
https://soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM

art.
https://soundcloud.com/wolf_drawn
https://twitter.com/WOLFDRAWN

just a memory ft. lil zubin (prod. nedarb)

I cant get over those green eyes
so pale but she's so full of life
I've never seen somebody so lovely
wonder if there's really something
or if I'm just fucking up again
I cant get over those green eyes
her hair her face the way she smiles
im fuckin dead
I love hearing about how you've been
thought about you every single day since
cant believe someone so perfect exists
I cant get over those green eyes
I swear her heart has flowers inside
so beautiful
words cant describe they don't even come close
send you my love inside of a blue rose
just say goodbye and ill leave you alone
I cant get over those green eyes
her hands are so cold just like her fuckin heart
swear that I love how you tear me apart
draw with my blood like its more of your art
miss you so much but I know that you arent
missing me the same
feel so alone now
thought you cared about me
did you ever even feel anything
or was it all in my head
was it all in my head

her heart has flowers inside (prod. slidinmoon)

Mixed by IOF & Bangss
Mastered by Bangss

bangss:

In my bed i feel you wide awake
In my head i hear you everyday
But i cant wait till it all fades away
And i cant make out what your trying to say

I see monsters in my room at night
I put my mattress on floor so theres nowhere to hide
I keep my closet doors open with a light inside
The thing about all of these monsters is we look alike

Are you the one who sits behind my eyes at night rewatching all my memories like my heads a big movie screen inside
Are you the one who likes to take their precious time devising every line i write and speak
Are you the one who makes assumptions about other people and how they lead their lives. 
Are you the one who keeps me bothered
Ill wake up and check my phone screen one more time x3

Are you the one who takes my hand so frequently and tells me how its easily avoidable being beat up and used again
Are you the one who says that im your everything and nothing with a sudden change breath. 
Are you the one whos so self conscious lets be honest with ourselves for just one time
Are you the one whos so hypnotic make me forget all the trouble in my life, in my life, end my life

monsters (+ shattered)

spotify/apple music

Monsters (+ shattered)

4444
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7FngGIEGgN3Iwauw1MvO4P

i'm sorry, i'm trying. (acoustic)

nothing,nowhere.

Recent comments

Kidsketchyy

⛧youngbunnyworld⛧

Kat Beckett

_PIRO_TRISTE_

Related tracks