i wish he made more songs :( idk why he's gone now...pls come back and make music pls...

my girlfriend wants space and I don't know why. I'm just trying to love

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

numb4 w skele (splashgvng)

lyrics:

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Late deploy
Im in the trees again
But its the real thing this time
I cannot try again
They hold a vantage point
They hit my closest friend
And They would have hit my heart too
If I had forgot the vest
But When we die
Where does the conscience go
Like if I were to die too
Would i return to home
Like Would I be wrapped in peace
And Would I be next to you
And Would u be something to see
Or could I touch you too my baby
I think my favourite night 
Is The kind that’s meant to fade
The ones we take for granted now
The ones that slip away
I pray tomorrows good enough to be a yesterday
Cause half the faces I remember never look the same

 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell
 im being paranoid
Girl can u reassure me
That I am real as well
And I haven’t been here before
Cause im getting paranoid
Maybe just try to hurt me
Bring me to earth again
Pull me up from hell

Its Quiet , Too Quiet (eric Godlow)

i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 

w/ @heylog

prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
master: https://soundcloud.com/ezraspandora 

looking back baby,
i already was hollow
toss it back 
way too fast 
till i get through the bottle
i don't wanna leave this club
i just wanna drink 
until i throw it all up
(lock me up)
want you to squeeze until i'm leaking out blood
i wanna see just how it feels to go numb
i wanna feel it on the tip of my tongue
let's fuck it up until we're going out bad 
let's break it all apart until there's nothing fucking left
cause i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 
and i want you to tell me i'm a waste of fucking breath
oh i'm terrible 
i'm the reason you're falling 
unbearable 
i'm the bones in your closet
i still just wanna see you get out 
there's nothing left for me to be now

damn it all 
pray for what 
there's nobody there
(i'm too far gone)
tell me why 
i wanted you then 
i want you now

heylog:
i'm chillin at a party, why'd i decide to go out
wish i just stayed home but i been stuck inside my house
i don't even care, i'd much rather be sober
she hung around the bottles and i could tell it broke her
i'm glad i can't relate cause i've never had that problem
you told me i'm rude for that but hey, i'm being honest
i would never lie to you, just want you to stop it
i could up and go, i've got plenty of options
quit talking, ur just holding me back
it's safe to say, tonight ur getting trashed
take a second to breathe, ik ur sad
you don't have to drink it away, could you relax
she phones her girls for a ride at 3am
can't even walk to her room, she needs a hand
throwing up all the time, she's used to it
friday night rolls around and repeat it

tip of my tongue (w/ heylog) (prod. eric godlow)

produced by imalmostjoey
completely non profit

lyrics

u gotta listen
i got an ear for the music
i got some thoughts for u to listen to 
cus lately im winning
like half the lyrics are stupid
u aint got shit that u proving
least when i run my mouth 
i ditch the couch and get up n prove it

honestly 
when did everything become so damn trife
watchin me
why does every body think theyre damn right
totally
to say this is a skill is fucking toxic? right..
totally
insulting to the ones who live this damn life

thats how i know u aint about it like i am
i know a lot of fuckin artists who are honestly just fans
it aint about what u accomplish but the texture of ur hands
cus if u had a spine at all u'd plant ur feet n take a damn stand

damn tramp
u aint ever caught a damn hand
trust a good knock to ur head will shake ur brain n all that damp sand 
wam bam
love to see ur back bend
how u getting pressed about a fight u fuckin started man
shady plans 
why u throwin shade out on ur twitter fam
make amends
never gonna happen if u play pretend
i just had to say my piece 
oh who knows if it was a waste of breath 
its sad i hit the scene nd had to ask 
like where the music at

honestly 
when did everything become so damn trife
watchin me
why does every body think theyre damn right
totally
to say this is a skill is fucking toxic? right..
totally
insulting to the ones who live this damn lie

nevermind

sleep talking (imalmostjoey)

<33 luv yall w/ all my heart :) tysm for 30K on nites !!!

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

cold
blowing im smoking on thrax n been stuck in my home
2 days a week i been barely breathing, im sleeping in smoke
i been outside n still been stuck on the road
oh~
baby i am not making it home

(bad bitch like maleficent
im smoking this evergreen, its heavensent
im sipping on heavenly
this everclear shit no good 4 me and i'll throw it up by like 2 or 3
honestly know u dead 2 me but still fill u up like its calories)

live life in a hurry
my baby so worried
pushing in a benz, we cruisin 90 in a 30
uh, double cup i fill it up like shit was dirty
I COULDN'T THINK OF A LINE HERE LMFAOOOOO

pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head
pass out
tommy when i roll out
ion check my phone now
only when u go out wtf
pass it up again
words i've left unsaid
think im better dead
thoughts inside my head

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dead (heyylotus & warheart)

Lyrics
There's plenty of air around me
But my lungs don't work the same as they used to
The pain I feel when I breathe
Is directly related to the day that I lost you (Please)
Hugging on her body for heat (Love)
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me (Oh)
Kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to fight God (Yeah)
Verse 1
This the part where you shеd tears and nod
I've been hurt beforе, but this time, it's too much (Much)
Say my name when you look at my corpse
At least I get that when I'm giving up more
Notify me of my notoriety, but never comfort me
When you were right in front of me (Huh)
All this blood I bleed was draining to the right feet
I'm a sewer person 'cause that's where my life leads
Verse 2
Don't look at me, love, I'm ugly
And stage-born with makeup, I must eat
Tears are fuckin' my face, I'm stuffy
Love really is pain, it must be
Outro
Hugging on her body for heat
Skin and bone, a lot to sew me
Come on, kiss me, baby, use teeth (My love)
It brings me alive to be abused
Skin and bone allowed me—think about it
Kiss me
Think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it, baby
Think about it, think about it, think about it, think about it

Sewerperson-Everyone has to let go at some point, doesnt mean its easy

Sanfran Nites (extra verse) (jabarionthebeat x vvsmelody)

Motivational Hiphop. Written by: 'Marshall Anderson' aka "rock lp" Produced by "Dominik Wirsching" aka 'Young Taylor' - Engineered by THEPRODUCERJOE at analog studios. 2020

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