Best Of “not home.”

august

srry

may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

breathtaking (killedmyself)

fake

simple (boyfifty)

not home. - original

An acoustic song made in 2020, prior to starting his career as not home.

pretending

not home. - pretending

whys it feel my friends have died
when I know there right outside
am I the only one inside
eating at my mind

I hope they miss me being around
but I don't feel like being around
rather my face stitched to the ground
don't leave a message after the sound

when this liquor hit my veins
it just put me in my place
fuck I hope I change
fuck I hope I change

change (idly blare)

Lyrics:
[Intro]
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
To all these people that flaming me (To all these people that flaming me)
You think you got a lot of fucking good opinions (You don't)
Huh, don't you (Don't you)
And I don't give a shit about your feelings (Nah, I don't), I chose to
My friend pop a couple beans and now we up the ceiling (Give a shit)
You guys are crazy
My friends friend pop xans till he get to sleeping
Damn, you guys scare me (Yeah, yeah)

[Verse 1]
Knock on that door, fucking kick it that door
Thought this was a party, I'm drunk from before
She solo and sour from scattered the floor
You guys still going, I'm ready to go
Man what are you on, I've been talking to the ghosts
I swear they take anything, I do the most
End of the night man, it's not even close
We ordered the uber it came in a ghost

[Chorus]
Ghost (Ghost, Ghost, Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost (Yeah, yeah)
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)
Ghost (Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost, yeah
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)

[Verse 2]
Got a man but wanna text more
At a party that she need a nice dress for (Yeah)
You looking lame why the fuck you wear a vest for (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Looking icy in the dress shorts, no
Haven't talk bout a month now
She updated on my life via SoundCloud (SoundCloud)
Im frustrated with the way things worked out (Yeah)
If I'd pushed for it, we'd be doing good now (We'd be doing good now)
Gatorade frost and a beef patty (Yeah)
I make music but the rest of me is mad average
It's too cold to go out so I'm always making music (Yeah)
And I think it gave me mad leverage (Mad leverage)
Smoking on skunk
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones (I'm on my ones)
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck (Not giving a fuck)

[Bridge]
Smoking on skunk
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done (Yeah)
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck (Not giving a fuck)
Smoking on skunk (Yeah, yeah)
I feel like a zero
And I'm on my ones
I feel like relaxing
That's all that I've done
I've been too busy, not giving a fuck
(Woah, Woah, Woah, Woah)

[Chorus]
Ghost (Ghost, ghost, ghost)
I've been talking to the ghost (Yeah, yeah)
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking Gross)
Ghost (Ghost), yeah
I've been talking to the ghost
It said we all in some fucking trouble
Because we wrecked earth way to go, ayy
Most (Most), yeah
Swear, y'all do the most (Do the most)
Rolling woods and I roll another
Got the house smelling real gross (Fucking gross)

9TAILS - ghost (prod. light blending in)

[Intro]
I was up at 3:30 today
You can’t just change your mind
Like you would change your hair, woah
(Okay)
(Light body)
(9TAILS)
(Aye, aye, aye)
You can't just change

[Verse]
New year, where the fuck is my head at? (Where's it at?)
But I’m dodging all the setbacks (Dodge)
Flow like Ex-Lax (Ex-Lax flow)
Get the G’s like texmex (Texmex)
Blow up like semtex (Boom)
Blow up like bomb blast (Big boom)
These rappers, see through like contacts
I'm smoking dill, no rug ratz (Dill pickles)
Beef me, get blown back (Phew)
My bro shoot sharp like thumb tack (Phew, phew, phew)
I don’t carry tools like HVAC (Nah)
I just carry green like a braceman (Get gwalla)
Get too high like spaceman (In the sky)
Eat a beat like Pac-Man (Pac)
Bape camo pants, no legs like Rayman (Rayman)
Looking at the numbers like I’m Mason
Woah, give me a second, my ears are gonna pop (Woah, woah)
From all the leverage, this just some music, I swear i'm average (Yeah)
I fucked with my life, but I’m finding a balance (Finding my balance)
No, you ain't gonna make it (No)
My mom made 5000 accounts just to fake it (Yeah, she faked it)
What are you saying?
I heard it all, but that shit got me fucked up saying

[Chorus]
None of you really fucking know what you're talking 'bout
(None of you really fucking know what you're talking 'bout)
Yeah, woah
I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out
(Bitch, I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out)
Yeah, woah
Everything that we could ever have just gonna ghost you now
(Everything that we could ever have just gonna ghost you now)
Yeah, woah
I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out
(Bitch, I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yo, yo, yeah
None of you really fucking know what you're talking 'bout
(None of you really fucking know what you're talking 'bout)
What you're talking 'bout, what you're talking 'bout, yeah
I already hate your guts, we cannot work it out
(Holy fuck, I hate your guts, we cannot work it out)
Yeah, woah, fuck

[Outro]
Change your mind
Like you would change your hair
Yeah

9TAILS - hating ur guts (prod. light body)

[Verse]
Во тишине
В глубине ночей
Во мне пульсирует свет
Как ручей
Вовлечен
Запутан
Пленен
Мир
Как пазл
Но я собран в нем

[Chorus]
Во-во-во
Вовлеченность
Сквозь туман
В неизвестность
Во-во-во
Не удержаться
Скользим
Как звезды
Без остановки кружимся

[Verse 2]
Тени бегут по стенам
Дрожат
Звуки вдыхаю
Они говорят
Вовлечен
Будто магия в глазах
Плыву на волне
Где каждый миг как в мечтах

[Bridge]
Во мне танцует ритм
Во мне горит огонь
Все вокруг движется
Будто живет закон
Я растворяюсь в этом
Я становлюсь частью
Во-во-во
Вовлеченность
В вечном пространстве

[Chorus]
Во-во-во
Вовлеченность
Сквозь туман
В неизвестность
Во-во-во
Не удержаться
Скользим
Как звезды
Без остановки кружимся
4 сентября 2025 г. в 13:51


В глубине ночей

Frozen Nightmares

produced by me!

lyrics:

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

u say that u wanna go
but baby u having a good time
vodka and cherry coke
20 degrees in the night time

tattoos in the ripped jeans
u lookin so fine
if u wanna go lets go
and have some alone time

why did i wait
swear i had it all made
but i dropped it all and she dont even see me in her free time

u didnt call me saturday
there go the plans that we made
i shouldnt care at all but frankly baby ur my only lifeline

what u mean u cant see me anymore
slow it down tell me what u yelling for
say to quit i think i might just roll some more
3 grams to a zig couldnt pack more

wait one minute
this hotel got a bathroom in it
my heads spinning
made it home but i still hear music

feel so garbage
roll one up put the green stuff in it
smoking on green tea
smoking on spinach

song sampled: Benjamin Francis Leftwich - Pictures

breathtaking (killedmyself)

not home.

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