Rest

told me lil wodie dont you give up on that dream
shit was seven years ago and im still chokin on that drank
and im not down for functions but it hit all just the same
when im down and out, stay spacey while im chasin for the fame

mf try to cross me swear you gon get what you deserve
now i be staying ducked off, i been put in crazy work
all these bittys think they baddies, but i swear they never serve
swear these hoes is for the streets better leave em on the curb

like why you always lying get the fuck up out my face
i aint never got no tolerance get the fuck up out my place
laser gettin money, then its right out to the stage
swear im standing on my business and when i do im gettin paid

like i aint even mad, im just so fucking disappointed
maybe shits all for a reason, maybe i just been anointed
maybe gettin money and staying alone has always been my story
but it eats me up inside, man this shit gon get gory

tear me up inside man this shit gon get gory

told me lil wodie dont you give up on that dream
shit was seven years ago and im still chokin on that drank
and im not down for functions but it hit all just the same
when im down and out, stay spacey while im chasin for the fame

mf try to cross me swear you gon get what you deserve
now i be staying ducked off, i been put in crazy work
all these bittys think they baddies, but i swear they never serve
swear these hoes is for the streets better leave em on the curb

bipolar EP - 5 - DISAPPOINTED (prod Kyotospeak)

face my demons like its silent hill
make it out the fog, but only time will tell
said dont distract me im gettin wealth
swear i curb a bitch but she fine as hell

i aint got no reason now to give a fuck
said im goin cold, like the switch is stuck
said this ice is crazy, paid a pretty buck
i aint hear you talkin when i spark the blunt

shits goin crazy, im goin spacey
i play my cards im kevin spacey
pop out in vegas, screaming fuck you pay me
i feel insane, im not the same

i keep it low, i stay my lane
keep talkin shit boy you look lame
forget your face, like whats your name?
i aint heard it now, said what you claim?

like damn
i aint really feel nothing huh
i aint never stop at nothing huh
know i push it and i test my luck

cash rain, pain stay
get money but hurt wont go away
i say im here, but i gone astray
like fuck this night, i pray for day

should be feeling blessed, but im feeling cursed
should be feeling up, but its in reverse
should be smiling now, but im in a hearse
cause im feeling dead, and my body hurts
like damn

when do i get a break
when it gon be okay
when it gon end, this pain
slowly creeping through my veins
slowly seeping through my brain
wanna go but gotta stay
too much riding day to day
so its best stay out my way
while im working, and i pray
that i see some better days

like damn

face my demons like its silent hill
make it out the fog, but only time will tell
said dont distract me im gettin wealth
swear i curb a bitch but she fine as hell

i aint got no reason now to give a fuck
said im goin cold, like the switch is stuck
said this ice is crazy, paid a pretty buck
i aint hear you talkin when i spark the blunt

bipolar EP - 6 - Silent Hill

you know i miss it but ill never get it back
i get along if i leave it in the past
what we had
its fucking sad

you know i miss it but ill never get it back
im still forgetting, so we only smoking gas
only gas
that my stash

smokin heavy, feel the weight, that aint no cap shit
countin digits, stackin bands like its my last-ditch
keep me stay distract, dont pay attention, movin fast bitch
give a fuck if i crashout cause i be batshit

they say they want the old me, but i want the old you
aint seen you in a minute now, ion even know you
aint feel nothin in a minute now, and i been cold too
winters comin up way its feelin so blue

i dont wanna think about you, i dont wanna see your face
i dont wanna hear from you if now youre in a different place
i dont have to worry it wont happen til the end of days
im the only one still thinkin bout the past and how much things have changed

how much things have changed
things have changed
how much things have changed
changed
changed

you know i miss it but ill never get it back
i get along if i leave it in the past
what we had
its fucking sad

you know i miss it but ill never get it back
im still forgetting, so we only smoking gas
only gas
that my stash

Things Have Changed

feel like Yelawolf but doper cause im floating when im in the cut
fuck around and make a band, i do the drop while smokin up
making moves while crashin out cause i got diamonds in my blunt
say you gettin money why you cappin homie thats a front

always keep it low, a couple lines but i wont say too much
know we got the juice, im sippin fast so ima need a crutch
its my own supply just keep it hush but ion give a fuck
call me Daddy Crashout way im movin ion give a fuck

i tell you how this shit go
flip a pack, i wanna lay low
im a addict for the pay though
tell me get a job but im like what the fuck do they know?

dont piss me off cause im fuckin lit
and i just might snap, i already did
now im goin off, call that a split
you borderline close to a ditch

got BPD, swear every bitch
but i do too, i know how it is
so my circle tight, ion trust a bitch
money on my mind, so im stacking chips

keep it steady, i cant be slowed
wont see me move, my hustle cold
i cut you off if you break the code
already got my bag, i stay alone

aint no love, i been on my grind
and im chasing bread, cant waste my time
nah aint no way im gon let it slide
i tuck the Rugar when i go outside

feel like my name Jason when im putting on the mask
cant nobody see me when im handing off the gas
if you see me, no you didnt, for your health you aint gon ask
i know the boogeyman, cause thats my homie, he move fast

The Boogeyman

hey there you ghost, say whats it like out there in jersey?
are you even still around? i just cant check but i still worry
how you are
these memories now feel so far
its so bizarre

i used to know you, but now i know close to nothing
i just close my eyes, and hope to God you're good
i swear im trusting things are fine
im sure they are, i knew youd shine
i really tried

i hope youre doing well
please god, be doing well

i feel like tom, while i sit down and write this song
about a girl who isnt mine, and even worse she moved along
but it makes sense
this borderline, i feel obsessed
don't take offence

im just like him, but hes a weirdo, cant let go
im just delusional, i love someone that i don't even know
it's so messed up
tried to find a pill, get me unfucked
i had no luck

i feel like im in hell
i feel like im in hell

a thousand miles was just too much
the way it was, we rarely touched
i know it fucking killed you every day

i know we tried to make it work
through flights, but fights just made it worse
i know that you would just hate me if you stayed

but maybe you already do
i wouldnt know, i dont blame you
and now ill never ever be the same
and thats okay

hey there you ghost, i wanted one last goodbye
and im so sorry i didn't say it, when it mattered
i dont know why, im fucking dumb

what can i do, whats done is done
and i hope youre living in the sun
but i wont check, i only run
it weighs a ton

i feel like im in hell
i feel like im in hell

Hey There, You Ghost

honored to have @foreignforest on this
hkfiftyone:
i feel so messed up, like im never right
swear im drained just from putting up a fight
i wont sleep but im tired, so i might
want to be up in the sky

if im real, i just want to stay alive
if i wake up in the morning, i survived
keep it pushing even if i dont know why
know there's something more to life

foreign forest:
my chest
feels like it's full of rocks sometimes
yes
i've been working on my mind
tests
all i ever seem to find is
stress
i don't wanna lose my mind yet

i'm so tired of living in the future
thinking i'll be good
but for now im just a loser
this is not "it"
lost my "present" in the sewer
gotta get it
but i don't know what i'm doing

what if i
have a different story i could
tell in time
though i didn't get it on the
very first try
at least i can say i tried

hkfiftyone:
i feel so messed up, like im never right
swear im drained just from putting up a fight
i wont sleep but im tired, so i might
want to be up in the sky

if im real, i just want to stay alive
if i wake up in the morning, i survived
keep it pushing even if i dont know why
know there's something more to life

im tryna get back up, i swear i try my best
but every time i fall, i feel it in my chest
and then my brain gets numb, so then i make a mess
its like i cant think straight, but you probably get it

hold on
i swear it's gonna be okay
been too long, but swear it wont stay
youre not alone, i know its lonely
youre all in my prayers

Sample from Julia's Message of Hope
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rvhgvmABL0

"It's ok to be afraid, but I don't want you to give up. Because the thing about depression, is it lies. You know, you gotta fight to be here. Because it does get better, and all of these lies will eventually go away. You just have to hold on, 'cause it doesn't get to win. It doesn't get to take you. Because you're stronger than that, and you're worth more than that.
And it's possible."

Stay Pt 2 w/ Foreign Forest

we just wanna get faded

swear it got me jaded
lil bop got me fucked up, but thats my fault cause im persuaded 
but ion really wanna feel, got hash up in my bacon
got wax up in my pen so by 11 i be spacin

post traumatic shit so its smoke up in my lungs
now its Carti in my voice cause i swear i speak in tongues
smokin hydro pack bro i swear im goin dumb
wont stop til i forgot, cant remember where im from

we just wanna get faded

i aint even here, but bro keep telling me lock in
probably left the strap, "ion need it", thats a sin
shit be gettin cold, its minnesota in this bitch
shit be gettin old, im gettin tired of this shit

every night the same, i swear it feel like purgatory
but we still be gettin paid, i ride the wave like it be Morey
ion trust no one like ever, they all my enemies like Morty
im just tryna feel alright, so its 420, down a forty

we just wanna get faded


you cant run away from your problems

i know...

Spacin

JYA (Ft. JackyB)

i remember on that day
the sky split open like a wound
the river spelt your name

and once the storm was done
only heaviness remained
my ribs collapsed beneath the weight
a force too strong to contemplate

i swore id find you in the space between
the waves and changing currents
of the way we know we ought to be

thought that no one wanted us
but i guess now its only me
held on tight for way too long
to broken lungs and shattered dreams

fuck, i don't want to let you go
things felt really weird wanting to live but now i know
i swear i got a taste of what this life could really be
when i saw you standing there upon the sand along the sea

fuck, i don't want to let you go
the sky opens again and now i'm drowning way too slow
that's just the way it is i know
i've been living without breathing anyway i suppose

i remember on that night
the stars burned out like cigarettes
their glow was lost in time

and in the quiet i could hear the hollow in your voice
the same as my own emptiness
the words reduced to noise

i said id find you in the space between
but every echo fades before it even ever reaches me

traced your name into the sand
the tide wont let it stay
i guess the ocean always know
the things i couldn't bare to say



Rest

Jacky B

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