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In my heart, you can see my face bring down the tears you gave
In my heart, I feel the pain, the same one you gave that day
When you left me falling down on my knees
Think about all the shit that you did to me
When you repeat the words that said to me
Im dead inside whats the meaning

Now I’ve changed, I’ve matured at last
Im not the same dude in the past
A boy with a broken look that day
Is forever gone in the past he stays
When you left me falling down on my knees
Think about all the shit that you did to me
When you repeat the words that said to me
Im dead inside whats the meaning

In my heart, You can see my face bring down the tears you gave
In my heart, I feel the pain, the same one you gave that day
When you left me falling down on my knees
Think about all the shit that you did to me
When you repeat the words that said to me
Im dead inside whats the meaning

Oh what’s the meaning? 
I’m so dead inside and I’m so tired of...pleading with you 
Yeah I’m dead inside what’s the meaning 
You’re the demon I can’t defeat it 
Let me go I’m pleading 
For my blood, I know your fiending 
In my heart I thought I was what you wanted 
Now I fall apart every time I think about it 
Every time; every time 
Now Tell me what you wanted from me 
Inside you’re so damn ugly 
yeah tell me what you want me to do now
Tell me what you want me to do now 
Cuz in my heart there was only you now
In my heart yeah; in my heart

In My Heart

In My Heart [feat. Kanashi](prod. metlast)

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This shit aint easy
Hit my phone
Why’d you leave me
Im all alone
So you tease me up
And you rope me up
Another time that you’re fucking up

Breaking down from regret
It isnt easy as it gets
Ya lead me on from time to time
How the fuck this turn a mess
No i dont want you on my phone
You might as well leave me alone
Now imma get it on my own
I might as well just turn a ghost

Switchin lanes im on my own
I think you’re lying
Coming up from this deep hole
You see me trying
Can you fill up this deep void
Cuz ive been crying
Breaking down you’re in my phone
From shit you’re hidin

all i feel is doubt
i saved the little pictures
but youre not here with me now
not in spirit
i'm sippin liquor
cause all i really feel is doubt
leave me doused against my vigor
and i'll be dying on a pullout couch
and pray to god in each semester
that i wish i could help you sound
like you'll do a little better
but i never see you around
by never i mean never
told me all the things about
how i would not surrender
to the things you'd lie about
i wonder why i'd ever enter you 

when i fall will you kick when i'm down?
when you called i had always been around
and i'm a pawn but nobody bails me out
when im gone i'll be swerving through the south
and i'm just miles away
from refining fate
if i find a slate thats clean
(let it take me)
any time of day
i'll be down to play
a little song so i can grieve
(how you lost me)

Et Tu, Brute?

Et Tu, Brute? [feat. s0cliché](prod. HXRXKILLER)

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Lose Myself [feat. Budro](prod. splashgvng)

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Take a glance
Feeling worn
Got no time
To find a home

One more time
Guess we’ll know
What it takes
To break a soul

Took a chance
Now I’m torn
Whats at stake
Guess I’ll know

One more time
Guess I’ll know
What it takes
To break a-
Soul

Feeling so broken
I can’t see where I’m going
Took a taste of your poison
Now my life is eroded

Im so anxious and broken
All alone in commotion
Took a taste of your poison
Now my life is eroded

Told me you were here you were never really there
Turn me into stone and I’ll ash into the air
Breaking all my bones and you never seem to care
Told me you were here you were never really there

Tell me wassup no you don’t give a fuck
So I pop another pill now I’m feeling fucking numb
And I’m never getting better all this pain is adding up
Separate from my emotions I don’t wanna give a fuck

I got pain in my heart no I’m not fine
Hear these voices in my head in the night time
All this shit that I take imma let it go
Sell my soul I’m demon like whatever though

Poison (prod. Kubsy)

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Kinda Lonely [feat. sOkay](prod. Kubsy)

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KEAVEN
Save me now cause I’m falling way down to the end
Hear me out girl I promise I wont make amends
All those nights all alone I lay in my bed
Got no doubt I feel this way just more than I tend

Yago
Forget about the past gotta let it go 
I just hit the block gotta fucking go 
I’m here thinking about the mistletoe 
All the times we spent in the undertow
Addicted to my old ways 
Take me back to the old days now
Fuck around for the weekend 
Now I’m rolling off the deep end 
I really miss the days when you told me I was better off
I’m always off the shits baby I just need another cup 
Fighting on my own and I just can’t seem to get enough 
I’m fighting off these drugs baby I just need another cup

Undertow [feat. Yago](prod. Jolst x Caves)

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Lyrics:

KEAVEN
Lost myself but I didn’t notice
All this pain made me lose focus
Fuck my life cause its fully loaded
Hate me now man this shit is bogus

Cross my mind but I can’t erase you
All this time made me wanna hate you
Lost my mind can I find a way to
Pass the time without thinking of you

I know changed
Oh my god shit ain’t the same
Finding a new reason to despise you almost everyday

No I won’t stay
Forget about the things I say
Hit me up imma see it one time
Can’t take your shit in this heart of mine

Oh I know I can’t find somebody else like you
I wish it was true but, I’m leaving for good
Oh I know I can’t find somebody else like you
I wish it was true but, I’m leaving for good

TOYK
Left my life I don’t know what to say
Spend my time thinking bout you everyday
Lost my mind now I’m aching every way
Fuck my life cause I’m dying anyway

Hurt myself but you didn’t notice
Took me out with your touch of poison
When I die would you leave a lotus
Guess ill die with my feelings broken

Shawty now I’m fucked up
Take it back one time when you walk up
Hit me up when you want I ain’t stuck up
By my lonely all the time but I guess never really noticed

Shawty now I’m fucked up
Take it back one time when you walk up
Hit me up when you want I ain’t stuck up
By my lonely all the time but I guess never really noticed

KEAVEN
Lost myself but I didn’t notice
All this pain made me lose focus
Fuck my life cause its fully loaded
Hate me now man this shit is bogus

Cross my mind but I can’t erase you
All this time made me wanna hate you
Lost my mind can I find a way to
Pass the time without thinking of you

YOKAI DREAMS
no one could come close to comparing to you
so i seem to struggle with replacing you

no i'm not the man i used to be
i don't live my life carefree anymore
i stay home all night feeling sore
things change, you hate

wouldn't blame you i hate me too
but even when i try i can't hate you
i don't think that ever won't be true
that brings me pain

KEAVEN
Oh I know I can’t find somebody else like you
I wish it was true but, I’m leaving for good
Oh I know I can’t find somebody else like you
I wish it was true but, I’m leaving for good

Lost myself but I didn’t notice
All this pain made me lose focus
Fuck my life cause its fully loaded
Hate me now man this shit is bogus

Cross my mind but I can’t erase you
All this time made me wanna hate you
Lost my mind can I find a way to
Pass the time without thinking of you

Leaving For Good [feat. TOYK x Yokai Dreams](prod. Kubsy)

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I dont fucking get it now
Why the fuck you did it now
Knew you were the problem cause I’m always fucking winning now
How the hell I made it out
I was always dead and down
Little lost soul, left behind, waiting to be found

Been here for minute, why keep holding onto lies
Knew there’s something wrong the moment I saw you cry
Gone for a while, need some space to calm my mind
Thought I’d give my all but you’re fucking up my life

Cast out, going stupid till I pass out
Broken hearted and my head is always filled with the doubt
Never made it what it seem
Now they trippin over me
Say I’m always in the wrong but I don’t know what you mean

Fucked up, I don’t need your wish of luck
Girl I know I’m heartless so it’s hard for me to love
I'm not giving up but I think I’ve had enough
Ain’t nobody really care about me keeping it a buck

I don't fucking get it now
Why the fuck you did it now
Knew you were the problem cause I’m always fucking winning now
How the hell I made it out
I was always dead and down
Little lost soul, left behind, waiting to be found

Been here for minute, why keep holding onto lies
Knew there’s something wrong the moment I saw you cry
Gone for a while, need some space to calm my mind
Thought I’d give my all but you’re fucking up my life

Lost Soul (prod. metlast)

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Been so long since I got this off my chest
Been calling cause you gotta know the rest
I’m falling why you gotta go deeper 
6 feet under you never gonna see her

Hold on, where you gotta go?
In my veins I got blood pouring to the floor
Kill myself, how should I know?
When the sky is red I'll be 6 feet below
Come on, where would I go?
I been by myself everywhere that I know
Slow cuts, I will die slow
I could see a light at the end of the road

Make mistakes but I'll never cross the line
Tell me that our love wasn’t nothing but a lie
Been so cold, I’ve been watching from bleachers
Been so wrong, I’ve been burning up a fever

Why you hate me bitch I gotta know
Kill my sound I can't hear a fucking thing no more
Hit the ground but I'm falling down into the void
Burn me out like you burned the rest of me before

End Of The Road (prod. splashgvng)

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I been on my own
Can’t see them anymore
Always felt the same but you had to let go
Tried to make it home
Why I always felt alone?
I can't say the same if I can’t feel anymore

Falling back to tendencies, you’ll always get the best of me
Calling out my name, but you’ll never fucking hear from me
Life isn’t the same, when you’re making out a fool of me
p.s. truthfully, Don’t make me what I’m posed to be

10 toes down I see my heart fall to the ground
Got a gun but it ain’t holstered and I see no one around
I'm a loner can’t be sober, my heart is growing colder
Id kill myself to rid the pain your never gonna come around

Fuck around bitch don’t tell me where you gotta go
Tell me how all this pain is making my death slow
Cause I been fucked up on the side of the road
And it makes no sense how I can’t seem to let go

All alone, guess nobody ever chose me
On the low, bitch you really didn’t know me
Cause I been fucked up on the side of the road
And it makes no sense how I can’t seem to let go

p.s. truthfully (prod. HXRXKILLER x R3DQX)

Since You're Going Away [feat. s0cliché]

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Stay another season, I ain’t crossing down the line
Giving up the reasons, you were never worth my time
tell you how I’m feeling, girl i know I'm out of line
Its just you and I, but I'm heartless till I fucking die

Girl, I know its hard feeling nothing
Standing by my side its the devil and he won’t stop coming
How can I survive its been harder can you tell me something?
Say it one more time, girl I missed it my head won’t stop running

I know, its hard feeling nothing
Standing by my side, its the devil and he won’t stop coming
How can I survive, its been harder can you tell me something?
Say it one more time, girl I missed it
my head won’t stop running, my head won’t stop running

See me when you roll up
Hear me round the corner
I know I’m obnoxious
Hate me when I blow up
All I hear is nonsense
Telling me to grow up
I been on my rock shit
Take another dose uh

Girl, I know its hard feeling nothing
Standing by my side, its the devil and he won’t stop coming
How can I survive, its been harder can you tell me something?
Say it one more time, girl I missed it my head won’t stop running

I know, its hard feeling nothing
Standing by my side, its the devil and he won’t stop coming
How can I survive, its been harder can you tell me something?
Say it one more time, girl I missed it
my head won’t stop running, my head won’t stop running

Season [feat. Toyk]

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dollar signs I don’t want em lets go
million cries only one I hear though
wanna try but I’m scared to let go
million times I could hear your echo
dollar signs I don’t want em lets go
million cries only one I hear though
wanna try but I'm scared to let go
million times I could hear your echo

I can switch my ways
I can make u feel love
thought I woulda made u cry
but I’m knocking out yo love
shit I made my momma cry
I been feeling stupid dumb
i'll be getting super high
till I’m feeling super numb

I wanna die huh huh
scared of life
I wanna tell you to uh
step aside
I wanna ride with you
so I’ll try

maybe it’d be best if I can never feel nothing

dollar signs I don’t want em lets go
million cries only one I hear though
wanna try but I’m scared to let go
million times I could hear your echo
dollar signs I don’t want em lets go
million cries only one I hear though
wanna try but I'm scared to let go
million times I could hear your echo

I can switch my ways
I can make u feel love
thought I woulda made u cry
but I’m knocking out yo love
shit I made my momma cry
I been feeling stupid dumb
i'll be getting super high
till I’m feeling super numb

I wanna die huh huh
scared of life
I wanna tell you to uh
step aside
I wanna ride with you
so I’ll try

maybe it’d be best if I can never feel nothing

Million Times

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Cant you tell i’m outta time
Cant sleep well got tired eyes
Makes no sense to pass the time
Can I leave with no goodbyes

Spread your wings but don’t take flight
Im afraid of my demise
Can I see you one more time
Take me far from out of sight

i been trippin i been nauseous 
One time baby tell me if you comin
All life ive been sitting in the moment
Pass the time feeling alone in the motion

Ill be dying in commotion
Live a lie i dont care if I know nothin
Stay inside with the sorrow im bestowin
Tired eyes, suicide is my own option

Cant you tell i’m outta time
Cant sleep well got tired eyes
Makes no sense to pass the time
Can I leave with no goodbyes

Spread your wings but don’t take flight
Im afraid of my demise
Can I see you one more time
Take me far from out of sight

Cant you tell i’m outta time
Cant sleep well got tired eyes
Makes no sense to pass the time
Can I leave with no goodbyes

Spread your wings but don’t take flight
Im afraid of my demise
Can I see you one more time
Take me far from out of sight

Tired Eyes

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Displacing out of time
I'm falling down the line
Mistakes I would recall, it isn’t easy

Can’t waste another dime
So drunk I'm paralyzed
I’ll take another shot, to slow my breathing

Remember those days
Those dark and old ways
I'm shying away
I'm gone this season

Your wasting away
Your gaze is so fake
I’m trying to stay
Sane for a reason

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

Can you tell me where to go
Buried 6 feet down below
Some things I wouldn’t show, for no reason

Can you tell me how to cope
Lost my mind wouldn’t know
I hate the way you gloat, about you leaving

Remember those days
Those dark and old ways
I'm shying away
I'm gone this season

Your wasting away
Your gaze is so fake
I’m trying to stay
Sane for a reason

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

(4x)
I’m falling apart
I see you running away
Alone in the dark
I might be going insane

Running away

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(This song is ass)

Emotions (prod. Deymx)

If My Heart Could Talk (feat. Yung Summa)

Heart In Despair [feat. Yung Summa](prod. HXRXKILLER)

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Now im not fine
singing to the dead I just wanna realize
Wanna be okay but you running through my mind
Take me to the light, or ill never be alright
Aye
6 Feet down, ill never feel shit
Coping with these songs, hoping that I make a hit
Remember when you told me that ill never be shit
Now you check my page, and you gonna see me lit

Im on death-row
writing down names like im from death note

Shawty is baddy she dont really give a fuck
She dont want me, she dont like me, she dont wanna feel the love
Im alone in the end, i been running outta luck
Crying almost every night, im not movin i been stuck
Sometimes wanna see the light, sometimes i wanna be done
Feeling anxious everytime, waste my time dont give a fuck

Im not alright, I dont feel fine
Crying almost every night im stuck inside a loop i might-

Might just end my life
Imma never feel alright x2

Now i’m not fine
Smoke until I’m numb I don’t wanna see the light
Aye
Comfort into sadness
I don’t wanna feel alright
Man I know these people hate me
They just want to see me die
Babe you got one shot
Can you put it in my chest
Write my name on a bullet
Put me in a grave to rest
Never feel excited and its always been this way
I just wanna make it out
Wanna get up out this rain

Now I'm Not Fine [feat. Toyk](prod. metlast)

First EP ever <3
Thank you so much for this year, these past 2 months have been amazing and the support has been unreal, I am forever grateful and thankful <3

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Look What You Did [feat. Budro](prod. metlast)

First EP ever <3
Thank you so much for this year, these past 2 months have been amazing and the support has been unreal, I am forever grateful and thankful <3

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