Took everything I had.. guess I, can’t be that sad🤷‍♂️😂

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produced by soju @qtgf


wake up every day
i feel horrible
i hate trying to do this
u make me feel useless
who do i want to be
and i tried
its not resolving for me
and the only thing i want to do is bleed
why cant u see

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on cuz i cant take that no more </3

"LET IT HAPPEN!!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one :c

wake up
i cant fucking stay up
and i promise u im on to u 
its not my fault they hate us
if ur knocking on my name
we keep glocks and they spray >;o
and i wont see u again
we go walk up in his spot we tell em "PAY UP!!!!"
DIEEEEE
dats sum shit i neva make up
u say "probably its hard for u" (me)
i had friends but they changed up
and nobody else checks up
its so dead in my area
it was never that fair to us
walk outside u wanted smoke we going2 bury him :p

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on causee i cant take that no more 

"LET IT HAPPEN!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one

i tried so hard
i tried so hard
up all night im losing rest
i dont care about it

move on

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

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@notlieu
produced by me


i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry

@notlieu

when i walk around
stop it now u know that i wont learn
i been trying for a minute
but ill end up in the dirt 

dont they love to see me hurt
im so tired girl 
im blemished
u try to forget it but im worse 

and she say she wanna talk
on the ground u couldnt walk
i was right here

and i get it
im so dumb
i was walking with a gun 
fall victim to what i fear

get up
stay by me
not poison

id watch 
while u leave
so broken

and id be
what u need
for a moment

and u watch 
as i bleed
but im over it

i know and u know, it’s not that easy
i can run from the past but it won’t leave me
do you like the way i look when i’m feeling?
i would say we’d never last but were both the sameee
and i don’t know what deterred you
you’re from california but you’re far from normal
but i dont wan’t to
but you’re leaving me behind
(i’m giving up) 
and it’s making me cry



it's my world
i cant do no harm

stream

california w/ lieu

everything by me 

fuck around with the same clique
but not with the same prick
how you gonna leave me in my prime for the same shit
i'm so anxious i can't walk
paralyzed in my legs and my brain glitch
should've stuck to my head but my heart itch
should've stuck to my guts but my thoughts switched
should've stuck to my

it was never complicated
wish you found the time to realize my hatred
fuck around and find out your feelings they're sacred
i feel like everydays getting wasted
fuck wit me for the time being
i'll be here
pull up to the show and i ain't wanna be there
sixteen and i'm sick blowing the speakers
you can't talk to my bros if you're a tweaker

feel me
i'm drowning in devotion
heal me
i can't fix what's all broken

so i hide it in all in my bank
cause if the checks hit
maybe i don't gotta explain
why i'm jealous
all i want is money and fame
i don't want sex bitch
my ego precious
i got a death wish

fuck around with the same clique
but not with the same prick
how you gonna leave me in my prime for the same shit
i'm so anxious i can't walk
paralyzed in my legs and my brain glitch
should've stuck to my head but my heart itch
should've stuck to my guts but my thoughts switched
should've stuck to my
it was never complicated
wish you found the time to realize my hatred
fuck around and find out your feelings they're sacred
i feel like everydays getting wasted
fuck wit me for the time being
i'll be here
pull up to the show and i ain't wanna be there
sixteen and i'm sick blowing the speakers
you can't talk to my bros if you're a tweaker

devotion

hi

guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

lei - ugly

Kurtains - Spinna (feat. Glaive, Wido, Ericdoa, Angelus & Kuru)

lieu - ok im cool

produced by 01ashes i love you hilary duff

i cant

forgive

I'm a pirate pirate pirate!

@lei
@kidtrashpop
@3dssucks

lyrics:

twikipedia:

(yuh yaya) got a new whip just to take it out
if i take these pills or put them in my mouth
and you threw your bros under the bus for clout
now i heard they coming after me cause...
im a pirate pirate pirate, im the one that caused the virus
im the one that hacked the mainframe they don't want my ass inside it
i walk in they get excited, i walk out they start a riot
feel like ariana grande if i like it then i buy it

i don't know, when it's time to go, but i'd rather stay
i don't know, when we coming home, i don't have a say
but i know i can't be saved, get out of my way
22 years old you beef with D2LTA (bitch)
okay, bothered by some shit that can't be changed
can't wait till the day that im replaced
i knew that i don't got what it takes, what it taaaakes

lei:

make him cry tears but im not in helix
hit him offline offline
if the talking keep repeatiinngg
like oh my oh myyyy
it look like im cheating
no clip thru the ceiling!!!
i put my guns on my back
yea i put my bros on my back
no i cant go out sad 
walk in the joint like bet bet bet bet
beeettt 
fill him up wit lead
they talking out they necks!!
thats why i have no friends 
yeaaaaaa
i see thru the lies u hate 

twikipedia:

see it in their eyes, headed for my plate, 
feel like MIA, chasing paper planes (bang bang)
how much did i make, let me ask the bank
said i'm getting worse, i'm still getting paid

kid trash:

???

twikipedia:

i'm a savior but no i'm not a christian
they gon talk shit but i dont like to listen
that shit toxic, it's bad for your vision
but it's okay cause it's all for a  reason
if they talk down we run up, kinda like the axis
i just keyed your car, and you better use a taxi
you ran in the backseat, yeah that shit is tragic
he ran out the fight, won't you tell me what's the

tell me what's the problem
tarantino movie with the big guns.. (solve them)
he ran out of.. (options)
pictures from the coffin
he was gonna be the one im robbing
smoking on this gas now im mfing coffing
he said he wont do that shit, tell me what would stop him
hotel service, put a order to his coffin

i just did 10K (wait that's wrong) 100K
if i really felt like doing it 1M in a day
i just hit a stain, no it's not a phase
you can catch me with .38 yeah yeah
im gonna take my shit and go, i'm gonna get the serial
they gonna talk that shit and go, i'm getting caught up in the rope
figure out why it's my fault, even if i did nothing wrong
oh my god is that my fault
i can't do it anymore

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