this song is still so insanely good holy shit i keep coming back to it over and over

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performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

dread

lieu - #happy

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

stop listening to this song

prod wayza + ragedrugg
with @trustt + @prkrblu + @1crusafix

lyrics:
@1crusey
i-i-i i see tht ur mad ma-mad
dont give a fuck u u u uck
p-p-pull up with a blade 
body in the fucking trunk u-u-unk
i-i cant stop it i-i-t
im fucking up u-u-up
she just wanna fucking fight
out of luck lu-luck
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff

@trustt
why u mad
is it cuz im different?
fuck fuck fucked up
i can't see 
think i lost my vision
they gon talk down bitch
i never let that hit me tho
see me goin up rn?
i can't fold rn
ima stab u in the back 
ima make sure that u down
ima pull the knife right out
and i know that makes u mad
and i know that makes u mad

@prkrblu
uh-uh-uh-i-i be making money now they mad
i-i-i aint gonna listen that shit trash
uh-uh-uh-uh-i-i i be blowing off the map
u-u-u u be in ur twenties calling me a faa-bleep
im  with ellie we gon fuckin spin yo block
feel like crusafix cuz ima paint ur blood like ross
made that boy retire like its mo$h
and i feel like prkr plz go get a fucking job

@1crusafix
empty out da clip, hunnid bullets through his neck
steady talkin shit, u talkin shit up on da net
pockets fat like peter griffin
codeine what im sippin
tryna runaway, but my choppa got the distance
why u mad, ah-ah-ah-uh ah-ah
why u madd, ah ah -ah-ah-ah-ah
(wait)
why u mad? is it cause' I'm in my bag,
choppa shooting out, ill turn dat bitch into a tag. 

@1crusey
i-i-i i see tht ur mad ma-mad
dont give a fuck u u u uck
p-p-pull up with a blade 
body in the fucking trunk u-u-unk
i-i cant stop it i-i-t
im fucking up u-u-up
she just wanna fucking fight
out of luck lu-luck
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff
oh-ohh-ohhh dont give a fuck uck
oh-ohh-ohhh damn thats tuff u-uff

spotify

ur mad prod wayza + ragedrugg

solo gicc song please like n repost
prod fumiko + tcl
s/o @fourdavid @1crusey
on spotify

verse lyrics X3 :
put a bullet thru his temple
red dot on his head like a pimple
wtf.. y u fuckin up my mental
on the bin yea we collect ur info

bullets thru ur window
i can never let go
i need smth simple
we collect ur info

now im up! wait i don wanna stop
i cant look 2x cross my fingers hope im caught
countin guap 2x i don wanna hear u talk
no im not 2x bitch im bouta fuckin block

56 hit his head n he knocked out
blood dripped on my bed i cant wash out
1 hit where the med he cant walk now
on dick on dick im on cock now

let go let go i don wanna hear u no more no more
chopper sprayin down ur door ur door
blood drippin down on the floor on the floor
i cant stop now i want gore ..

gore

hi

guitar sampled by cewer . @cewer
drums + bass and melodies by soju . @qtgf
mastered by tda . @threedimensionsapart
additional production by me

lyrics -

oh ur stopping right through
i should have said whats up
but im too busy not trying 2 bruise

even thinking of this shit ..

u got me cutting to feel loose
maybe chasing something new
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
its never what i want

i dont want to look around at all
cuz id be 
dead on the cement before id listen to u talk

i used to think that it wasnt too late to call it off
but it was
and i keep giving up cuz it kills me

is it really
the things i never said
cuz u say everything for me instead

i wish it was easy for u .. to forget
its my luck isnt it
get u out of my head im done feeling

its just something
i never thought to stay
ill be gone but ill still carry the blame

u did me fake and u threw me away
its stupid all down the drain
so sorry shooting my brains on the ceiling

i got nothing 2 lose
i only got a couple things that i been dying to prove

in my head i cant remove
stuck in here dont have a clue
is it poison for me

ur like a gun that doesnt shoot
i know im not one for talking but
ill take it out on u

dont do what i do
falling through the surface dont help me
so different around me
ur poison

poison

@dogefan26
*sped up 200 cents*

I've tried to upload the og speed one 4 times, i can't

dogefan26 - me ## 2023 prod diced

@omgisai+ @akkir0
@prod_pk 

flp for the song: https://payhip.com/b/ecxKr

[@1crusafix]
im @1afflicted
talkin down you need to zip it
i could never switch, swear to god im never switching
yea i know u keep on fucking snitching, slide with the team and we come from all positions

i dont know ur name bro
7 digit pay roll
tryna fw us
u can kiss my fucking a-hole
 
do we got a problem
yea we can solve it
grab the revolver 
yea then i cock it 

(cloak tattered homage, DIDNT STEAL IT)
just forget it, yea it doesn't even matter
made a bag from this shi and went did it
go get it, climb the ladder
bitch im #1 in the fucking center x2

[@omgisai]
you and all these lies
i cant take it..
why u saying that im fake
u the fakest
you aint hard
all u do is fake it
uh u a lame
but you never face it
they tried to end me
nah pop out w a semi
all these racks i got too many
yea bitch i got like twenty
they tried to end me
nah pop out w a semi
that hoe out of many
i aint giving her a penny

[chorus]
just forget it, yea it doesn't even matter
made a bag from this shi and went did it
go get it, climb the ladder
bitch im #1 in the fucking center x2

[@akkir0]
imma get a bag from this shit
i dont really give a fuck abt a bitch nah
yuh, im just getting bread with my twins
yea yk we money makers so yk we never switch

yea we steady sending bullets 
yea that pussy he gon scream
he gon bleed out
but if someone ask it wasnt me
sippin lean lean
live that rapper life yea im popping beans
smoking green green
puffin hella gas till i cannot breathe

problem w/ isai + akkiro (pk)

@phreyla @phreyla @phreyla @phreyla
@fum1ko @fum1ko @fum1ko @fum1ko 
on some cr3sent shit yk

now i gotta stay online
snort a pill pass the time
paranoid all the time
keep a 40 by my side
ysl on my body
bitches right beside me
hella fucks stay behind me
another drug got me crying
ur so outta touch
get some bands im fuckin up
guess ur outta luck
vpn all run by fuzz
pills order hella blue pills for my counter
bands in my fuckin cashapp tor browser
i can tell ur dumb
ur screen is a 3:4
sending u a link
hella milfs are dtf
wireshark trace the packet to ur router
bands in my fuckin cashapp tor browser

tor browser w/ phreyla prod. fumiko

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cellar

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

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@prodelxnce
@kuraiiii
@vinsoignatius

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