this song reminds me of my freshman year of high school so much

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they wanna take all of my funds
my heart dont weigh no tons
aint ever had too much fun
overload myself all at once

aint ever have hoes its fun
got one too many im done
wanna see me lose my smile
wanna see me trip up but 

i wont
i wont
every song im postin now do better than most
what a show
pull a dagger from my throat and its bleeding me out
on the low 
they wont ever know 
that i waste my time inside my hell
stepping on burning coals

we ransack ur past
if u dont keep up turn to a fast act
no cashapp no cash
i dont wanna ever need a strap

but i might blast wh0 knows
my state wont let me tote 
if things get rough one day i might turn it on myself n blow 

scape the bottom no luck
one shot get me numb
my clovers a three and the seams come undone
she grab onto my hip
but my belt got some studs
i fed her empty words
i shove em down til she throw up

I put the mask on 
my face hides in black cloth 
I stole a ride not too long 
Ago 
this time I wont travel down the road

Don’t ask 
Last time they did we left em all Layin up with toe tags 
Get back 
your souls just an item 
i would like to ransack 

I told bro dont pass that 
I don’t need to track that 
when it comes my time 
I’ll face it way too fast no fast act 
I’m losing all my balance 
caught in a trap it’s 
way to hard to leave cus as you see these are my actions 

I don’t like packin em all  yea
I lost my head in the walls yea
she lost my love in the fall yea 
that’s a hell of a cost 
I went 2 onyx i learned how to ball 
I learned. never be scared of the fall 
nowadays im standing up so tall 
tall 
Tall

letz 5hake ft. deth coni (prod. coni)

produced by @buginfestedfloorboards


wake up every day
i feel horrible
i hate trying to do this
u make me feel useless
who do i want to be
and i tried
its not resolving for me
and the only thing i want to do is bleed
why cant u see

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on cuz i cant take that no more </3

"LET IT HAPPEN!!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one :c

wake up
i cant fucking stay up
and i promise u im on to u 
its not my fault they hate us
if ur knocking on my name
we keep glocks and they spray >;o
and i wont see u again
we go walk up in his spot we tell em "PAY UP!!!!"
DIEEEEE
dats sum shit i neva make up
u say "probably its hard for u" (me)
i had friends but they changed up
and nobody else checks up
its so dead in my area
it was never that fair to us
walk outside u wanted smoke we going2 bury him :p

i forget that u existed sometimes
always so caught up but i cant do nothing right
im being around it for the last time 
i was so done i think about it move on causee i cant take that no more 

"LET IT HAPPEN!!" but i cant even
i know im not right
i wait for u to die
let me know if thats alright
i can do this every day if u want
i know im never going to be the one that wins
its like im da only one

i tried so hard
i tried so hard
up all night im losing rest
i dont care about it

move on

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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me x @kurtains x @wido123456789
my part mixed by @rosesleeves
song is out on all platforms <3

[Hook: kurtains]
Treat it like a fashion I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing
Treat it like a fashion I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing

[Verse 1: wido]
Wanted me to die, hit me up it's too late
Yeah I know they hate me, but we own the runway
Put you in a trash can, your shit is containers
You can please me three ways euro, dollars, pesos
Stop walking, make me want to die
They pull up with 3s and 5s, I pull up with dirty knives
Call me Mr. Suicide cause I want my own homicide
Pills and water on my left shoulder, syringe on my right

[Hook: kurtains]
Treat it like a fashion I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing


[Verse 2: heroine diaries]
If we talking pills then you know I fucking need it
I’ve been state to state ask your girl she be fiending
They don’t want smoke all I hear is fucking squealing
Yeah she broke my heart pass the xannys get to healing
Why the fuck your fit so basic
Pull up on them leave them faceless
Fuck my home town I’m most hated
Small town kids ain’t been much places
Start to feel normal so I think I need the benzos
Crying like a bitch when he find out in the friend zone
Heard his new tape I said who the fuck this Bladee clone
Kill myself tonight just so I don’t have to be alone

[Hook: kurtains]
I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing
I know they wanna be me
Walking down the runway modeling with Glaivey
Yeah we dressed up for a nice occasion
Spinna on my hip and it hates them, got they heart racing

i could never like u

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