I got violently high n drunk, and listened to this with noise canceling headphones. Best experience of my fucking life, 78/13

list of songs that i fw, some songs may be outdated though

personal playlist

midwxst + dltzk - ##GraveedUp (prod. dltzk)

chach - talk shit (feat. quinn & ericdoa)

spawn

ericdoa - movinglikeazombie

litter

dust

caution

Dont Cry

Lyrics: 
Had shawty in the crib she wanna be alone
Had shawty over n she wanna be alone
Girl you don't even kno how 2 be alone
Is this really what you want now? 
How come we ain't work this out
All night, she on my hotline
619 to the 305 (619 to the 305)

I know you'll knock me down but I gotta buiild it up
Think I'm gonna blow it's been buildin up
Girl I think im tired of trying it ain't good enough
It's your win after all
I don't care if I fall, I reminisce it all 

I, I'm still holding on 
Breathing, she tell me stay strong
We been thru this so come on
You know that this all wrong
Never had a chance to rewrite assumptions
Always tellin me that i'm on some dumb shit
I don't even want u rn so fuck this 
Fists out, feelings out, leaving out the function

Girl, where tf you from?
I'm bleeding out my thumb
Do you feel me getting numb

it's your win (prod. sapjer)

Cuz' I know, I hurt you
And I hope, that everything you said was true
Like when I told you that I miss you, and you didn't even bat an eye
Was I supposed to feel alright? Knowing I-

Made a bunch of promises that I cant ever ever keep
I know I did not deserve you, why cant I just be me?
(I know)
(Fuck)

I know that I fucked everything up
And I've been trying hard to keep it in, but I've just had enough
I know that I never deserved this
Maybe you just loved seeing me hurting

Bunch of bullshit that you talk
Not the one to call you off
I won't hope for more
Yeah I'll just hope that you can change
And I hope that when you do, it's within my eyes range

(Oh)
Its like 1, 2, 3, 4

It's like 1, 2, 3, 4
Every single day, I just wish you would knock on my door
But those days are over
I see no point in living if I can’t have closure

Everything’s fucked up
I swear to God, babe, I really have just had enough
Tell me when it’s over
Like, really fuckin’ tell me, please
I swear to God, I can’t take any of the blame
I’m fallin’ to my knees

I know that I fucked everything up
And I've been trying hard to keep it in, but I've just had enough
I know that I never deserved this
Maybe you just loved seeing me hurting

(It's like, no one ever really noticed, until you, had to make them.)
(Like no one truly cared until you were actually gone, but I did)

closure (w/ TONIGHTALITY)

i am a big https://soundcloud.com/1glaive fan 
man named crowbars: scared

LYRICS

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

aint no chance of survival,
20 shots to your spinal,
and if u wanna go cry boi,
we gon pull up wid that rifle,

where u at then ?
sed u wanna fite real hard,
but u madeleine,
keep a lil click like a guard ,
bringa sylo men,
givin me that lip,
then i dip em wid a mini skeng,

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

I was sipping soda! (h-h-hi dopa)
fucked up off sum liquor idk her 8)
crazy!
how u turned into a hoe ya
boring like da state of north dakota 
walk in to the club like im 18 
its crazy!
fake id n da police gonna chase me
i just threw up in da back
they gon hate me
now i got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
im a soldier (j-j-john)
ima walk into tha spot like im its owner
and my bros packing heat 
just like its sonar!
i been posted up i been smoking kosher
i been posted up i been smoking

"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

crowbars w/ glaive

welcome to the backrooms 
have fun !!
notes:// first song i've ever been proud of :) its prolly gone flop but i love it :3
prod me <3

life is pain

Vid out here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRXsMs9r8Hw
mix @j9nah
ty @1glaive
all platforms out now

complicated ft glaive (p. takingnone)

notlieu - can't get out (fromtheheart)

prod me 
i hope u likey

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

(verse)
and its hard 2 hide
so i hardly try
yes i wonder why
that i try 2 lie
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i feel
about the way i 

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

INSTRUMENTAL BREAK !!!!!!! OMG GUITARS!!!!!!!

(bridge)
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
pretend 2 care at all
i dont care. at all.

(hook)
im rude 2 everyone
thats how i am
thats how ill stay :)
and im a prick because its fun
because i can
and thats ok
they only call me when they're gone
all turning dumb
all turning fade
so i hope you choke on your own tounge
and fucking die
just suffocate 
... im a pessimist

pessimist

[@lei + @ria_chuelo + @pandimoosic]

i swear no one's finna get me
had to get myself up
cause no one's finna help me
i just gotta play wit the cards that they tell me
yea i gotta stop staying up it's not healthy

and all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieve

im posted up
im in the cut

there's so much pressure on my shoulders
ive been outta luck
and screw u's what i told her
i gotta keep it a buck
and i just been thru the mud
and she been asking how i feel
being this cool sucks if i gotta keep it real
we shooting clips like its film
cause my life's like a movie
and that's just how i feel
like everyday is a new scene

if u get me
dont test me im totin real heavy
i listened to my heart and this is where it led me
and i said ima be forever dont forget me

i swear no one's finna get me
had to get myself up
cause no one's finna help me
i just gotta play wit the cards that they tell me
yea i gotta stop staying up it's not healthy

*3, 2, 1*

im posted up im in the cut wit all my goons
you keep talking like u bout but i know u aint gon shoot
u aint a threat here, now tell me whatchu finna do
and shawty gon hit my phone cause she said that im cute

im posted up
im in the cut

and all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieveand all the time i think about her yea whats wrong with me?
i had to get it off my chest yea what came over me?
and u said u just want me dead but ur not over me
but idc because there's nothing that i cant achieve

whatiswrongwithme?

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whatiswrongwithme? [+ria : pandi]

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notlieu - can't get out (fromtheheart)

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