I got violently high n drunk, and listened to this with noise canceling headphones. Best experience of my fucking life, 78/13

👑ur not going turbo r u?!?!🕹

[prod : me]
[mastered by : @threedimensionsapart]

[text]
feelings crawl, thru my skin
and there's blood all on my fist
i feel so alone i really hate it
and i just wake up feeling sick
i cant change the way i feel
i can't feel i cant feel no
it doesn't matter anyway
i cant see my face
and i cant do this by myself
yea im too scared, and know u wont help
and i hadda get up cause it hurt when i fell

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

i woke up on the ground
i sit up, stand up, brush myself off then i look around
it's the simplicity of nature i recently found
the beauty dancing in the leaves i forget to breath out
inhale the air into ur chest and then let out a sound
it doesn't matter if it's quiet or it's really loud
just gotta know that ur living
take a second and feel it
[e]motional healing
my heart is still bleeding, ugh
and i still face it
i wake up everyday i hate it
i cant think at all, i feel brainless
im new to bleeding but it's painless
dont remember what i look like, i must be faceless
dont know who i am, i feel nameless
i found my love, i found my oasis
ugh damn ah
i feel amazing

i don't know what happened
to us, and our love
i don't know what happened
to us, and our love

and ive been stuck in my ways
i cant get up i hope the feeling randomly goes away
and it replays in my brain every time that i think of u
idk what say
and im sorry for everything ive done
i feel so useless, feel so dumb
and i dont know u anymore
at least not well
and idc u can go to hell

and idc u can leave me now
they dont wanna see me win they wanna keep me down
i swear that no one can stop me they better keep me out
cause when im in im finna go
i keep on dropping bangers like damn, im dropping gold
it's [@co-opp] wit no opps so ima keep on upping polls
and we gon be good i put that on my soul
oh

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oasis

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back2u

produced by nujioh
guitar solo by Talan Sinclair (@talan-925950587)
mixing help from Genesis John Villaflor Gonzales (@genesistracks)

artwork by osakanafish04

stream -
https://open.spotify.com/track/3SZaAS4XYsLW1kafT4Mxj7?si=e9f809ab6af34c07
https://nujioh.bandcamp.com/track/angel

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www.instagram.com/nujioh/
nujioh.bandcamp.com/music

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

i cover up but i still feel like i'm left exposed
please don't belittle me, take a knife just to whittle me
know i can't fight it but still so hard to let you go
please put the blame on me, save my life while you take from me
i hear beelzebub behind my back
hes masquerading, sinking teeth into my neck
i felt it, i can't see it
please tell me you believe it
cuz' i know i got demons
and you might just see the devil in me

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

i told her i didn't mean to follow what i'm told
i swear it wasn't me, bloodied hands doesn't say i'm guilty
i couldn't right all my wrongs, left when the mood was cold
i knew a part of me praying away my honest feelings
i don't have no one else to scratch my back
its lonely but its lonelier when your cards are stacked
against you, but you're thinking
the house is always winning
so i fold and concede it
heads or tails it's hell or heaven for me

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my purpose

yea, i can take it there
yea, i can take it there
why don't you meet me halfway a little?
angel on my shoulder told me i'm not worth it
know i'm getting older, but don't know my
uh-

angel

i am a big https://soundcloud.com/1glaive fan 
man named crowbars: scared

LYRICS

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

aint no chance of survival,
20 shots to your spinal,
and if u wanna go cry boi,
we gon pull up wid that rifle,

where u at then ?
sed u wanna fite real hard,
but u madeleine,
keep a lil click like a guard ,
bringa sylo men,
givin me that lip,
then i dip em wid a mini skeng,

(chorus)
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

I was sipping soda! (h-h-hi dopa)
fucked up off sum liquor idk her 8)
crazy!
how u turned into a hoe ya
boring like da state of north dakota 
walk in to the club like im 18 
its crazy!
fake id n da police gonna chase me
i just threw up in da back
they gon hate me
now i got a cop on my ass tryna taze me
im a soldier (j-j-john)
ima walk into tha spot like im its owner
and my bros packing heat 
just like its sonar!
i been posted up i been smoking kosher
i been posted up i been smoking

"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,
"you a loner",
but i cant find u in my folder?
come and see me in the back, 
smoking doja,
crowbars!
yea we tryna come over,
take all your shit,
then we sell it to the olders,

crowbars w/ glaive

dis is jus a song expressing pain i feel like everyday in my mind broin
PRODUCED BY ME

(hook)
she bad like cheryl cole
bitch im aimin at yo dome
wid a glock 17
n da finish is all chrome
its got a bee - ee - eem
u don rly wana b like me
cuz i gota lotta problems !
and u best not fold!!!!
dey think im lying when i 
"put on in his throat"
"hide it in my coat"
iss gota bee - ee - eem
u don rly wana b like me
cuz i gota lotta problems

talk talk talk, dats all dey fuckin do
all up in my dms talkin bout sumthing that i didnt do
pain all day , dats all i fuckin feel
no u dont like me, but u don know me at all
mommworld, slowsilver in our castle
wido smoke dat pack
pitfall gettin mad
distracted my bad
look over to my side n a bitch walk in and

(hook)
she bad like cheryl cole
bitch im aimin at yo dome
wid a glock 17
n da finish is all chrome
its got a bee - ee - eem
u don rly wana b like me
cuz i gota lotta problems !
and u best not fold!!!!
dey think im lying when i 
"put on in his throat"
"hide it in my coat"
iss gota bee - ee - eem
u don rly wana b like me
cuz i gota lotta problems

talk talk

Verse Order:
@chach404
@wido123456789
@p4rkr
@sanriorose
@midwxst
@1kurtains
@1glaive
@blackwinterwells
@braxtonknight
@zootzie
@lilkiteshawty
@kggn
@shadowkingkillz
@saturn27

PROD: @4ambhx

RED W/ SLOWSILVER03, NOVAGANG, GOONNCITY, & MIDNIGHT SOCIETY (PROD. 4AM)

unknown

unknown [ashes]

notlieu - can't get out (fromtheheart)

notlieu - better

notlieu - tap (tap)  *tap*

Antagonists w/ pitfall (jane)

notlieu - strange addiction

notlieu - maybe i'll feel better next year

notlieu - cared

stream

pipe dream w/ lieu

I am nothing, I will do nothing, But i know if all my sorrows were real they could touch the sky.

notlieu - can't get out (fromtheheart)

NOT notlieu

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