This is really cool and i like how it sounds when its slowed 

I'm turning 18 in like a month. I'm so scared. i didn't get a childhood and now it's too late.

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Lyrics

I'm not prepared for the future
So many things that I just don't know, I
Cut my hair, bought a new shirt
New pair of shoes and
It's time to go, I
Finally found an apartment
Signed a lease on a car this month, I
Can't go back to the start now
Time doesn't slow down
I'm on my own
Guess my childhood is over
Now I'm taking down my posters
And I'm putting all my things inside a box next to a toaster
That's my closest thing to closure
I can't stop this rollercoaster
I'm not ready to get older, I'm not ready to get older
Guess my childhood is over
Now I'm taking down my posters
And I'm telling all my friends we'll get together next October
That's my closest thing to closure
I can't stop this rollercoaster
I'm not ready to get older, I'm not ready to get older
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum-dum-dum
Never thought I'd be twenty
Now thirty don't seem so far away
I know I gotta make a little money then maybe find somebody
To call my own
Mmm, I'm not ready but I
Can't go back in time, I
Know it's all out my control
Now I know
Guess my childhood is over
Now I'm taking down my posters
And I'm putting all my things inside a box next to a toaster
That's my closest thing to closure
I can't stop this rollercoaster
I'm not ready to get older, I'm not ready to get older
Guess my childhood is over
Now I'm taking down my posters
And I'm telling all my friends we'll get together next October
That's my closest thing to closure
I can't stop this rollercoaster
I'm not ready to get older, I'm not ready to get older
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum-dum-dum
Guess my childhood is over
One day I'll be buying posters for my kids
Just like my parents did for me, it's never over
They'll grow up and soon enough
They'll wish that time would just move slower
I'm not ready to get older, I'm not ready to get older
Guess my childhood is over
Now I'm taking down my posters
And I'm putting all my things inside a box next to a toaster
That's my closest thing to closure
I can't stop this rollercoaster
I'm not ready to get older, I'm not ready to get older
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum
Bum-ba-da-da-da-dum-dum-dum
I'm not prepared for the future
So many things that I just don't know, I
Cut my hair, bought a new shirt
New pair of shoes and
It's time to go

Older Alec Benjamin slowed

“Black Velvet Spell” is a hauntingly sensual and melancholic ambient pop/shoegaze song written for a delicate female voice, reminiscent of the vocal style of Lana Del Rey and Rihanna. The song explores the psychological and emotional entanglement between the narrator and a mysterious, dangerously alluring lover cloaked in metaphorical (and perhaps literal) black velvet. The tone is both romantic and dark, with a dreamlike, hypnotic atmosphere that blurs the line between passion and destruction.

The narrative arc follows the singer’s encounter with this enigmatic figure who seduces her not through words, but through silent intensity and magnetic presence. The imagery is rich with sensual textures—black velvet, silk, candlelight, perfume in the rain—enhancing the mystical and almost spell-like nature of their connection.

As the song progresses, it becomes clear that the relationship is emotionally consuming and possibly toxic. The singer willingly descends into this emotional underworld, mesmerized by a love that feels divine but is ultimately laced with danger. There is a recurring motif of being “undone,” “haunted,” and “burned,” all suggesting a passionate surrender that leaves a permanent mark on her identity.

The chorus anchors the theme: the "black velvet spell" is a symbol of seductive darkness, a love that feels both luxurious and suffocating. It's a bond that continues to haunt her even after the lover is gone—more than a memory, it’s a spell that reshapes her inner world.

The bridge intensifies the emotional depth, revealing the lover as both savior and destroyer, and the relationship as a beautifully wrapped form of emotional possession. The lyrics in this section are whispered, adding intimacy and a sense of confession, while reinforcing the duality of beauty and pain.

Musically, the song is supported by ethereal synths, ambient guitars with reverb, and slow-building textures that simulate emotional waves—rising and falling with the storyline. Instrumental interludes offer breathing space while deepening the mood, and the outro leaves the listener in a soft, ghostly afterglow.


Black Velvet Spell

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Full tracklist

[00:00:00] idealism - last time
[00:02:50] Philanthrope X Kupla - Cycles
[00:05:25] bloopr - mondayloop [no friends, no worries]
[00:06:50] leavv - within 
[00:09:30] leavv & misc.inc - Pictures (unreleased)
[00:11:35] fortnight - 2000
[00:13:03] Soho - At Peace
[00:14:58] blnkspc_  - Sticky
[00:18:30] j'san - in time (unreleased)
[00:20:43] Dweeb -'72 Audi Coupe
[00:21:45] sumwun - men cry
[00:23:37] ṰṏỞ↑ἧᾯrṰḩ - over it
[00:25:33] saiko - untitled (unreleased)
[00:26:48] Saito & Lester, Nowhere - Glare (w/ otesla)
[00:29:00] Philanthrope - Leavin'
[00:31:08] hm SURF - Flunked This Semester 
[00:32:44] leavv - park walk
[00:34:12] Kaizen 92´- lost n´ found
[00:36:20] fortnight - 5AM
[00:37:55] fortnight - the keys
[00:39:41] Aeson - a l l u r e
[00:42:15] Yaken & Nymano - Untitled (Unreleased)
[00:44:26] Fortnight - Balcony settings
[00:46:05] prima - Jin
[00:47:25] Aeson - dreamin'
[00:49:10] Leavv - Tomorrow (Chillhop Spring 2018)
[00:51:52] asbeluxt - calming tea
[00:53:07] BLVK. - affection (unreleased)
[00:54:44] hm surf - Take Care
[00:56:47] Psalm Trees - Wherever You Are (Chillhop Spring 2018)
[00:58:47] Omaure - Honeypot
[01:00:58] Joe Corfield - Wildflower (Chillhop Spring 2018)
[01:03:18] ihaveaface - rainy/forest
[01:05:13] hm surf - didn't get a switch for christmas
[01:06:35] Orca Vibes - Intuition
[01:08:20] Kaizen 92 - Magenta
[01:09:45] Juan RIOS - Otoño
[01:13:19] j'san - the voice inside my head (beat)
[01:15:22] Peter Bark - L'aldilà
[01:16:30] Philanthrope - Dromeda 
[01:18:41] charlie toØ human - moonlight love
[01:21:58] saiko - bruh
[01:23:45] chief - i am nobody
[01:25:14] charlie toØ human - Autumn Daze
[01:27:45] philanthrope - Blue w∕ drwn.
[01:29:38] Aeson - smile
[01:33:33] Omaure - Bunte Hunde (beat)
[01:36:15] COMODO - 303
[01:37:33] hm surf - 6am
[01:39:17] mt. fujitive - trees
[01:41:30] chief - tired
[01:42:50] dweeb & too ugly - how you think (beat)
[01:45:10] Clouds x HM Surf - Cloudsurfing 
[01:46:48] saiko - offtherecord
[01:49:39] knowmadic - empty
[01:52:13] sensi sye - no sleep
[01:54:12] chief - stay
[01:55:58] oatmello - inside (w/chief)
[01:57:50] hm surf - corolla cruising (unreleased)

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Let Me Down Slowly

mounika. ~ girlfriendlove

I met you in California

Faouzia - Born Without A Heart (slowed Down)

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Body- Jordan Suaste (slowed)

Alec Benjamin - I Built a Friend Slowed

Body By Jordan Suaste (But it's slower)

the village - wrabel ~ slowed

i want my ring back :(

she told me that she loved my by the water fountain
she told me that she loved me and she didn't love him
and that was really lovely cause it was innocent
but now she's got a cup with something else in it

it's getting kinda blurry at a quarter past ten
and he was in a hurry to be touching her skin
she's feeling kinda dirty when she's dancing with him
forgetting what she told me by the water fountain..

but he's grabbing her hips,
pulling her in,
kissing her lips,
and whispering in her ear
and she knows that she shouldn't listen
and that she should be with me by the water fountain

Grunt Morgan's Album

water fountain ~ slowed ~ (acoustic cover)

Doch ich glaub, alles halb so schlimm, ich krieg das alles wieder hin💿

Older Alec Benjamin slowed

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