Voices Instrumental

lofi xxxtentacion type song

💬Instagram - poppy.ozu
original beat - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s8OO7GtKbCg

Forelonely prod.by poppy Ozu

Never Let go (prod.) by freek van workum

Love aint what it used to be (prod. by) Freek Van Workun

psycho prod by freek van workum

Fake Friends (prod by NetuH)

falling from grace (prod by freek van workum)

[Hook]
I build these walls and closed the doors
pretend I'm okay, please ignore
the memories fade away but the pain remains
I might smile on the surface but feeling cold in my veins

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I been hiding in the silence, playing ghost in the crowd,
Nod my head to every convo, but my thoughts too loud.
Every scar got a story, but I locked that file,
So I laugh like it’s all good, keep it fake for a while.

Pressure in my chest like a loaded gun,
Every time I open up, I come undone.
They say “talk it out,” but I don’t trust that lane,
‘Cause people love your truth ‘til it shows your pain.

Cold nights, heavy mind, I’m my own worst friend,
Tryna patch the leaks but they start again.
They call it growth, I call it numb survival,
Built this shell ‘round my heart like it’s my only rival.

I used to dream big, now I dream of peace,
Every sunrise feels like a short-term lease.
I wear my fear like a chain I can’t unfasten,
Ain’t no love left, just a habit of maskin’.

[Hook]
I build these walls and closed the doors
pretend I'm okay, please ignore
the memories fade away but the pain remains
I might smile on the surface but feeling cold in my veins

[Verse 2]
I keep my circle small, damn near square,
Ain’t no trust left, just blank stares.
Every “you good?” feels like an act on stage,
I say “I’m straight,” while I’m rotting in a cage.

Text unread, phone on silent mode,
I ghost my own friends, that’s my only code.
I’m scared of love, scared of being seen,
‘Cause every time I open up, they leave the scene.

Yeah, I wear this mask like it’s stitched to my skin,
Smile wide, while the dark creeps in.
It’s safer in shadows where no one can pry,
‘Cause if they see the real me, they might say goodbye.

I tell myself I’m fine, but I’m lying again,
Hiding pain in the verses that I write with a pen.
Every beat is a confession I can’t say out loud,
So I whisper to the mic, try to bleed it out proud.

[Hook]
I build these walls and closed the doors
pretend I'm okay, please ignore
the memories fade away but the pain remains
I might smile on the surface but feeling cold in my veins

cold in my veins prod by freek van workum

(Hook)
I don't care, I don't feel
Nothing left, nothing real
Love is fake, so is trust
All we built, back to dust
So I don't care
hmmmmm
I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore.


(Verse 1)
I’ve been screaming in my silence, no one ever heard the sound,
Every time I tried to stand, they just kicked me to the ground.
Used to bleed for every soul that said they cared for me,
Now I’m staring at the ceiling, asking, “what’s left to believe?”
All the texts I never send, all the pain I just repress,
Fake smiles in the mirror, hiding deeper emptiness.
I gave love till it broke me, now I’m hollow in the chest,
If the world wants my heart, they can take what’s left.
Ain’t no tears now, just static in my brain.

sin

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