Beat produced by Valious

Lyrics: 

i can't take this damage that's the reason i left,
i've been running in circles, i don't know where i stand,
are you gonna fix it bad and good, are you going to fix it up,
for once i might listen let your words take all my pain away,

take my pain away, that's not happening,
it never ends, i can barely breathe,
tryna keep it in, i'm gonna bend,
were you there to see, all the damages,
i can't repair, i was tryna be the one for you,
that's cool, fuck you, me i'm gonna be fine,
watch me on the uprise, never on a decline,
i've been fucking up right,
never gonna be nice,
why you acting up like,
you wanna have deep fights,
i ain't got time to waste,
but i've been wasting my time,
hanging at your place,
doing what i gotta do to make you feel great,
but you ain't been doing the same,
and i can't relate,
you're always on my mind,
i wish you'd never be,
you're wasting all my time,
and all your energy,
just go see other guys,
i need some time to breathe, 
you were once my ecstasy,
and now you're like my enemy,

i can't take this damage that's the reason i left,
i've been running in circles, i don't know where i stand,
are you gonna fix it bad and good, are you going to fix it up,
for once i might listen let your words take all my pain away,

Damage (ft. Valious)

Mary Jane (Prod. Last Dude) (Needs Mixing)

i said that i love her but i gotta bounce,
she gave me her everything,
i'm not one for settling,
so i had to leave her,
kicked her out the house,
now she coming back around,
still want me to settle down,

you know i love doing shit my own way,
i don't care what y'all say,
just be grateful when i leave,
and talk your shit like always,
got me feeling sideways,
vertigo inside me,
so sick to my stomach,
but i just can't find peace,
everybody got a piece,
poppin opps, and ecstasy,
they don't give a fuck about their actions,
or what that shit brings,
all they care about is ending enemies,
letting all their bullets sing,
they will murder everything,

i can't find peace,
wish that i could,
i don't smoke no more,
miss backwoods,
always feel misunderstood,
people think i'm backwards,

i said that i love her but i gotta bounce,
she gave me her everything,
i'm not one for settling,
so i had to leave her,
kicked her out the house,
now she coming back around,
still want me to settle down,

yeah i'm falling off the deep end,
can't wait till this week ends,
little bit of molly got me feeling like i'm peaking,
caught up on the weekend,
drinking never sleeping,
taking too much drugs,
i'm scared that i'll never be me again,
i don't know why i do this shit to myself,
i know everything i do is bad for my health,
but i just feel caught up thinking all of this helps,
and then i end up broken, breaking somebody else,

i can't find peace,
wish that i could,
i don't smoke no more,
miss backwoods,
always feel misunderstood,
people think i'm backwards,

i said that i love her but i gotta bounce,
she gave me her everything,
i'm not one for settling,
so i had to leave her,
kicked her out the house,
now she coming back around,
still want me to settle down,

Gotta Bounce (prod. YGPuff Beats)

don't look for me,
don't find me,
i don't need no one else,
it's just me and nobody,
i'm fine all by myself,
but i'm locked up in my hobbies,
i'm locked up in my house,
sometimes i wish you'd find me,
but i can't ask for help (2x)

yeah, i dunno where i'm going anymore,
i got a set path i'm just gonna get ignored,
everybody wants support until they get support,
then they want you gone cause all that love,
is hard for them to voice,
oh but it's a cold ass life though,
i've never got her mad,
but i was born as a psycho,
and i erase mistakes,
backspacing a typo,
i bet you wish you'd stuck around,
cause now you know that i'll blow up,
for sure, gimme love, gimme love, fake love,
i want more, gimme more,
i can't love no bitch,
but i trust these whores,
and i don't know why,
they don't give me pause,
maybe that's what i need,
so i don't wanna stop,
they don't say they won't leave,
they say fuck it i'm off,
they don't ask me how i been,
we just link and then we fuck,

don't look for me,
don't find me,
don't look for me,
don't find me,
i don't need no one else,
i don't need no one else,
no one else, no one else,
i don't need no one else,

don't look for me,
don't find me,
i don't need no one else,
it's just me and nobody,
i'm fine all by myself,
but i'm locked up in my hobbies,
i'm locked up in my house,
sometimes i wish you'd find me,
but i can't ask for help (2x)

IDNNOE

Otherside

i know it's pronounced salaam a-lay-kum <3

i'm cold as fuck yeah hmm no frostbite,
uh huh, and i can eat that bitch out, overbite,
she gon ask me why i'm faded tonight,
cause i drank a lot of gin, i got it in,
and smoked a light, now i'm big don,
tripping - lsd start slippin,
put some molly in my cup,
and now i see stars, creepin,
can't walk start tipping,
stanky leg walk gettin,
now i see a ten-ten, that's a strike,
my mission, she got big back,
tell her throw that shit back,
let me feel that throat sack,
i just wanna feel her spittin,
make her relapse, now she tryna relax,
i don't really need that,
i just wanna see her splittin,
i just peeped that, loaded with the cheat strats,
swipe her like a T match,
i don't really care i'm different,
i ain't tryna settle down,
you ain't in my vision,
you be acting like a clown,
no drive, not driven,

okay okay put a target on her back,
like my ex i ain't ever going back,
chase the cheese like rats,
i just wanna count a couple hunnid racks,
maybe fuck a bitch with a huge rack,
man i'm always on attack,
i'm a titan, means i'm always fighting,
some bitches don't like em,
but salam alaikum, sometimes i like em,
and that's the way it goes,
so if i start to feel indifferent,
then i switch up like my flow like,

everytime i spit it's always different,
like i'm catering, buffet, she crave a ring,
told her that we ain't a thing,
honestly i'm only here for links,
you know i'm pay to win,
she want me to put a baby in her,
guess that i'm a king,
i don't really need a queen,
doesn't mean that i'm mean,
i don't need to justify myself,
i run the whole scene,
wrote the script, i'm such a fiend,
y'all act like a bunch of deans,
running round and gobbling on everything,
you swallow dreams, need a bitch to succeed,
no i mean to suck seed, i just want a baddie,
that can focus on her own things,
i don't want somebody in my business,
tryna slip the stream,
i just want someone that's gonna listen,
while i make her scream,
ugh, you know i'm lifted,
why i made the shift,
went from being broke,
to being rich bitch,
now i'm broke again,
i missed the jump,
i should have gripped it,
now i'm back to 9-5s,
and working in a kitchen,
cooking up the fuck-ng heat - aye, aye, aye, aye,
i'm boutta beat up on the beat - aye, aye, aye, aye,
i'm undefeated on the streets - aye, aye, aye, aye,
you know i never face defeat - aye, aye, aye, aye,
i got your girlfriend in my feed - aye, aye, aye, aye,
i mean i take her out to feed - aye, aye, aye, aye,
you know you never wanna switch up,
family gonna miss ya,
you know who you're dealing with,
i hope you get the picture,

Aye Aye (prod.  awgust24 beats)

would you miss me if i disappeared,
cause i don't think that i'll be here next year,
it's  hard to contemplate the dozen fears,
you know i only ever needed you to be here,
and now i'm stuck inside my own head,
thinking about the ways that i can get you into my bed,
even though i know our love is probably already dead,
hard to kill something that we both know never existed,
i don't ever really want to let you go,
but i know it's probably the only choice for you,
cause i wanna set you free, give you a chance to grow,
even if the pain it brings is gonna leave me broke,
don't want you to switch up, told you that i'd miss ya,
now i'm going through my phone deleting all the pictures,
all those memories that we both held so close,
being thrown back in the trash, i don't want these hoes,
but you've left now, time for me to back down,
every move i make is making me feel like a big clown,
i just want you around, i just want you here now,
i just wish i felt your love one more before you did bounce,
had you as my background, now you're in the background,
just another stranger that i see when i go hit town,
i can't even walk past you without turning around,
every time i see your face my heart just starts to p-p-pound,
now i'm smoking on an ounce, only way to kill the sound,
try to drown the voices out, only you i hear about,
kinda tired of it now, still i listen to em shout,
nice to know that you're about, feeling like we're always bound,
i don't know if i'm gon be alright, 
like i know that one day you're gonna prolly beep my line,
tryna get me back and i'm gon have no peace all night,
thinking maybe that's the chance I need to be alright, yeah,

just don't know if it worth it,
living life with no purpose,
always talking in cursive,
made this song, hope you've heard it,
if not, then just relax,
you're getting too stressed,
please don't deep that,
i just love you, need you to know that,
we can't go back, we just a mismatch, (x2)

Purpose (prod. sad mb)

Escapism (Remix)

D!RECT

[Verse 1]
Chain smoke pain in a motel lobby
Ghost in my chest, no one ever could stop me
Texts unread, yeah, she left me on empty
Heart iced out like the veins never tempt me
Bleed through a verse like I bled through the bedsheets
Night full of pills and a head full of dead dreams
They ain’t ever cared when I needed a lifeline
Now I talk to the void, got a grip on a tight nine

[Pre-Chorus]
They love you when you’re dying in the rear-view
But hate you when you’re breathing in the clear too
I ain’t running, I just drift from where the fear grew
Voices in my head, yeah, I hear two

[Chorus]
Midnight scars, I been driving through the static
Can’t feel love, it’s a drug, it’s a habit
I was never whole, I was always just a fragment
They paint halos, but I’m sleeping in the ashes
Midnight scars, bleeding ink on my mattress
Shadows in my soul, turn my thoughts into lashes
Wrote your name in the fog with a passion
Now it’s just a smudge that reacts with the damage

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I died when she left, but my heart kept beating
Friends love to watch while your mind keeps leaking
Demons in the whip got the aux on repeat
Playing every lie you told with the bass real deep
Ten toes down but the world keep shifting
Lean got me numb but the guilt stay drifting
I don’t want to pray, I just want one minute
With the me I used to be, but that version finished

[Bridge]
You ain’t seen the truth til the mirror starts crying
Screaming at a sky that ain’t never replied
My past like a noose that I wear when I’m silent
Hope in a bottle that I sip just to fly,

[Chorus]
Midnight scars, I been driving through the static
Can’t feel love, it’s a drug, it’s a habit
I was never whole, I was always just a fragment
They paint halos, but I’m sleeping in the ashes
Midnight scars, bleeding ink on my mattress
Shadows in my soul, turn my thoughts into lashes
Wrote your name in the fog with a passion
Now it’s just a smudge that reacts with the damage

[Outro]
(Sleep when I’m gone)
(Love’s just a ghost in the wrong dimension)
(Baby, I’m dust in the wrong reflection)

Midnight Scars

I thought it was love… but I guess I thought wrong…

[Verse 1]
I gave you time, I gave you my head
You gave me silence, and left me on read
You played it cool, I bled in my bed
I stayed real, you just misled

You smiled like nothin’ was off
I held it down, now I’m turnin’ it off
You wanted space, I gave you a lot
Still came back like it’s all my fault

[Hook]
You never loved me, just liked the idea
Used me up, then wiped it clear
I held on 'cause I thought you’d care
Now I’m lettin’ go like it’s not still there

You never said it, but the vibe was loud
Looked in your eyes, and I saw the doubt
Now I’m movin’ on, but it still feels rough
Tryna act fine when it’s not enough

[Verse 2]
You don’t check in, don’t ask how I been
Guess I ain’t even worth the spin
I used to dream you’d come back again
Now I just pray I forget where we been

It’s not hate, it’s just the truth
You ain’t fake — you just used what’s new
I was all in, you just passed through
Now I’m just a name that’s lost in the view

[Bridge]
I ain’t bitter, just done tryna prove
I was the one when you never had to choose
Fell for a lie that I called “you”
Gotta let go of the things untrue

[Hook]
You never loved me, just liked the idea
Used me up, then wiped it clear
I held on 'cause I thought you’d care
Now I’m lettin’ go like it’s not still there

You never said it, but the vibe was loud
Looked in your eyes, and I saw the doubt
Now I’m movin’ on, but it still feels rough
Tryna act fine when it’s not enough

Used to be something… 
now it’s just a name…
Just let it go… 
just let it fade...

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Risky Moves

Ashtray

A different type of music from what I usually do, more heartfelt and more soul and a style I personally love doing. This will be going onto my EP, and the rest of the songs won't be dropped but previewed until I release it.

Lyrics:
I don't see myself, making a dent, or breaking down - her walls,
They're just too strong, or am I the fool, for wanting more,
I put trust into her, she gave it to him, the worst kind of sin, I'm left with nothing to lose,
I'm shattered and bruised, my ego it grew,

you're breaking me apart I know, you're in my head wherever I go, I left you so you could grow,
I don't want to suffer alone, when we met you brought a spark, when you left you took my heart,
now we're several calls apart, and we don't really talk no more,

I just want to let you know, that I never forgot you no,
and at night when I close my eyes, your smile is what I hide behind, (x2)

hiding seems to be what I'm, best at for better or worse, I held my feelings down for her,
I didn't want to be a burden, I'm criticised for all I am, I'm broken but don't give a damn,
In pieces but she brought me back, she gave me the one thing I lacked,
this - can't be - the end of my story, I'm sorry that I'm not the kind of guy you want supporting,
I've lost count so many times of how often I'm falling, but you're the only one who I got back to after morning,
Picking me apart I know, everything I say don't go, stay with me and let me show, you the world and all I know,
yeah it's wrong to pick a fight, but you're the one who left that night, I feel like after all is done,
I might need to leave someone cause,

I just want to let you know, that I never forgot you no,
and at night when I close my eyes, your smile is what I hide behind, (x2)

Finding, something to sustain my heartbreak, I wish that I could take his place, I know that I'm selfish, I know that the words I say could open something hellish, I know pieces in your mind might break apart,
I'll never be too far from your heart, everyone is selfish, I'm the only one who truly cares about your interests,

One more time I'll let you know, I never should have let you go,
Cause at night when I close my eyes, it's always you I try to find,

Forever (Prod. Raspo)

(young dagger dick is a little nod to jahseh) 

I'll break you apart like a stick of twix, your girl spreads now for the young dagger dick,
Sheathe my blade, XXX on her tits, look I don't give a shit you can suck my shhh,
Like a parking ticket I'ma let this rip, while I shoot on her face and I kill my kids,
Might do a 360 like FaZe, go back to my ex and I bruise my fists,
Beat the beat like Rhianna's lips, go through an emo phase, and I cut my wrists,
I get brain like a zombie bitch, I'm a one man team don't need no clique, 
Leave you blue like I sponsor Twitch, and I make you fold like a salsa dip,
I am the king of the deck, no tricks, I'm white not black but I still feel mixed,

Damaging me is a problem, I don't feel awful, command and conquer huh,
You're fragile like a tissue, blow your nose and get out your issues huh,
Nobody really gonna miss you, sorry that I dissed you, I'm not that sorry huh,
Got a few things you can stick too, your lyrics are misused, stop with the vocals huh,	

You get jabbed like a doctor, now I'm swinging on your bitch like a yo-yo,
I don't want to talk shit but I got the one ring, guess that makes me Frodo,
I don't wanna get down and dirty but I got stank moves like a hobo,
And I know that I got cold bars, I am icey as fuck like Frozone,
Might just try to fly a bat uh-huh, keep count of my kills, stattrak uh huh,
I don't wanna hear that uh-huh, might run up on you like a lap uh-huh,
Snake all up in my jeans uh-huh, got Woody in the morning bitch please, uh-huh, 
Horror icon she screams uh-huh, waking up at night, Krueger dreams, uh-huh,

Feel like Kobain, blow out my brain, I think I might have just caused a wet stain,
Have a wet dream, fuck on a Dame, knight with my dick, say goodnight to her shame,
Not a bad dad, pop off like Baghdad, she's blowing me up like my dick was IRAQ,
This is a brag, but it's not a fact, I'll run up on you like a marathon lap,

Got them wet like the under boat, breathing in slow, and I'm finding it hard to swim,
So I only breaststroke, but she finds it hard to speak, when my dicks in her throat, god damn.
Got them locked in tight like invisalign, hit them from behind like a trolley in the wrong line,
Get a parking ticket, let her tear it up, too fine (two fines) got her shaking like Parkinson's from the v-line, 
Tried to talk to her and she's digging all my bad lines, take her to the back room,
snorting up a fat line, got a sugar rush and it's going to my damn mind, think I might trip, fall down on the decline,
Bringing in the heat I was born for the fire fight, If you think I'm senile,
bitch you ain't too wrong, hit her with the pipe like I pulled up with a big bong,

Feel like the enemy of Batman, guess I'm two-faced, do you even know your own place?
Carrying the world on my back, that's a lot of weight, and I'm impatient I don't wait,
I'm hungry so I need a taste, get off of my plate, I don't need your problems to eat,
I'm blinded by love everyday, maybe it's the mace, forcing the issue like rape,

Said I need a break like a kit-kat, turning you blue like a smurf, eat a tic tac ew,
Leaving her stuffed like a big mac, I said I got a broke back, tired of standing up for you,
Wanted it rough no bark, hit her out the ball park, so I guess I really got the juice, 
You've been in a thorn in my side, ever since 09, guess I gotta dig up your roots,

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