couldn’t we have waited just a little while longer
or tried a little a harder
to tear me apart? 

you say you couldn’t help it
still i was worth the effort
and now the pain, it lingers, as we end it at the start

but they say death leads to rebirth
so i’ll feel it while it hurts

“rebirth” (demo)

i go through waves where it feels like i’m running out of time
like all i’ve ever owned was never really mine 

i’ve come to find i may be too hard on my heart
is it too late to restart?

“waves” (demo)

lately i’ve been holding on too tightly
you’re suffocating,
but the cries won’t be enough until i’m sorry


lately i’ve been holding on too tightly
and i know i’ve been hiding from my wrongs,
but you’ll find me 


lately i’ve been holding on
and waiting for the end to come 
fill the moment—make it a little less lonesome

“waiting period” (demo)

i think i need more love
i think my intentions are skewed 
i can’t tell if i’m enough, 
so i’ll give it a moment—or two
but how do you pull me in the way you do 
at a distance? 

i think i need more love 

november 2023

"more love" (demo)

you have a way with words
at least that’s what i think
to be honest with you can’t say i would know
we don’t speak
but i’d like to believe 
that all the conversations we kept 
they still run through your head 

silent discourse fills the air,
and i watch it suffocate a love that was never there 

do i run through your head? 

may 2022

"to be kind" (idea)

how could i forget the way your eyelids fell when you said you don’t love me anymore
how could i forget to notice you only call upon me cus i’m the only love that you know

how could i regret—
i only reach out for you still

i know i could let go 
and let you find your way back home

but i’m still selfish
you could still love me if you tried
we could be happier with time, they say

everything is perfect
i’m still alone here in my bed
and i’m still wondering if you meant what you said
and i’m still selfish

SAGE

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