Happiness is Fading

Release The Pressure

Cold Day - Remix

Hope

i see she's moved on, i should probably start moving on now

Days Gone

Close Your Eyes

Nothing To Fear

i couldnt save myself
i couldnt save my girl
i couldnt save the world
now i'll burn it down

light the match
ill watch it burn
the flame in the sky slowly churns
my soul, my soul

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i couldnt save myself
i couldnt save my girl
i couldnt save the world
now i'll watch it burn

light the match
burn it down
the flame in the sky slowly churns
the love in my heart slowly burns away
like hers, like me


i couldnt save the world
i couldnt save my girl
i didnt want to save myself
and all the fire couldn't relax me well

like her

couldn't save myself
i never really tried
i only wanted her
now she's gone and burned

now i'll burn it down
now i'll burn the world
maybe she'll feel the flames
maybe she'll feel my flames

light my match
i'll watch it burn
the flame in the sky slowly churns my soul

Watch It Burn

when i saw you
i saw right through you
i knew it would always end

when you saw me
you saw right through me
through all my faults
you loved me anyway

but i couldn't believe it
i couldn't see it
your love has gone away
away, my love

but in another life
you're by my side
i'll always love...

in another life
you're by side
i'll always love you

but i let you down
you're gone, you're gone
come back to me, my love
i'm clean now

in another life
you're by my side
but you've found someone new

In Another Life

I've Become A Stranger To Myself

Uncertainty

Say Goodnight

i miss my cats cleo and ricketts so much, all the others that i lost too
my life changed so fast after they died, it changed for the worse
after i left my friend group i was alone, being with my cats was my only company
after they died, i started doing fan films again and everything got dark, my life changed so fast. i miss the old days, i cant believe what has happened in the last 4 years. i've become a stranger to myself, i don't even recognize myself anymore. i've let fear and anger rule my life, i've seen problems in the world and it's turned me into a bitter angry resentful person. it's not like i didn't have some of those tendencies before, but i have just gone too far. i feel so empty and hopeless, yet at the same time terrified. i let one moment of anxiety rule my life, i miss the old days when i felt okay. now i never do, i never feel okay. the last 6 months and even longer than that (if i hadn't met a girl named aubrey who saved me for a bit in between then and now) ive just had this fear and anxiety, also hopelessness and depression inside of me. always at the back of my mind, but i wont let this fear rule me anymore. i can feel it, i can feel terrified and out of breath, like my mind is racing but it's whatever. it's just all in my head. i just miss my cats and the old days so much, i miss my old friends, my old videos, the old times that will never return

i should have never started making fan films again, they have just turned me into a laughing stock. i should have never tried to be funny again, i was moving on until i thought that i'd try again but i never should have. i should have continued losing weight and walking everyday, and spending time everyday with my cats. my god what the hell has happened to me? ive lost sight of myself and even after writing this, how am i supposed to find myself again? i have been replaced with a fear so fucking deep i feel i cant escape. i hope this will bring some catharsis and i can finally wake up and count my blessings instead of just complaining

ive changed so much and i dont like it, i miss the old me who had struggled before but moved on to better things. now i've fallen into that hole again, i hope i can get out. i'm in the hole even deeper now, i hope i can find my way out

(this track was recorded in early 2020)

Cleo

One More Day

Yellow Coffin

A SONG I MADE UNDER 'HAPPY MAN 2013' SEVERAL MONTHS AGO

HERE'S A ROUGH DEMO OF IT IN EARLY STAGES

Faded - Rough Demo (october 2023)

random weird song i made in november 2023

The World Is Going Down

Falling Down

Ascension Is Now

Tied In Knots

I Can't Change

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