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Miss Me When I’m Gone, Pt. 2

All A Sudden

Don't Drown 2 - EP

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I love the jersey club sound and when my producer sent me this beat, I fell in love. I took this jersey club beat and put a R&B twist on it. It's about how time has been moving too fast and I lost track of time but I'm back and I'm focused.

Lyrics
Give me a break
Life’s been moving fast I’m tryna keep up the pace
Please don’t judge me I’m just tryna pick up the pieces
Tell me where did I leave it
I’m in the zone
Right now I’m focused on me
And I don’t
Got time to be wasting
It don’t
Make dollars it don’t make sense
I know
Get back to the basics
Let’s get back to basics
Cause I just needed some time for me
For me

Times an illusion
Crazy cause some days I just don’t know what I’m doing
Going through this life I’m tryna figure it out
Don’t know what it’s all about
I was losing focus had my head in the clouds
But I’m back
I’m back
I’m back
I’m back

Give me a break
Life’s been moving fast I’m tryna keep up the pace
Please don’t judge me I’m just tryna pick up the pieces
Tell me where did I leave it
I’m in the zone
Right now I’m focused on me
And I don’t
Got time to be wasting
It don’t
Make dollars it don’t make sense
I know
Get back to the basics
Let’s get back to basics
Cause I just needed some time for me
For me

Credits
The Journey, released November 11, 2023
Lyrics: Novabigsteppa
Beat: Lucky1 & JpBeatz

Novabigsteppa - Back To Basics

Before my brother passed away we always discussed how our future would look and milestones that we would hit together when the music finally took off. And winning a grammy was one of them. This song represents me working towards that goal and knowing that he will be there with me spiritually every step of the way.

Lyrics
So many things that I want to say
But I know that they won’t understand me
And I ain’t seeking no acceptance from you niggas
All I really give a fuck about is Grammy’s
Cause that’s when the price go up
That’s when it’s five hundred k a show and the lights glow up
I know I’m the one that they been waiting on
Sorry for the wait it’s been so long but now I’m talking off

Sorry for the wait I had to get it right
I had to take a couple losses in order for me to take flight
But now I got my wings ready
And when it’s time for them Grammy’s you know my team ready
I know my bro won’t be there physically but I know he’ll be there in spirit
And all the shit that you taught me I swear I won’t forget it
I know depression is a drug I swear I know the feeling
But I got clean and then I went and got addicted to winning

Every door they closed on me
I just kicked another down
You can’t get too close to me
I don’t really fuck around
My energy is everything
That’s why I gotta protect it and that’s by any means
I Got these tears in my eyes I’m afraid to let them fall
I wish heaven had a phone just so I can make a call
I been trying to find my way in this thing called life
Could you tell me if I’m doing it right

So many things that I want to say
But I know that they won’t understand me
And I ain’t seeking no acceptance from you niggas
All I really give a fuck about is Grammy’s
Cause that’s when the price go up
That’s when it’s five hundred k a show and the lights glow up
I know I’m the one that they been waiting on
Sorry for the wait it’s been so long but now I’m taking off

Now they see me winning but they never showed love
Break they neck when they look at me cause I’m all the way up
Tired of being humble that shit get overlooked
I’m taking off there there ain’t no space for you
This flight overbooked
Brody told me I’m the G.O.A.T
I’m living up to the name
Got my tims strapped up so I’m prepared for the rain
Call me NovaBigSteppa man you know I’m the truth
If I got God on my side tell me how ima lose

Every door they closed on me
I just kicked another down
You can’t get too close to me
I don’t really fuck around
My energy is everything
That’s why I gotta protect it and that’s by any means
I Got these tears in my eyes I’m afraid to let them fall
I wish heaven had a phone just so I can make a call
I been trying to find my way in this thing called life
Could you tell me if I’m doing it right

So many things that I want to say
But I know that they won’t understand me
And I ain’t seeking no acceptance from you niggas
All I really give a fuck about is Grammy’s
Cause that’s when the price go up
That’s when it’s five hundred k a show and the lights glow up
I know I’m the one that they been waiting on
Sorry for the wait it’s been so long but now I’m talking off

Credits
The Journey, released November 11, 2023
Lyrics: Novabigsteppa
Beat: JpBeatz

Novabigsteppa - Grammy's

I have never opened up in my music about my childhood. I decided to share a small portion of what I've been through as a child and what I'm still dealing with as an adult. This song was a difficult for me to open up about but I know that someone who has been through a similar situation can relate and I hope that this can help them know they aren't alone.

Lyrics
I need a moment to preach
Holding in all these emotions think it’s time that I speak
Man the air been getting thicker getting harder to breathe
I’m suffocating from holding in all the shit that I seen
I got family holding grudges for some shit that they did
Both parents strung out on the pipe since I was a kid
They don’t even check to see if I’m breathing
But fuck it cause giving birth to me was all that I needed

I don’t need your pity
I just do my own thing
I know God walks with me
He’s the only reason I ain’t going insane
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone
But it’s too late
To late
It’ll be too late

My whole family been struggling with drug addictions
Put in foster homes & separated from my siblings
But somehow they found a way to blame me
I’m just blessed that I ain’t let it change me
Can you imagine how I felt
I was only like 5
Moms breaking shit and screaming cause she can’t get high
Hugging my brothers
All we could do was sit there and cry
Ignoring the pain but deep down I was screaming inside
I needed help
But my father wasn’t there I guess he was just too focused on his self
And now that I got older I’m just tryna focus on my mental health
And the only way to do that is to close this book & put it on the shelf
Close this chapter of my life cause it’s time to put that book back on the shelf

I don’t need your pity
I just do my own thing
I know God walks with me
He’s the only reason I ain’t going insane
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone but it’s too late
Too late
It’ll be too late

Credits
The Journey, released November 11, 2023
Lyrics: Novabigsteppa
Beat: JpBeatz, KXVI

Novabigsteppa - Closed Chapter

The song appears to have two meanings because it could be about a relationship with a partner but I made this song about God and how he always comes to save me when I need him. I hope this song finds people who need healing and uplifts them.

Novabigsteppa - Back To Basics

Novabigsteppa

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