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novella - cut (outro)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5J2gKtVeVt0

novella - i cant look past thiss prod. trekyo

novella - ...at least stay true to the ending

𝔵𝔪𝔶𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢𝔡𝔵 - i've been bleeding out ever since...

𝔵𝔪𝔶𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢𝔡𝔵 - six feet deep (hands around my neck)

i'd kill you again just to find some closure
it happened again, you tore my heart open
i'll kill you again, just to find closure
it'll happen again, you'll tear my heart open
tell me, could you still see the blood on my hands?
and, don't lie to me, i know you know me far too well
I know its not like me to be so confrontational, but its not like you to be so honest

angelseeker - well, you're as vain as ever

𝔵𝔪𝔶𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢𝔡𝔵 - white lies

whats the worst that i could do
when every lines for you
put your trust in me i swear i'll always stay the same
whats the worst that i could do
when every lines for you
i hope he takes your heart and throws it away some day
i tried everything but there wasn't much that i could have done
you were never one to listen to i guess thats how it goes
just another girl from a broken home in a broken world
i hope the endings that you find are far more sweet than i would ever think you could sumble across with that state of mind
screenplay is such a fickle thing, so get it right this time
im not one to talk but it's easy to see the sin behind the smile
you're a fragile thing, you're a fragile thing.

novella - screenplay p. disgrace

thinking about u w/ sayako prod sayako and antlergate #elfaction

@4neria

admit it you miss it. confessions, don't listen. the cycle is ur fault. live the script over, recycle the same lines. torn between state lines. recycle the same themes. ur not getting younger, ur burying ur head. hide in the fiction. hurting and shoving. hide behind reference. building a new self over and over. this shame in expression you'll never get over, this game of repression of every desire. they'll tear you apart; don't be too honest. larping forever. act like a good man, talk like ur smarter; the acting is cathartic. forever in who's hands? i'm a writer with no muse. it's not how it was then, it's not how we were once. there's something i can't say. its's something i won't say. it's not like it matters, it's not like i hid it. it's all on the surface. still water reflection. i feel so pretentious and due for reflection. does it dissapoint you to know that i dont know any of my lines or the endings i promised. to whom i don't know - the muse that i asked for, or the one that i had? forever the same boy. the prose is so bland now, i know that it's played out. secrets don't make friends. im keeping my eyes closed, im seeking you angel; my private ecclesia. a wink at the camera, do i have your approval? well how are the ratings? don't tell if they're falling. build God and then we'll talk.

come winter i won't be here so help me God, so help me God...

novella - so help me God, so help me God [@4neria]

novella - i think i deserve an encore

Since I heard from the latest developer direct that Doom: The Dark Ages will have a level set in a dark forest -- and I have a severe case of forest creature vibes -- I wanted to try my own claw at figuring out what the music in such a world might sound like.
And I had to come up with my unofficial version before I play the game and find out what the actual composers have done with it. :)

Image is, again, a screen grab from one of the trailers, which I think is fair to use because of hype; but if anyone from Bethesda wants it taken down I'll gladly replace it.

𝔵𝔪𝔶𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢𝔡𝔵 - six feet deep (hands around my neck)

novellafan2013

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